#sufferrrrr

(also hi ily n i hope ur heart is in bloom 🌺💞) !

*clears throat* eh hem yes thank you for this Sierra, I will do my best

So I know there are a lot of idols out there that act nice in front of the camera and always say sweet things, but the thing that makes Chan different is that this isn't something he does to impress people, he does it because it comes naturally to him. From him being an older brother to being the oldest trainee to him being the leader of a group, the ability to take others into his hands and guide them to happiness has been something he's done literally his whole life. And with him having such a huge responsibility and weight on his shoulders from a very young age, not once has he complained. Yes he said it wasn't easy and yes he said it caused a lot of tough memories, but he never regretted a single decision he's made and he's never pushed any mistake he's made to someone else.

I think something that makes Chan so inspiring is that he owns up to everything he does. Whether it was a screw up on stage or a misstep during practice or a slip during training, he doesn't let it stop him cuz he knows it's happening because he's putting his all into it.

ALSO can I just say, and I know I mention this a lot, but the fact that he is very dedicated to going live EVERY week, even during promotions!?!? Yeah he enjoys talking to us but it's obvious he knows so many people have become dependent on him and his weekly goofy smile and cheesy jokes and song recommendations so he stays committed. He even makes up lives if he misses a week (which is usually not his fault) like who else spoils their fans that much!?!

Ibuprofen

and

Hot Water Bottle

PLEASE. THEY ARE LAUGHING AT ME TOO HARD TO HELP OR ANSWER. I DONT KNOW WHY SHE HATES ME. HELP. HELP ME. PLEASE. I HATE THIS.

How dare

Mweheheh what can I say, my influence is a curse.