It just keeps on giving.
A cyborgic mind, restrained because it can't trust itself not to destroy the world. A relaisation that destruction is a necessity of life. If you draw on its collapse you may find benefit regardless of the outcome.
You might reach a point in life where all aspects of yourself are torn from you and your mind becomes identified with the ever present animation monitor. This may feel like hell. Remember however, it is as it was before just with a different point of view. It may create the vision but does not take away from the reality of it. Your mind, your self, your goals may all still there and you just might be able to see them for what they are, meaningless yet powering the driving force within you.
Maintain the parts that gave you drive to become better and disintegrate those that held you down. You are who you think you are, make sure it is something you enjoy!!
