#sub!esteban

NOTE: This is an NSFW fic with sub!Esteban and dom!reader. If you are under 18 or uninterested, scroll past. Alternatively, if you like what you see here then consider checking out my blog :))

This work forms part of a kinktober series where I discuss a different kinky concept with a different motorsports athlete every day. We also discuss the concepts in more detail on my blog so if you have any thoughts, feel free to stop by!

Cause if so, we should talk about este's itty bitty waist and how good it would look in lingerie and how much he would love to be held by his waist

Oh you are so very very right about this.

So this makes me think about how Este would just LOVE to be treated delicately? Like he's the most dainty flower in the whole world, like a mild breeze would knock him over. And yes he's considerably taller than almost everyone he meets, but that doesn't mean he's not a dainty lil cutie!!!

And there's something about griping him around the waist that just makes him feel like that? Like the absolute cutest little thing.

The first time you did it, it wasn't even conscious. You were just walking past him and had to squeeze past, so you just wrapped an arm around his waist to move him. And suddenly he just had the cutest little smile on his face?

After that, you start hugging him around the waist more just to see what he does. And each times, he has the cutest little smile on his face, almost shy like he doesn't want you to see how much he likes it.

And then one day when you've got Esteban pushed up against a wall, your thigh jammed between his legs, you decide to test out your theory for real and so you grab him by the waist the pull him closer, making him grind agains your thigh. And the noise he made? Absolutely sinful.

After that, you kinda just naturally start to manhandle him? You just can't resist, he's the cutest and he's SO easy to manhandle. It's like the moment you put your hands on him, he just melts and you can move him however you want.

Oh and lingerie!! It just adds to him wanting to feel all pretty and dainty. And I think he actually loves when you're rougher about it when he's wearing lingerie?

I... anon you really just dropped a masterpiece in my askbox and then dipped??? Anon I love you, this is amazing. 10/10.

So firstly, it must be reiterated that esteban is the service sub. Truly the bestest boy EVER. He genuinely adores being a service sub, he gets so much joy out of doing things for you and knowing that he makes your life better.

In fact, esteban will come up with his own tasks? Like he'll get up in the morning and realise you havent done the laundry yet and get genuinely excited because he can do it!! He can do your laundry for you and then he can tell you about it and be a good boy!! He'll be smiling to himself the whole time he does the laundry because he knows he's helping and being a good boy.

And when it's done, he'll come dive back into bed all smiley and giggly and SO excited to tell you all about what he's done.

But having said that, I definitely agree that he deserves and needs a pamper session every once and a while.

Surprisingly, he actually doesn't want to be pampered after race weekends or even after triple headers? Even though he comes back so tired, he can't settle until he feels like he's your good boy again and he can only do that once he's done some tasks.

In fact, you almost have to trick him into being pampered? You tell him you have something for him to do, and of course he's so ready for whatever it is. And then you tell him his task is just... lay flat on the bed and let you play with him.

He used to fight this, but then you just ask him if he's disobeying you and instantly he's laying still because no, he would never. He's a good boy!

And then you can pamper him, kiss him slowly and softly, caress every inch of his body. He adores when you kiss his tummy and hipbones, so you always do that. And then he gets a soft hand job, maybe with a plug in as well for some extra stimulation.

He's so squirmy too! Not just squirming to try and touch and kiss you, but also in general. You have to actually hold him down or else he'll just buck his hips and wriggle his legs without meaning to. As fun as bondage is, when you're pampering him it's better to just hold him down, because it feels more personal?

Once you're finished with him and you've got him slowly recovering against your chest, he always admits that he really needed that and thanks you for it.

Right ok everyone congratulate 🎾 anon for managing to send a thought not related to Logan or Oscar (though if you have more Logan and Oscar thoughts…. Let me know). This is a great question though! I’m talk about how it would be in the beginning as well as how it would be once everything has been smoothed out.

So firstly, I love the idea that este is possessive!! And I definitely think he was already possessive with you long before Pierre even joined. Because of Fernando being a dom, he had you all to himself and so of course he was going to being protective of your time and greedy for more.

Cause you’re his dom!! He’s with you every single opportunity he can and he’s gonna be very pouty and annoyed if someone tries to take time with you away from him. He’s never outwardly mean to anyone, because he’s a sweet boy and he would never ever want to hurt anyone, but he does make it pretty clear that he’s unhappy.

I think a lot of his possessiveness comes from the fact that you're the first dom who he really feels like is his? He's always felt like the second choice for everything, both in his career and in his personal life and then you come along and yes you're the dom hired by the team but for the first time it feels like you're properly his, like he's not playing second fiddle to someone else and having to work extra hard to be good enough.

That's a large part of why he didnt want Pierre as his teammate. Pierre is also a submissive, and as the team dom you will be expected to care for both of them. Pierre has always been chosen above esteban for everything, always the one who got the funding and the attention and the friends and esteban just... he can't have you be something Pierre takes as well.

Meanwhile, poor Pierre is honestly so excited at the prospect of having a dom who isnt connected to red bull? He felt like he couldnt trust his old dom because anything he told them would immediately get reported to red bull. He just wants someone who is properly in his corner.

So... yeah it's complicated.

Once all that gets resolved though, and Esteban realises that he doesn't have to fear Pierre because he has his own very special place in your heart... then yeah he's as protective of Pierre as he is of you.

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I’m gonna use this to share some random thoughts about the d/s au cause I love it so much and I wanna discuss it more!!!

— Carlos prone to subdrop more than Charles is, because Carlos rarely submits and when he does, he doesn’t want as long aftercare and you have to really watch him for the next few days.

— for a few having Pierre and Esteban is so awkward because they both have this desire to do a mini debrief with you after races where they kneel for you and talk but they don’t want to do it with each other until you force them to

— Nyck and Yuki are absolutely MENACES. THEY ARE MENACES. You will never have a single moment of peace. Not one.

— nando is a Dom, and so for the first time lance has a team Dom just for him? And he absolutely thrives and loves that he doesn’t have to share you

— Oscar is actually extremely needy but he refuses to say so or even have you acknowledge it so you kinda just have to… follow him around. He loves it though.

— Esteban ADORES non sexual submission and semi public submission. Kneeling for you at dinner, being a footrest during a meeting, etc. He loves it.

— you have Mick under your care for exactly 3.2 hours before other members of Mercedes come over to let you know they would kill for him if you need them to.

— nyck is very ticklish

— you have to help both Ferrari boys until their fireproofs every single time so now they get dressed together and it’s just very cute and very giggly

— max is somehow the most chilled and also the most anxious sub you’ve ever seen?

— Lando takes naps on your lap and claims it’s a scene so that mclaren can’t bother him

He tries to pretend he doesn’t need you. Until Pierre, he’s been with teammates who are mostly dominant, if not outright dominant, so he felt like he never could lean on you the way he needed to. He did all the required sessions, but he felt that he was being ‘weak’ by going to you more than what was scheduled because his teammates never needed that extra support. You’ve been with the team since it was called Renault, but you haven’t been so busy the way you know other team-contracted Doms have been.

Until Pierre. Pierre learned to lean on his Dom at alphatauri because they were some of the only support he got. So he asks for extra sessions when he needs them. And you’re always available because Esteban has never done that. And he sees Pierre doing it and realizes it isn’t something to be ashamed of because Pierre isn’t acting like it is, and and first Esteban might think that’s a front Pierre puts on but Pierre doesn’t just act like that when he knows Esteban can see, he’s requesting sessions through team management sometimes, it’s not always in the open.

Eventually, Esteban gets desperate enough to request a session outside of his regularly scheduled ones and it helps him so much. He requests another two the following race weekend. It’s Monaco. He gets a podium.

Ok so I was emptying out my askbox and how the fuck did I miss this?? This is incredible?? I can't believe I haven't answered this yet, we need to discuss this concept more oh my god.

So firstly, poor este being surrounded by doms. He's already had to fight twice as hard as his peers to be recognised and respected because of his sub status, so there was no way he was going to let himself seem weaker than he already was. He knew he couldnt be needy or desperate, couldnt allow himself to be seen that way.

And the worst part is that he LOVES his scenes with you? It was different at Force India, he didnt bond with that dom or feel comfortable with them.

But then he joined Renault and you became his team dom and he just... he loves scening with you so much. For the first time he's counting down the days until he can scene with you again, fantasising about being able to kneel for you whenever he wanted to. He finds himself nearly in tears when his aftercare is finished and he has to leave, has to stop himself from begging you to let him stay.

The first indication that Pierre is very different with you is when he finds out Pierre stays the night more often than not? He hears you and Pierre discussing when he'll scene with you next, and you remind him to tell his trainer to drop his dinner off at you hotel room.

He's confused about why Pierre would be having dinner in your hotel room and when he asks Pierre about it, Pierre is confused about why esteban isnt.

"You seriously leave immediately?" Pierre asks, shocked, "I stay the night. Just relaxing in a light subspace is the best part!"

Esteban doesn't know what to do with that information, and then he later hears Pierre arranging an extra scene with you. He realises Pierre does this all the time, that he just asks you for what he needs and you give it to him, even though it's above what's required.

He has to work up the courage to ask for that himself, especially because it's been years with you as his team dom by this point and he's never asked before, so he feels like he can't suddenly do it now.

But he needs it so bad? He's filled with restless energy and he knows he won't be able to sleep properly that night and he wants to sub so bad that his heart aches.

When he does ask, he stutters his way through the question in a bastardised mix of French and English and has to try two more times before you even realise what he's asking.

And then you just pull him into a hug, telling him you're so proud of him for asking for what he needs and that you would love to do a scene that night with him. You tell him that he should bring some PJs with just in case he decides to spend the night.

YES!!! God I love sweet sub!este so much!! (Sidenote: this is why sub!este and sub!Mick are a match made in heaven, their favourite type of bonding is doing things for their Dom together)

Firstly, yeah he LOVES pleasing you. He loves it so much that even planning it gets a smile on his face? Like he’ll genuinely be on the plane home smiling like an idiot because he’s thinking about how he’s gonna stop at your favourite bakery on the way back from the airport.

At first you try to stop him from doing all these things for you because you don’t want him to feel like he has to do them or like he needs to prove he’s good enough. But doing that only makes him sad because do you… do you not like it???

Once he explains that no, he LOVES doing things for you and it makes him feel so good, then you stop trying to curb it and just let him be the bestest boy.

He absolutely makes you breakfast in the mornings, and then he wonders around the apartment looking for other things he can do for you. Do you need a load of laundry done? Does the floor need a sweep? He’s just so happy to do it cause he’s being good!!! He’s being a good boy!!

And oh god how he ADORES when you actually give him a list of things to do? Cause then he knows exactly what you want and he knows for a fact that you want these things done and you’ve ordered him so he’s being extra good cause he’s following your orders and it’s the BEST.

Then when he’s finished he’ll come to you with the biggest smile and then you must let him babble about all the things he did. He gets so much praise of course, and he’s just so happy.

Oh Jesus fucking christ anon. Short but so so so sweet I love it.

So firstly, lance is the best pillow princess EVER. He makes the nicest noises, whining and groaning and just letting himself be played with.

He never ever tries to hide or touch himself. He is well aware that his role here is to lay there and let you and esteban pamper him and make pretty noises. He knows this. And he does it perfectly.

And also, of course esteban LOVES being a service sub. Especially because lance praises him so much? Even though they're both subs, lance is so liberal with his praise, thanking esteban for everything he does, calling esteban pretty, telling Esteban he's such a good sub for you.