#sucuide

I can say all day how much I've moved on from the person that has broken my heart, but no matter the circumstances, if there is ever a time where you'd ask for me back, I wouldn't hesitate to say yes. And people ask "Why Brock?" "Why would you go back to the same person who has caused you all this hurt" and today, I have the answer. I have dedicated my life to a person who may or may not have cherished it but my heart went with them. I can't help that sometimes that I miss them. I can't help that I can weigh out the good times rather than the bad. I miss the bond that was once shared between us. I'm human. I have feelings as well as the next person. Sometimes you gotta keep missing a person till you wake up and don't miss them anymore. And if that's what it'll take, then so be it. Understand that I'm trying and sometimes I can't just poof with my feelings. They're either always there, or never was. Today has weighed on me heavy but I'm ready to start this process of moving on and living my life as it was before this toxic relationship.

Does anyone have that SoundCloud rapper video where the lyrics get increasingly sucuidal like "I look in the mirror and I hate myself" "my own worst enemy is myself" "I'm honestly might kill my self" and the comments go from "🔥🔥" to "brah" to "do you need help"

People who don't stay up till early morning doesn't know the struggle to make it out of bed because you're sad and don't wanna live. People who don't go a day without having deep thoughts doesn't know why some people are so quiet. People who don't have to fake a smile to make sure no one sees them hurting, won't understand how that smile saves us from breaking down. Little do those people know, we're the strongest out there. They don't know what it feels like to be at your worst but make sure that your freinds are at the best. They don't know what it's like to wake up every morning wanting to contemplate to end your life but still take life by the horns and go with it with the stunning smile and sweetness of your voice. They won't understand the late night thoughts in our heads but we still text everyone goodnight and make sure they know that they're important when no one does the same. They will never understand us. And that's okay. Because we're the toughest soliders that God has made. For anyone who's battling depression, aniexty, suicuide, etc. Keep fighting. It'll be all worth it in the end.