Dreams do tell : The Blue Styrofor Message
March 24 past midnight. I was fiddling with my phone, too restless to go asleep. I am terribly deranged on what to do. "Do I have to ask or not? Can I really do it? Will the person let me?"
A part of me said. "Go for it! You have to try at least once in your life so you won't regret it."
Terribly, the dude was right. But then, another part of me contradicted. "No. You don't have to. Wait. Just Wait. There's a right time for everything and a right reason for every action. Just wait till everything is at its right position."
But when can a wrong be right? So I followed the part of me that says "Go for it!".
I texted the person: "If I am going to give you money and asked for a return from you, what can you offer me?"
Surely, the question might tingled any person's mind who'll received it. The answer could either be a good or a naughty one. I don't care what the person would answer, I just wanna hear it straight from .... I fell asleep afterwards.
I woke up in a completely different room. I found myself lying on a second floor of a house made from wood. Below my feet, some few inches away from the bed was a wide wooden window. Its covers where slightly opened. The fog made me figured out I was on a provincial setting, as my instincts told me though I really don't know why.
I stood up, took my phone and found out that I received no reply. Dismayed I looked up and found huge glued styrofor messages on the plywood wall of the room and it said:
"Hindi na oy! Di na kita iaakyat paa."
I hardly remember the other messages except for these two written on pentel:
"Pupunta pa kami sa tawasan."
"Tatawasan ng tatawasan."
I felt my tears fell on my cheeks. I was going to make a reply using my phone, then I woke up.
Past 3 am in the morning.
Finding myself getting depressed with the message. I don't know exactly what do those tawas and iaakyat paa meant, but I think I got the point. I stood up, took my cellphone and changed my conditions. This time I am not asking for any returns. I found out that the person is far more important to me.
My main goal now is helping.
