#strakhaz

PS- I've been following for years but only came back last December. I still see/read everything you post tho!

AHHH thank you so much friend!! (I think a lot of folks are starting to slowly trickle back to tumblr lately? but oh boy I think it's been like ~five years since I was really active and things are CHANGED lmao) 8. Do you prefer to read first person or third person? I started to be like "THIRD PERSON 100%" but then I remembered like four amazing books I've read recently that were first person so oh no. Both. 50/50 no preference.

10.) Bookmarks, dog ears or leaving the novel open and face down to keep your spot? Bookmarks but I always just use whatever paper is lying around. Folded up post-it notes. Credit card offers. Paper towel. It's chaos.

And honestly, I really want to dedicate myself to writing and creating.

Being a clerk-cashier at one of the busiest drug stores in town gave me no respite nor a single chance to keep writing. While also exposing me too much to the new waves of nasty things around.

So, be prepared to seeing me plaguing your dashboards once more.

And, I really hate to do this but, if anyone has any chance to donate anything my way through PayPal (shitty service but the only international option I currently have) I'd be immensely grateful.

I'm thinking as well on opening some slots to do tarot readings via zoom or something because I definitely don't feel like OF material lol. If you're interested in one, my DMs are open. (I won't charge much. I'm coming from getting paid around $250 USD for a 50 hour week with no breaks of any kind so go figure)

Sept 21 update:

Hi again, lovely people from the Tumblr™

Things have been improving little by little and such but as you can imagine the struggle is real in these latitudes, and have been without internet service most of the time, currently unable to pay for some data plan or something (though i still have wifi at home for when I'm back from work so it's fine)

I'm safe from the recent earthquake, and so is my family. For those who know about her, little Brecha (family's dog) is very old now and on her last days most likely as cancer struck her back, and now her lungs are all invaded. She's surrounded by love at least and is in no pain thanks to their quick and caring response/treatment.

I feel like I'm able to do at least a bit more nowadays with a small income but I'd still be incredibly grateful if anyone could throw anything you could spare this way.

I'm so very sorry for my lack of activity and communication recently, but will do my best to reply asap.

Stay safe, everyone, and I really hope many blessings fill your days.

I'm trying to get rid of my addictions and suicidal thoughts so I'm undergoing some therapy. This includes also getting off my phone and the interwebs for a while. Or at least reduce my usage drastically to help my dopamine receptors heal a bit.

And since my main goal is to fight the sex addiction I've tried to get rid off for years now, Tumblr is definitely not a very good ally towards that goal. Nothing against sex or erotism or porn at all, it's just... It's more harmful to me nowadays than a mystic, delightful delicacy😂

I'm still around, I still check my inbox. Just won't be posting as much or at all at times. But I will be fine. I will be better and stop trying to off myself and hopefully in some months I'll be back, better than ever.