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send me a ship

vomit / don’t ship / okay / cute / adorable / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell

                    @strategicode​​​ said : “ you are still the first person i want to share new things with ”                                                      ↳ poetry prompts   //    accepting

𝐀   𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄   𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐃   𝐎𝐍   𝐇𝐄𝐑   𝐋𝐈𝐏𝐒,   spreading   a   crossed   her   face,   making   it   hard   for   her   to   feign   nonchalant   at   his   statement.   ❝      can   you   believe   i   never   knew   that   ?   ❞   she   chuckled,   bringing   a   closed   fist   to   her   mouth   as   some   way   to   contain   her   joy.   biggs   spent   most   of   his   time   with   jessie   and   wedge,   so   there   mere   fact   that   she   comes   to   mind   when   he   thinks   of   something   new   was   hard   to   grasp—yet   endearing...   had   they   really   gotten   so   close   ?   

the words are weighted , a feeling of forever with this struggle .     the greater good will always be more important , bigger than herself or him .     there is an acceptance to stand in second place ; telling herself that it is okay .     selflessness is beautiful , biggs is every part of the definition ; 𝓲𝓽 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓼 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓰𝓾𝓲𝓵𝓽𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓮𝓷𝓿𝓲𝓸𝓾𝓼 .

his actions make her question her own .     having paid tseng with years of her defiance ; was she truly neglecting to assist in the better welfare of others ?     the violent shake of her head thrash honey tress about her mien .     she can not believe this to be true .

‘     stop it !     ‘     the sting of tears rest ‘pon waterline ; crushed beneath the false hope of fairy tales .     do happy endings truly not exist , or do they not just for her .

‘     please , 𝓭𝓸𝓷’𝓽 𝓼𝓪𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 . . .     ‘

verdant hues are distant , cast away ‘pon rubble in the worn play yard .     he joined avalanche to save the planet , he was helping 𝓽𝓸 𝓹𝓾𝓽 𝓪𝓷 𝓮𝓷𝓭     (     wasn’t he ?     ) .     heart shattered ‘pon the naivety of her hope , for him to awaken her to an ugly truth she buried.     why could their blinded happiness not last a little longer ? 

she ran away ; and in her hands , 𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓴𝓮 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓽𝓸 𝓬𝓻𝔂 .

When Biggs tells them he wants to speak to them in private they do not expect this. Sure, Dove has been calling him their big strong man for weeks. Sure, Biggs always blushes like it’s the sweetest compliment he’s ever received. But it’s all just fun and games, right? Dove doesn’t see how someone strong, capable, and handsome like Biggs could want them—some depressed musician that sometimes has to be reminded to bathe.

Despite their misgivings, despite their darker thoughts, Biggs pulls them into a tender kiss and all Dove can focus on is his lips and the heat that envelopes their body. Dove is so rarely touched like this. No, with them people usually just want a quick fuck to satisfy their curiosity about them. People are usually rougher, less caring, and Dove cannot help the moan that bubbles in their throat. Hands grasp Biggs’ shirt tightly—they don’t want to let go. 

𝓼𝓮𝓷𝓭 𝓶𝓮 𝓪 𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓹 & 𝓲’𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓱𝓸 . . .

made the first move: it was not as though aerith was not subtly dropping moves for biggs to pick up on ; but that in a surprising turn of events , the children at the leaf house teased the two about how the other obviously felt . provoking a more mutual encounter between them in which aerith initiated a first kiss . the big spoon: the roles between the next two points are reversed often depending on the circumstance . aerith has been the big spoon plenty of times . initiating the closeness she wants to share with him when biggs may be too much within his own head . she is like a comfort blanket for him in these moments . whether he worries about the planet , the children , his friends , aerith is there to hold him and make him feel secure .  the little spoon: when aerith is in this position , it is definitely known she is wanting attention & she is not shy about receiving it . she will simply lean into or crawl into bigg’s side / body when she wants his affection .  the cuddler: biggs is the cuddler , so often comforting , it is an affection in which makes aerith feel safe & adored .  cries during movies: whilst they are both emotional ( i think bigg’s more so than aerith , since aerith suffers with emotional detachment ) and compassionate people , bigg’s tends to be more affected by really good heartfelt movies . aerith is always prepared with a box of tissues , just - in - case . the way he really cares about people is what makes him so charming . more affectionate: they are equally affectionate , though aerith took more time to be physically affectionate , bigg’s is simply too comforting to be around . their favorite non-sexual activity: playing with the children at the leaf house . whether it’s gardening with them or playing fun children games . it is both something they enjoy , as they share a love for children . more nervous to meet the parents: bigg’s is a nervous nelly for good reason , elmyra has a reputation for disliking some men that may enter aerith’s life . she is stern , protective & holds a specific standard . granted she has good reason , she is merely a single mother doing her best . aerith often reassures bigg’s that her mother will adore him . more protective/jealous: neither get particularly jealous , but bigg’s is very easily protective of aerith . the idea of her being hurt is too overwhelming stressful , bigg’s does anything to protect the people closest to him .  sneaks into the shower with the other in the mornings: aerith is not a morning person , she is not sneaking into bigg’s morning shower’s anytime soon . she tends to sleep right through those moments .  initiates sexy times the most: aerith , she holds pride in riling up her boyfriend . fuck or make love: they are both too loving for it to be anything but .  behind the wheel more often during road trips: gives the silent treatment when they’re mad at each other: aerith is the queen of silent treatment , often inflicting stress , worry & anxiety for biggs . he doesn’t deal with it for long , he’s often quick to apologize & aerith is soon to forgive . reaches for the other’s hand first: aerith , simply because bigg’s may tend to overthink in most moments before he even thinks to act sometimes . whispers inappropriate things in the other’s ear at inappropriate times: oh , this is completely aerith’s strong suit . she loves to fluster and bigg’s can be so easy to do this with . if she can make him blush , all the better . comes up with cheesy pick-up lines: aerith comes up with the best ones , bigg’s not so much . . . they are often terrible in a very silly way . though , if he’s been drinking , there is a +1 increase in the charisma , lol .

 ❝  it's  for  him...  ❞  she's  reluctant  to  continue,  but  𝐬𝐡𝐞  𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐬  𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭  𝐛𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐬  𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥  𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝  𝐡𝐞𝐫  𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬,  ❝  but  how  do  i  justify  the  loss  of  so  many  innocent  people?  ❞  

Leslie frequently made his trips between Sectors 5 and 6 following Platefall, though only through Chocobo Sam to keep from fighting. His medicinal knowledge didn’t match up to Aerith’s but he was far more knowledgable about treating injuries than most people would or should be. Receiving information about Wedge’s location from Barret after joining Avalanche, the former lackey went back and forth between the two areas almost like a daily rite, not that the stable owner had any qualms about it.

His connections allowed him to get more effective medicinal herbs through the black market while Corneo was out of the picture. While back in Wall Market, he took to getting Jessie back in fighting condition, though he always brought in the supplies covertly, knowing that with Corneo out of the picture, Shinra presence was bound to be higher in Wall Market and the amount of supplies he was taking to his domain would draw suspicion if it wasn’t disguised. While in Sector 5, the young man headed straight toward Elmyra’s house through the most expedient path to treat Wedge. It took some time for him to get used to, having never left Wall Market at all until after joining the cell. 

Going past the orphanage toward his destination he would see several of the orphaned children’s trying to draw Biggs’ attention toward them. Since he was a member, he had knowledge about each of the members that were assumed MIA as he was told to keep an eye open for the last member. Separating from his path, knowing that while it would be best to tend to Wedge, the kind-hearted member’s condition was not serious enough to dictate an urgency to treat.

late  nights  were  meant  for  silence,  stirring  in  feeling  that  we  acquired  throughout  the  day.  the  restless  souls  either  drank  their  pains  away  or  found  other  methods  to  busy  their  weary  hands.  cloud  wandered  through  the  slums,  𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞  𝐭𝐨  𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝  𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐞  in  his  cramped,  stuffy  room.  he  walked  for  a  while  before  seeing  biggs  outside  of  his  house.  cloud  could  chalk  it  up  to  his  inability  to  sleep—he  was  told  that  biggs  worried  a  lot,