#summer window

Close my eyes Fly away and disappear ‘Cause it’s three AM and freezing  And I wanna be so far from here So it doesn’t matter where or when It doesn’t matter why or who or how I need to live, to breathe, Just let me hate to want to love to leave So I close my eyes Ooo, and visualize, I I left the summer window open In flew the bees ‘Cause that’s the consequence  When you are careless with the weeds And your cozy little habitat With quite the chilly thermostat Is knocked flat By buzzing and a breeze Say bye to all you’ve crystallized Your chilly house and chilly lies Your coldest lips and colder eyes Shoot daggers at me but I don’t care I’m elsewhere witnessing the temperature rise And I’m flattered, really, I am, That you’d waste your precious words on me On Saturday at three AM  I’m drowning you in symphonies But only in my head, In my head I left the summer breeze an entrance Into our home ‘Cause that’s the consequence  When you are always on your fucking own Slips past your walls and pastel blinds  Passe decor and plastic chimes Your paradigms And everything is thrown Up to down and hot to cold And black to white and new to old “What’s,” you scream and shout and scold “The matter with you?” But I don’t care I’m elsewhere watching all the chaos unfold

And I’m sorry, truly, I am, That you’ve never felt the warmth for long But it’s hard enough at three AM To drown out your voice with my loudest songs ‘Cause you’re in my head, In my head

Yes, I guess, sure, why not, You’re the best, I forgot, No, I’m fine, no I’d never lie

Yesterday I was distressed  I’m sure you won’t widen the knot Immuring me then what’s the best thing? Idling for good? But god I Know you don’t know I’m not Fine and you don’t know I’d Never lie again

Close my eyes Fly away and disappear ‘Cause it’s three AM and freezing  And I wanna be so far from here.

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