#studyika

07.30.2021 Friday

Kinda bland, I gotta say.

I did some work for my mom, so I was busy with that the whole day. I splurged on some desk items and cat toys, and I got them on a kinda good deal. (will not be disclosing to family though, it's my earned money anyway) I only did some quick studying with those free online textbooks from OpenStax.

07.27.2021 Tuesday

As I'm mking this post, my head is slowly killing me. I'll keep this short and sweet like a jackfruit.

My studying sesh only included some reading annotating my biology book. I had some stuff to do to prepare for my upcoming school year; setting up emails and scheduling for orientations and completing required docs so I prioritized that. Afterwards, deeper into rainy nights, I watched Howl's Moving Castle.

I'm trying my best with my subjects and juggling to keep up with healthy practices, especially with mental health. It's definitely tiring and a lot of tugging at limbs and will; and the results won't always be what you wish them to be, but at the end of the day I feel thankful for the continuous effort I see my self do. I was never like that, the type to keep on advancing bravely even at the face of adversity; and I'm proudly joyous. Some people may not deem my marks good or high, or myself as intelligent or hardworking enough, but at the end of the day my heart is at peace. That's enough.

Currently winding down with a headache. I'm yet reminded again how bad at math I am, but I'll work on it. I'm not going to give up easy! Anyways, I enjoyed doing some annotations for a class and mulled over how I romanticize my study life with my anime-themed Notion set-up spearheaded by this girl.

Ah.

(I've restarted. Don't talk to me.)

Ah, studyblr! Nice to feel the mostivation breath through me to post! My second semester recently started but I feel the nervousity creep on me about how hard it's going to be. I did some reading and studying for our first lessons, it kind of eased the nerves: I'm dping something about my problem so I shouldn't be too anxious. That kind of thing.

Anyways, for today I thought I'd share some honestky life changing habits (welp, for me at least) :

-CLAYGO: Clean as you go. I tell myself this: that slight click of my laptop as it closes reminds me to put all the plugs and cables to their basket, the pens to the holder, and the notebooks to their places. The little things you pass up now pile on later, and the little things you do now free you sooner.

-Three deep breaths whenever I'm overwhelmed. If I can breathe, I can do this, and if I fail badly then I can learn. If I do good then I'll keep those in inventory for when I doubt myself. But on hard days, I still think I'm the most accessible proof of anything I aim to be.

08.02.2021 Monday

08.01.2021 Sunday