You meet Sukuna when who you are has almost collapsed entirely.
Sukuna is a storm of a fire with a ravishing appetite. Everything he has ever had in life he has taken, whether he had deserved it or not. Who decides who deserves what? He had taken a life before even his first breath, ate his brother in the womb of his starving mother. He was born with half of his face an amalgamation, a mask that he adorned everyday growing up just to placate those around him. He remembers his mother giving him the bigger portion of what little food there was, the way she cried to herself after work. Nobody gave then, so he took.
Hope threads itself in tethers over and under your being. You think you regret loving, or maybe what you regret is being kind, being considerate.
Swallowing down your own feelings to make space for somebody else's, an understanding that people want to talk about themselves. People want to find themselves right. And in doing so, someone has to be wrong. Someone has to give something up for someone else to get.
Sukuna gives nothing up. You meet him, and he is not looking to save you. He will not give you anything, he makes this clear. When he wakes before you, he does not wait for you, and no amount of your pestering will keep his warmth in bed. But when you join him in the kitchen, he does pour you a glass of his lemon water, plates breakfast for two.
(He reasons that it's a minuscule effort, that it would be rude if he didn't. Tells himself this as he places enough food for two in his basket. Even if you weren't there, he would still eat it. He doesn't talk about how he would rather not consider your absence.)
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i want to know more about sukuna and cora…. sniffles 🥺
hellooooo i yapped a lot no pressure to read !! i love you, thank you for being here with me regardless, please take care <3 sukucora has three aus: 1) no curses au 2) usual jjkworld au 3) heian era au so i'm gonna talk about no curses au
i think like contrary to popular belief i'm not really all that strong or confident or have that much backbone etc. like i try to seem on here especially, but it is moreso that i am someone who has a tendency to fill in the spaces and create balance. i can usually identify what's missing in a space and become that, i essentially do my best to say and do the thing that i think other people need most. it's a little contrarian sometimes and a little out there and i'm not always right in what other people need. so in our little tumblr community as an example, if I see an overwhelming amount of self deprecation on here on a given day, then i have to be stronger and more strong-willed, because if someone doesn’t then we could get swept up in this wave of sadness. when I’m in rooms where everyone is independent, i'd become a more agreeable version of myself.
by contrast i think sukuna is someone who is genuinely very good at staying at his own path, regardless of if the world does agree or disagree.
he's very i'm gonna do this whether you like it or not because these are my choices. i really admire that and respect that and i think being able to be in his space would allow me to mirror that and make healthier or more selfish choices for myself that i wouldn't otherwise make.
sukuna is very interesting in the sense that he's traditional but not rigid. for instance, he wears a kimono for most of when we see him, but he wears a women's kimono because the arm holes are bigger. he gets annoyed when someone makes haikus with incorrect seasonal beats. this is also ari summer-oil's influence but i do translate that to the idea of rituals in a modern day au. a morning routine, a night routine, eating at regular hours. a lot of what he does is well thought out.
sukucora by extension is kind of like being invited into his world. he does exactly what he wants to do and he is not swayed by anyone else, he expects you to do the same. i kind of see my love as something that stretches and protects, i'm vigilant about what's not said or yet to be said/happen in general and i do my best to handle things before they can get worse, but that sort of vigilance is incredibly tiring. sukuna is a space to put it down, to not have to think about anyone other than myself and my own needs. to not have to balance or adapt. it's safe to be difficult, to want things for myself, to not care what anyone else has to say about it. it's a little wretched and not necessarily something others would approve of, but it doesn't have to be either.
I really want to write sukuna x reader as big on consent and independence. sukuna who does not particularly like when you touch him in bed so you’re careful not to. neither of you wanting to give up the lives you both spent years creating, previous lives you ran from — so you don’t. he wants to be alone, you give him reason to want otherwise. you want to run, he gives you reason to stay. redefine yourselves in each other, find someone who sees you as more than the person you thought you were
he likes rituals. three meals at a certain time, lemon water that helps the world go down easy, and tracing your soft skin in the morning light. you work and live without much thought to yourself or your needs but being with him lets you settle into taking care of yourself easily, like the tide pulled by the moon, there is an easy embrace that comes with being part of his routine. here, I take care of you. here, we eat together and nothing exists but the food and each other. here, I dedicate time to making sure I can provide for you a life worth living.
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give me a pocket of the world, hidden from the hustle and bustle — just you and me and the sheets. I want to trace every scar, know you off by heart, feel every moment and shaking breath. tell me there’s a world out there, one worth seeing, ripe for the taking. tell me we could have it, I’ll tell you how much we would love it, get you to fall in love with it over and over again, never let us forget that we waned and wished for this.
burn this passion hot or let it kill us trying. it’s the most exciting when you put in your all. desire is a path, a direction, an answer your heart already knows. the fear keeps us alive, don’t shy away from it. even you forget sometimes, that you feel that human thing where you want to run away or avoid. you make me brave so I will make you braver.
