#suffergang

Puddles in otherwise clean bathrooms. Spit near but not in trashcans when kleenex is handy. I will take my pending accusations. I helped raised the future. I want nothing to do with reproduction.

Hello. This is why I stopped drumming.

Oh Hey... @jayelly12 and @self-saviors and my dumbass

Gaslight through the darkness. No one will ever keep you the way I do. My grip is total control. A testament to the insecurities I’ve bred in you. I incubated a monstrosity. Named the beast unconditional. The bearer of no fault. Purest form of public perfection. The cleanest hand casting fatal stone. If you ever question my love, there’ll be punishment galore. I’m your fever dream hallucination. The reason you’re protected from the status quo of abuse. I taught you everything you’d need to know. Just another crack in the portrait. Even with the lenses clean you’re a mess.Standing with milk and honey asking for more than your worth. A black sheep in a herd of ugly ducklings. Your goals had names. I made them miscarry. You need me to survive.

Never nothing like today.