“I stopped drinking again” And the whole room rolls their eyes An improper assessment of my life It’s not wrong But it’s also not right I’m having a tough time Existing Loneliness has become my forte I haven’t cracked a smile in four days Except fake ones So people won’t be concerned about me That includes you But there I go again Much ado Feet hurt As I fail to untie my shoes I’m always running late To being early I never said that you made an intention to hurt me But intentions can change In so many ways I’ll just live out my days Listening to music that I wish I could make And starting books With characters I wish I could date I could wash my face But that wouldn’t rub the pain off Tears fall to my chagrin The sensation makes me scoff I’m lost You found me And led me deeper into darkness But I kept your flash light I hope you don’t need this.










