so I bought a blood sugar meter but in order to set it up before first use it requires a calibration solution, sold separately. i'm tired and stressed and i can't get my stupid eyes to focus because my blood sugar being wrong is causing pressure on my retinas, and i don't even know if walmart has the solution (i didn't see any, but eyes) or if i just spent fifty bucks on a nonreturnable device and matching test strips i can't use without a bottle of solution i may not be able to get. also my car is making concerning noises, so i have to take it to the mechanic and be prepared to leave it and take a bus to my gynecologist appointment, and I can't figure out whether there are free transfers if I pay cash or if I need to find a bus office station place and buy a bus card first, and i still need a fucking haircut, and if this post makes no sense that's probably because I physically can't read what I'm typing even with my phone's font size all the way up, and that hurts my pride as a beta reader in addition to everything else. :P
