* * * *Ā On his Red Hand Files website, the singer Nick Cave described this position beautifully: āEither we respond to the indifference of the universe with self-pity and narcissism ā as if the world has in some way personally betrayed us ā and live our lives in a cynical, pessimistic and self-serving manner; or we stand tall, set our eyes clearly upon this unfeeling universe and love it all the same ā even though, or especially because, it doesnāt love us. This act of cosmic defiance, of subversive optimism, of unconditional and insubordinate love, is the greatest act of human beauty we can perform.ā
When put as powerfully as that, you have to wonder why this attitude is such an outlier. True, some people psychologically get off on hopelessness, but for such a mass movement it has very little going for it.
I like Caveās phrase āsubversive optimismā very much, incidentally. I think I might try using that instead of āpragmatic optimismā, and see how that goes. Iāve also just discovered that the Tumblr/fandom world have a word for the attitude Jarman demonstrated, hopepunk, which is another phrase Iām all for. The ā-punkā suffix suggests a DIY attitude, and an awareness that the task of building a worthy reality tunnel falls to you alone. Youāre not trying to make everything perfect for everyone. Thatās not your responsibility. Youāre just trying to improve the place you find yourself in, on your own terms.
ā john higgs,in his newsletter (viaĀ dianebluegreen)










