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5. least favorite teacher?

For seasons 2-5 I would have said Will because he’s always been kind of creepy and just gives off a weird vibe, but season 6 has really made me despise Sue, which upsets me because I loved her in the first few seasons.

10. favorite season?

Season 2 has a special place in my heart because I didn’t start watching Glee until the second season had started so that was when I really joined the fandom, but I think season 1 was really the best season overall.

15. which character's clothes would you like?

All the girls have such great outfits???? I love Tina’s season 4-6 style and Rachel’s outfits after season 1 were all pretty great too. Quinn also always had great style outside of her Cheerios uniform. Honestly, I think I’d be okay with having any of the girl’s wardrobes. 

20. how long have you watched glee?

I started watching Glee around January 2011, because I got the first season on BluRay for Christmas 2010. I didn’t start watching the show live until season 3. 

25. who would you be most want to be friends with?

Tina Cohen-Chang, probably, because I relate to her a lot. I think I’d enjoy being friends with Rachel because of our shared love for Broadway, and I think being friends with Sam would be pretty entertaining.

30. favorite minor character?

Brad the piano player.

35. 5 favorite quotes?

“Being part of something special makes you special”

“I will go to the animal shelter and get you a kitty cat. I will let you fall in love with that kitty cat. And then, on some dark, cold night, I will steal away into your home and punch you in the face!”

“Are you saying your dads impregnated Patti LuPone in the Marriott in Akron?” (all of Jesse’s quotes are gems, so I just went with this one bc it always manages to make me laugh)

“Hashtag glee hates girls”

“Did you know dolphins are just gay sharks?”

ALSO ANYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH MY OTPS AKA EVER ST. BERRY RELATED QUOTE EVER

40. what will you miss the most?

Sitting down with my family and watching the show together. Talking about it with people on tumblr. Excitedly anticipating the next episode (something I haven’t really done since season 4). Just the overall experience of the show moreso than the show itself, tbh. 

50. what episode made you laugh the most?

Under the cut are #30 small/medium sized gifs of Jesse St. James in the episode ‘Dreams Come True.’ from the sixth season of Glee. All of these gifs are under the Tumblr limit and were made by me so please don’t claim them as your own. Please like or reblog if you found these gifs useful. Thank you.

Under the cut are #16 small/medium sized gifs of Jonathan Groff in the ‘Glee Stars Reflect on Six ‘Groundbreaking’ Seasons video.’ All of these gifs are under the Tumblr limit and were made by me so please don’t claim them as your own. Please like or reblog if you found these gifs useful. Thank you.

Under the cut are #104 small/medium sized gifs of Jesse St. James in the episode 'We Built This Glee Club.' from the sixth season of Glee. All of these gifs are under the Tumblr limit and were made by me so please don’t claim them as your own. Please like or reblog if you found these gifs useful. Thank you.

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5. Have you ever RP’d with someone simply because of their character’s faceclaim, even if you did not like their character’s personality?

This is kind of a complicated question. In simple terms, I normally do roleplay based on personality, and if that personality doesn't aid to the chemistry of our characters, then I know it won't work. I don't really want to waste my time forcing my character to like someone that's not compatible, if that makes sense? So, no. 

6. Is there a character that the rest of your fandom adores that you just don’t like/are indifferent to? Who is the character and why?

Nobody hate me for this, but I'm indifferent towards several characters on Glee. As of late, it's been Kurt, Blaine, Tina, and Mercedes. Not that they're bad characters or I dislike them, but I just don't really have an opinion. Several people in the community have amazing muses for these people, and I respect them so much for that, but I have no feelings either way towards them. I'll happy play against them though!

7. List three honest flaws your favorite character has and talk about how those flaws make them problematic.

"Empty Bassinet. Unstained Bib. Aborted Decision."

Sebastian just wanted to surprise her, that was all he intended. It was hard enough to understand what the salesman was even saying, what with him not knowing anything about babies (or French, for that matter), he didn’t want to come home and have her crying in front of him in less than a minute that he’d been there.

If it weren’t for the obvious depressive sobs that she let out every once in a while, he would’ve taken it as a good thing. Happy tears, nothing less. But she looked so painfully tragic that he had to notice that something was wrong. Did he choose the wrong color of the bassinet? Was that it?

He had no idea if he could have gone wrong with simple wood, but it obviously wasn’t good enough or else he wouldn’t be watching from afar as she crumbled down to the ground, seating herself against the wall he planned to put the bassinet next to. She looked smaller, somehow, than normally, and he had no idea if that should have been his first sign or anything, but he didn’t catch on either way.

By the time on the always late clock on the wall of their bedroom, he was stood there for more than ten whole minutes before he actually moved toward her. And it wasn’t weird, not really; he was always slow to do anything sentimental or expected, but at least he got to it at some time. He dropped the heavy box from his hands, and walked over slowly. Hesitation hit when he was supposed to kneel down in front of her, but he knew it was the only way he would be able to decipher her cries.

If he hadn’t gone against his instincts, he’d still have nothing to regret. As soon as he hit the ground, his hand halfway to hers, he heard it. Loud, clear, honest; “I had an abortion.”

Some days, he wished he didn’t have that memory. It meant nothing more than “I thought you’d leave” or “I knew you wouldn’t want a baby”, because she didn’t trust him yet. And he didn’t blame her. Gosh, was he far from blaming her. Years of ignoring her, a couple to grow closer, a marriage spent wasted on guys who didn’t deserve attention more than she ever did. He got it thrown back into his face faster than he ever thought someone could do it.

He swore he felt his heart breaking and he never could understand where people were coming from when they said that until that same moment. He needed her to take it back, he needed her to say it was just a bad joke.

But he knew it wouldn’t come. He knew that his hand would say frozen in the air and never reach hers, just as he was sure he would undoubtedly fall down if he tried to stand up at that time. All those years of breaking her heart, she finally got him back, and it wasn’t even her fault. Sebastian couldn’t blame her. It was all him.

Honestly, he never really told her he’d love to have her mini-me running around a house they could potentially buy. He didn’t even think to say that he wanted a boy who wouldn’t feel pressured to meet his parents standards. He wasn’t sure that he should tell her she’d make a great mother, so he never did. He had no idea that years of staying silent would lead to tears and agony brought on by baby supplies after finding a positive pregnancy test upon taking out thrash.

The worst thing was: he could still imagine it all. When he closed his eyes, it didn’t bring pain; on the contrary, it brought images of a little girl who was happy to be playing in their backyard, running around with no care in the world. Or maybe their first would be a boy, and Sebastian’d probably be forced to teach him how to play the piano even though he himself hated it as a child. Their son would love it.

And then he opened his eyes again and saw her, reminded that it wouldn’t be happening in nine months. He wasn’t worth an abortion; he needed to tell her that. Sebastian needed her to know that he wasn’t worth half the stuff she put up with through the years. Half the stuff he shouldn’t have done and she stayed quiet.