#strawberrysenpai

BRUH. SHITS ABOUT TO GET DEEP. 

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel? 

looking at them when you tell them how you feel because you can practically see the answer in their eyes

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?

like REALLY angry?  probably this time my parents literally turned the car around and i didnt get to see my friends because i didnt answer a question the way they had wanted me to. they took away all electronics and i have a terrible habit of scratching at my skin when i cant talk to someone about why i am upset. i ended up scarring half my left arm that night. Sounds stupid but it was the only stress relief i had before i was going all out for studying for finals.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?

honestly… i’d call grant tell him that i love him, how great he is, and not to be sad if i die. 

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?

i tell close friends and family probably… id spend it just spending as much time with them as possible. Afraid, not really. Sad? extremely 

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.

This is hard damn. i think i’d rather have love. knowing that people love and appreciate me is a really big aspect in my life

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?

Can i alert someone and have them save the dog? i couldnt live with myself knowing im the reason a dog died T-T but at the same time… job.

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?

the person i love the most and trust the most are the same person. they hurt me once, wasnt intentional, we chill now :) and i hope i never have to go through that emotional pain ever again.

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?

well i have two best friends like BEST friends. One is a straight girl so id be like are you fucking with me? if she said no id be like hey man i love you but in a platonic way. You’re like my sister from another mister and i really wanna keep it that way. As for the guy… i dont know how id respond. Id probably think it was a joke but if it wasnt then maybe idk you wanna try for something. cuz you are very cute and i dont think id mind. 

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?

i have the blessing to not know anyone personally who has died. 

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

honestly i dont know. im very opinionated, hard headed, stubborn, mean, i swear a lot idk 

11. Does love = sex?

nope

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?

i would love to do that valiant thing and do that but i think id have people to support too. I could totally help them job hunt and give them some money tho 

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?

a couple years ago. told this guy that i really liked him it was extremely hard for me to tell him because he was going to college and i was like he’s gonna say no so i might as well get over it. but he told me he liked me and oh my god words cannot describe the feeling of how over joyed i was. he doesnt like me anymore damn but we are hellllllla close friends. he’s my best friend

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?

telling someone i dont love them back is always harder. i know how it feels and i hate doing that to people but i cant fake it. 

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?

the hardest thing for me to give up would be talking to grant because i talk to him pretty much every day. he keeps me sane and happy. or swearing because i swear all the fuckin time. 

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?

i dont even know if i love him romantically or platonically but my best friend dude LOL 

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?

hmmmm idk man probably studying more. procrastinating less 

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?

hell yeah i would. life is life 

19.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?

im hella fuckin sstrong and i can pull them BOTH up :O this decision is way too hard for me to make 

20. Are you old fashioned?

with dates: maybe? i guess? i like just spending time with the person idk if thats old fashioned? 

in general: naw i love my technology

21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?

i dont remember tbh. i have a bad memory LOL 

22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?

the guarantee of a broken heart…. idk i wanna feel it even if its for a short time

23.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?