#striggles

It's 9:30pm and I feel like I could sleep for days.

I still haven't unpacked.

I had to drop out of my piano class because they changed the time and it conflicted with my music history class so now I feel like I'm behind when in reality I'm taking more than the maximum hours and everyone else has significantly less.

I'm nervous about my voice teacher and accompanist situation.

I'm so scared for this semester of Ambassadors. I've never experienced it in the fall and homecoming is in like 2 or 3 weeks. We have a meeting tomorrow and I'm co-chair of the skit committee and I'm supposed to have ideas..but I don't. I don't want to let these people down and I want to show that I can have leadership roles and be successful with them.

I'm auditioning for the female a capella group this weekend. I think I'll get in. It would be a lot of fun, but just adds one more thing to the list of things I have to do. But it would be SO fun. If I don't get in, it's okay.

I'm auditioning for chorus on Thursday. I don't really care about it that much and I'm pretty sure I'll get in, it's sort of just a formality. I'm only taking chorus now so I don't have to do it later.

I think I'm supposed to audition for the play. But I'm not going to. People said I didn't since I'm not technically a performance major and I don't even have time to so there's that.

I also need a job. Like, I need cash flow. I'm going to try and get one tomorrow. Even if I just worked one or two nights a week, it'd be helpful.

I also discovered that the power lock on my car isn't working and so it's like forever and always unlocked so that's unsafe especially since Greenville is sketchy.

However, I am officially going on a cruise in December with 4 of my siblings and that's exciting.