#strawbieshift

i shift easily because i worry about my abilities

i'm aware of my dr because i'm always doubting

i'm a master shifter because i'm constantly obsessing and checking for signs

make sense?

it's like how you may think doing a specific method will make you shift. but that's not necessarily true on its own; it's only true if you believe it to be.

therefore, you can choose to believe that anything you do will result in success. you can decide that your current actions are what get you to your goals.

at the same time. as I progress through the grieving process, i become more and more glad that shifting is real. and I am able to cope with the horribly difficult challenges im facing by knowing that at the end of the day, all of this is just a learning experience, and soon I will shift to a reality where i no longer have to deal with this.

I cry and I mourn and I yearn for the warmth of my lover. but in the back of my mind, I know that it will pass and I will hold her again. the concept of shifting has become almost instinctual.

to me, this is a good sign, and yet, I cannot shake the impatience. if I can be with her again, why not now? and it becomes frustrating to think about.

but then, I think, I can be with her now. i'm able to do that. I have all the knowledge i need to shift. so why haven't I? and I dont have an answer for that.

shiftblr: um you dont have to physically experience ur dr to be there?? just live in the 4d, like why are u even worried, stop complaining