Loves, finally chapter eight has arrived, yay- the only warnings I can think of is that, it might be traumatic, to read it, if you can't handle heartache's - so be ware... LOLZ ... thanks for reading, please don't copy my work... I love y'all so much <3
Standing in front of the mirror, she traced the scars along her pale skin. It had been months now, but in her head she was still thereâtrapped on that broken piece of concrete with the man who had the greenest eyes sheâd ever seen.
Of course she hadnât told Sam. How could she? How do you throw years of love away for something that was so wrong⊠but felt so right? His lips, his handsâher breath caught just thinking about it.
The door opened. âHey, babe. You okay? Youâve been in here a while.â
Her blue eyes widened in the glass. âUhâyeah. Just getting ready, you knowâŠâ The lie tasted bitter.
Sam came up behind her, his big hands resting on her hips, his lips finding her neck like so many times before. She closed her eyes and leaned into his touch, willing herself to feel somethingâlove, safety, desire. But instead Deanâs face flashed before her, and suddenly it felt like she was cheating on him.
Cheating on him.
How twisted was that?
She pulled away too quickly, forcing a smile. âLetâs get ready for the day, huh?â
She brushed past him toward the kitchen, leaving Sam in the doorway. He stayed there a moment longer than he should have, his hands heavy at his sides. He knew it had been traumatic, knew she needed timeâbut dammit, she hadnât touched him, really touched him, since he got her back. And that silence between them was starting to feel like a wall.
In the kitchen, she poured herself a bowl of muesli, same as always. The spoon clinked against the ceramic, but her mind was back in the hospitalâback when people still called her the hardass doctor. She wasnât that anymore. The wreckage had sanded her down, left her softer, kinder, maybe even fragile. Grateful to be alive, yes. But most days? She felt trapped. Trapped in her scars. Trapped in the guilt. Trapped in feelings she couldnât name without burning.
Her eyes lifted, catching Samâs across the counter. Heâd been nothing but steadyâcaring for her, nursing her, loving her. And yet she knew the truth: she hadnât touched him like a lover should. Couldnât.
Sam broke the silence, his voice softer than the steam curling from her coffee. âLetâs get dinner tonight. Like we used to.â
She blinked at him. He smiled a little, adding, âAnd yes, I mean waffles. With the ridiculous amount of syrup and chocolate chips you always order when youâre sad.â
A laugh tumbled out of her, sudden and real, and for a second it startled her. Samâs chest warmed at the sound.
âLikeâfor real? At that old diner we went to back in college?â
He nodded, taking a few steps toward her. âYes, babe. For real.â
It felt naturalâthe way she leaned in, wrapping her arms around him, promising okay, itâs a deal. His arms held her close, a little tighter than before. And for the first time in weeks, she felt something like excitement. Something close to hope.
And yet, when her cheek pressed against his chest, another face flickered unbidden in her mind. Emerald eyes. Calloused hands. A kiss that still burned on her lips. She smiled against Samâs shirt, but inside, the guilt was already rising like smoke.
The day blurred past in a haze of emergenciesâpatients coming in and out, crises colliding into one another until she could barely breathe. Yet in the small pockets of silence, his face surfaced. Dean. Did he make it out? Was he alive? The thought of him lying dead somewhere pressed against her chest until her eyes burned, threatening to spill over right there in the middle of it all.
When her shift finally ended, exhaustion sank into her bones. She didnât take cars, or trains, or anything with wheels. Those things clawed at her nerves, yanked her back into the panic sheâd been running from since the train explosion. So she walked. One foot in front of the other, letting the city noise dull into the background as her mind dragged her through memory after memory.
College. Twelve years with Sam. A whole lifetime packed into guilt she carried like a second skin.
She didnât even see him until she collided with his chestâa homeless man, stumbling, reeking of stale liquor.
âSâsorry,â she stammered, reaching out to steady him.
He cursed at her, voice thick and slurred, the bitterness of it shoving her back. And she didnât have it in her to fight with a stranger tonight. Instead, she pressed a few bills into his shaking hand, slipped a rehab card between his fingers, and murmured, âGet some help.â
Then she walked away without looking back.
By the time she reached the diner, her legs ached, her chest still heavy with guilt. She slid into the booth, the cracked leather sighing beneath her weight, and waited for Sam.
He steadied himself against the brick wall, staring at the money and rehab card trembling in his dirty hands. He crushed the card into a ball and let it fall to the pavement, tucking the crumpled bills into the inside pocket of his threadbare jacket.
âGet help?â he scoffed, the words tasting bitter. âNothingâs gonna help you, Dean Winchester.â
He slid down until his back hit the wall, pulled the bottle to his lips, and swallowed the burn. âSammy would be proud,â he muttered. âI ended up like Dad.â Another swallow. Another night.
Since the day heâd been saved, heâd been driftingâno direction, no plan. Amy. Did she make it? Was she alive? Was she back with the guy from before? His bruised knuckles caught his eyeâfresh cuts from last nightâs fight with the cops who tried to drag him out of an alley. Heâd gotten away. They hadnât.
And now here he was. Another drink. Another night.
âGet some help.â Her voice still echoed in his head. He shook it off, but the echo stayed.
A scuffed shoe nudged his boot. He blinked up. A man in a sharp suit, floppy brown hair catching the streetlight. Deanâs heart leapt to his throat.
âSammyâŠâ the name scraped out of his throat, barely audible.
Samâs nose wrinkled. âWhatâs this city coming toâbums everywhere,â he muttered, turning away and striding toward the diner.
Dean froze. He hadnât even recognized him. Not that Dean could blame himâlonger hair, overgrown beard, filthy clothes. He didnât even recognize himself.
âSammy⊠helpâŠâ Dean whispered, but the word died in the night air.
He shoved himself to his feet and staggered toward the liquor store. Might as well put that money to use.
The bottle of Jack was nearly gone when the dinerâs lights caught his eye.
And then he saw her.
Amy. His Amy. Alive.
Laughter spilled from her lips as she leaned toward Sam, stealing a bite of his pancakes. His brotherâs pancakes. His brotherâs smile.
Deanâs fists clenched, years of rage boiling over, too hot to contain. He staggered off the curb, whiskey burning in his veins, not seeing the headlights until they swallowed him.
A horn blared. Brakes screamed. Glass shattered. His body folded, flung like a rag doll into the street.
The world blurred, sirens in his ears that werenât really there. He felt hands on his face, warm, trembling.
Blue eyes.
âAmy?â His voice was broken glass.
Her breath caught, her lips forming his name like a prayer. âD-DeanâŠâ
He tried to smile, but blood filled his throat, choking him. The light faded fast.
Her tears fell hot against his skin, her voice breaking apart. âStay with me⊠please stay with me.â
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A/N: OMWđ±đ±đ±... My nerves are shot, this is an intense chapter, get some popcorn and maybe anxiety medsđ(just joking).. so sit back and enjoy. đ
Warnings: 18+ Only! Some language, angst, heartbreak, mention of death, hard scenes, terror , bombs , anything else I missed let me knowđ
Characters: Sam Winchester, Amy Summers, Cas Paul Summers, Dean Winchester.
Cover: Created by me. Also images from Pinterest and Canva.
The clock on the wall, strikes seven, the large man sits at his desk, the office is quiet as all the other people has gone home too their loved ones, his usual put together look, is now signs of a stressed man, his eyes darker and tired as he darts across the stack of papers in front of him, his tie loosened, the first few buttons of his light blue shirt is undone, he's eyebrows furrowed, as he tried to see if his taken care of all the evidence, all the witnesses, since Paul Summers left he had this dreadful feeling, something is going to happen, but he just can't put his finger on it, no matter how long it takes he will figure it out tonight, nothing is going to distract him, with that thought he puts his phone on silent.
Her first day back was exhausting to say the least, she was literally dead on her feet, pretty sure, she had to deal with more patients today on her first day back, than in her entire career. Okay, maybe that's not entirely true, but still, it's how she felt⊠Well luckily, it's the end of her shift, so she can go home. As she wĂ lked through the doors, she remembered what happened between her and Sam. Her heart sank, he hadn't even called or texted her. Then it must be true, he found another one to love. Feeling her phone vibrating, smiling slightly now, thinking it's SamâŠÂ
âHelloâ sounds hopefulÂ
âHello sweetieâ hearing her father's voice has always made her feel somewhere between happy and stressed.
âOh hello dadâ
"Expecting someone else honey?â
âIt's okay, can I help with something?â
âJust want to know if you are finished at work?â
âYes I am dad, why do you ask?â
âOh! Just wanted to find out if I could come over for dinner?â
âUhm⊠dad, I ⊠well tonight's not a good night, Iâm a little tiredâ
âOh itâs okay, we can make it another night then, are you taking the subway again?â she couldâve sworn she heard her father chuckle.
âThanks for understanding dad, and yes I amâ
He stayed quiet, then his voice got softer. âSweetie do you still remember how Iâd take you on the subway, while you were still a small little girl, - I miss thoseâ
Smiling, remembering, those were the days, where her father was still so kind, sweet and loving.. âYes dad, I miss those days as well, we should do it again some time.â
His voice returned to the normal cold tone âYes! I have to go now, good byeâ
Before she could even respond he ended the call. Shaking her head while holding the phone in her hand, her fingers instinctively scrolls through her phone, pressing on the dial icon, Sam, a picture of him, comes on the screen, but it just keeps ringing, and ringing, till eventually, she hears his professional voice âYouâve reached Sam Winchester, call the office, or leave a messageâ feeling the burning pressure behind her eyes, as she puts the phone in and walk into the subway.
Taking in her usual spot, popping in her earbuds, listening to Patsy Cline, something she always did, whenever she felt sad, itâs like that woman knows exactly what broken-hearted people go through, she softly hums, with the music.
Taking a sip of the bottle of bourbon covered with the brown paper bag, heâs eyes moves around the people, well that is until he spots her, sheâs out of her scrubs, and now sheâs wearing a tracksuit, her hair tied up in a messy bun, he moves closer without her noticing, he listens to her humming, he couldn't hold in his frustration. âOh hell no, Patsy Cline, are you for realâÂ
She looks up into his emerald green eyes, âWhat is your problem?âÂ
He smirks âMy problem is Patsy Cline Doctor, itâs so damn sadâ
Irritation in her voice âWell I canât help that you donât have taste in music, so move along, if my music bothers you so muchâ
A mischievous grin on his perfect face âBite me! Iâm just saying at least Led Zeppelin gives you a little beat, donât you think?â he lets out a little chuckle âyou probably donât even know who he isâ
She glares at him, âI know exactly who he is, I love Classic Rock ân Roll, but unlike you, I have interest in various genres.â
âOh, I got to say Iâm shocked, that someone like you can have such good taste?â
Her blue eyes piercing his âDean is it?â
He just simply nods, with a mischievous smirk,Â
âWell Dean, what exactly does âsomeone like youâ mean?â she said, air quoteting.
He laughs a little bit, and for a second she could feel her heart flutter.
His green eyes scanâs her whole body, but falls on her heart shaped lips, unconsciously he wets his lips, leaning a little forward, he whispers in her ear, âSomeone as uptight as youâ
She could smell the bourbon on his breath, She pushed him back, folding her arms in front of her âMe uptight? Iâm not uptight! Iâm professional, thereâs a difference!â
A flirty grin spreads across his lips âSo you wanna tell me that you can have fun?â
All of a sudden a loud bang can be heard, the earth is shaking underneath their feet, people are screaming, crying, they plunged into total darkness, there were spine chilling screams coming from every corner, after another big exploding sound it was dead silent, not a single sound could be heard.
The voice on the end of the phone call sounds bitter and cold, so cold, âIs it done?â
âYes Mr. Summers itâs done, that little subway bombs ought to keep that damn lawyer busy, and the other first responders, Iâll start finding the witnessesâ
âGood, now do your damn work!â He shouted. As he ends the call, he watches out of his office window, in the distance you can see smoke, knowing it came from the subwayâs direction, a smile crept on his hard and cold face, knowing he will get out of the charges once again, pity his only daughter had to die, but at least he will carry on like usual, like the well known, kind businessman, everybody loves, and his campaign to run for mayor, will carry on and even become more popular. After a moment of silence, he laughs, the people of this town will feel so sorry for him, after losing his loving daughter in a subway explosion.Â
Thereâs a dim light flickering in the distance, as she opens her eyes more, feeling disorientated and a little hazy, feeling an intense weight on her, trying to access whatever it could be she realises itâs Dean, he mustâve tried to cover her from getting hurt, his wrapped in a protective, sheltering way over her, her voice hoarse âDâŠDean, hey wake up pleaseâ she can feel his swallow breathing on her face.
His eyes slowly opened, the first thing he laid his eyes on was Dr. Summers âDamn you okay?â
A smile crept on her lips, âI mean I will be if you get off of me!â
âOh sorry, I.. I just tried, nevermind!â he pushes onto the floor lifting his body off of her, when he is standing he gently helps her up too. She gets up, her body hurts, her blue eyes frightened when she glances at the sight in front of her, thereâs people laying all over, hurt, the distraught looks on their faces, the little children clinging to their parents, her voice almost breaking âWe need to help them get out of hereâ turning to face Dean.
Dean stares directly into her ocean blue eyes, for a second he sees past her strong demeanour, thereâs so much compassion, he just nods his head, âI agreeâÂ
The both of them, try to access the situation, helping those who isnât as injured to a place with little to no debris, her heart breaks when she comes too a mother and her little boy, the woman doesnât have a pulse, but the little boy with tears in his eyes, just clings to his deceased mother, not wanting to let her go. âHey Sweetieâ , his big eyes just stare at her. She kneels down to pick him up, but he just screams and cries, âI know, sweetie, I know, but mommy is going to stay there for a little while okayâ she tries to calm him down, knowing this must be so overwhelming for him. She hands him to another older woman, too look after as she checks on the other people.Â
Dean walks towards her, âI think I see a way out of here, we can get the people through that entranceâ pointing his finger towards a small opening, that was once the entrance to the subway.
âOkay, letâs get these people out of hereâ both of them get to work, she helps the wounded to the best she can, and Dean tries to get something to force the door open, so he can get closer to the entrance, find a way to secure it.
Samâs hand reaches for the coffee mug, bringing it closer to his lips, then staring down at the empty mug, cussing underneath his breath. For the first time that evening he gets us from the table, walking into the kitchen, wanting some coffee, something in the distance out the window, catches his eyes, thereâs smoke everywhere, he opens the window, the sounds of the sirens came crashing down like waves, realising the smoke is coming from the direction of the subway.Heâs feet didnât move fast enough, he reached for his phone, he needs to know if Amy is home already or if she.. Shaking his head, he canât think about that now, he takes his phone in his hand, seeing a missed call from Amy about three hours ago, holding in his breath. He calls her back, it just keeps ringing⊠until he hears her voice, âHey this is Amy, you know what to doâ, he throws the phone down, Pressing his palms against the table. âDammit, Dammitâ running his hands over his face, whispering underneath his breath âplease let her be home, pleaseâ, he grabs his keys, leaving the files just spayed open on the table, he runs towards his car, he needs to drive home, he needs to find Amy there, she just needs to be okay. His stuck in a whirlwind of emotions, it feels like he canât breath, but at the same time, like his heart is racing, The traffic is a mess, as he tries his best too get to their apartment, âplease let her be thereâ he says, as his hands clenched the steering wheel, his knuckleâs white.Â
She heard Dean laughing, and to be honest it sounded like a melody, looking over at him, she could tell that he got the door open, after a lot of force, Dean called her over, as she starts to walk towards him, she started to feel a little light headed, but just shakes it off, their currently running on adrenaline, so for now, she canât feel the pain. âYeah?â
There was excitement in his eyes âWe did it, we can get out of the subway car, then lead the people to the entrance, weâll figure something out when we get there, what do you say, can we start helping the people out?â
Smiling âHell yeah, letâs get these people to safetyâ they didnât waste any more time, as a matter of fact they started with the older people, then the middle aged adults, finally the children. She took one last glance at the wreckage, taking in a deep breath then giving her hand to Dean as he helped her out, he got out as well. All of them, about thirty people, laugh as they just got out of that, but itâs short lived as they feel the trembling of the floor, she tries to grab onto something, but nothing, thatâs when she felt, strong, muscular arms snaking around her waist, glancing up, her eyes caught his emerald green eyes once again, just mouthing a âthank youâ, the trembling stops.
A large man, started to shout âAll of us are going to die down hereâ Dean removes his arms from Amyâs waist, walks up to him, his face is angered, his voice low, almost like a growl âYou listen to me, stop saying shit like that, your scaring the people, we will get out of hereâ the man grabs Dean by his shirt, shouting âwho put you in charge?â
Dean gives him a sort of devilish smirk âStop touching me, or the medics will have to carry your beaten up ass out of hereâ the man puts his hands in the air âalright buddy, no need to be so uptightâ Dean turns around, walks towards the entrance of the tunnel, he inspects it, then his voice got a little louder, âAlright I need all of us too work together, we can remove some off these broken off concrete blocks and then we will get a way out of here, who is willing to help me move some of these?â A lot of passengers went up too help and Amy rushed over too the pregnant woman they helped out, as she was whining, âWhatâs wrong Miss?â sounding concerned.Â
The woman looked at her, her voice shaky. âIâŠ.I think my contractions startedâ Amy smiled at her, âI take itâs not your first?â the woman answered âNo, itâs my fifthâ, Amy places her down, removing her tracksuit jacket, placing it underneath her head as she laid down the woman, taking her pulse, then speaking in a very calming voice âAlright your pulse is a little elevated, but under the circumstance, Iâd thatâs pretty normalâ she lets out a little laugh âwe will have to check and see how far the contractions are but, Iâll say we will get you out of here, before the little one, gets born, okay?â The woman smiles faintly, âthank youâ.
His hand shakes as he places the key in the lock, something tells him Amy isnât home, but he needs it to not be true, he just wants to hold her close to him. The door screeches open, the whole apartment is dark, except for the microwaveâs that is still left on the 30 seconds timer, of the milk Amy warmed for her coffee that morning. Not even bothering to switch on the lights, he knew, deep down he knew sheâs not there, he pulled the chair out, placing his phone on the kitchen table, he stared at the timer, he felt numb, his mind blank and racing at the same time, is the love of his life really gone? Did she die thinking that he cheated on her, that he didnât love her, that canât be further from the truth. The saltwater behind his eyes started to burn, he tried to gulp down his feelings and emotions, but the more his mind raced, the worse it got, threatening to burst. The ringing of the phone scared the shit out of him, grabbing it, âHelloâ he sounded distant, defeated.
âSam? Iâm at the explosion site, we are getting passengers out, Amy is alive, some of the passengers told us that she helped themâ Cas sounded hopeful, excited even, he knew Sam would be worried sick!
He couldnât believe what he heard, his Amy, is still alive, helping passengers, of course she is, âthank you, Iâm comingâ he said, grabbing his keys, his feet barely touching the ground, running towards his car, he needed to get there, see for himself, when Amy gets out, to hold her, to kiss her, to tell her how much he loves her.
Dean and Amy helped the passengers one for one out, they felt so overjoyed, theyâre getting out of here, they're going to make it, all of them are. With only ten more people and the two of them that needed to go through, they were hopeful, the ending was near.
The man, walked right into Samâs office, flashlight in hand, baklava covering his face, he needed to find the safe, break in, and find the documents, he was looking for the hidden safe, but low and behold, everything he needed was displayed on the table,, âthis was so easyâ he laughed to himself.
Gathering all the evidence and then taking the lighter fluid from his backpack, throwing it everywhere, as he walked out, he took the match and threw it into the office, watching the flame grow bigger and bigger, laughing, his boss Mr. Summers will most probably give him a little bonus. He walked out of the office, the papers in hand, and a determination to get these witnesses and hand them over to the fixer John.
The sight of the ambulances, fire trucks, cop cars, standing around, was just one too much to bear, as he got out he could see the hurt people, getting treated. He ran towards Cas, needed to find out some more information, of where Amy is.
Dean picked up the pregnant women gently, carried her to the opening, placed her on the backboard that was hoisted down, he and Amy made sure to strap her in tightly, Amy smiled âtold you we would get you out of hereâ the woman stated to cry, âThank you, Amy, Dean⊠Iâm going to call my little girl âAmy-Deanaâ to always remember what you two did for usâ both of them smiled and chuckled a bit, âWeâd be honouredâ his gruff voice sounded joyful. âSee you at the hospital,â Amy smiled. Dean tucked on the rope, letting them know they can pull her back up.
For a couple of seconds, there was this emotional, heartfelt stare between the two of them. It mightâve been the adrenaline, maybe the fear, but they were drawn to each other like a magnet, like two souls who were lost at sea, like two stars shining brightly, despite the darkness around them. The stare spoke deeper than any words ever could, it was a silent conversation between two strangers who grew closer in such a short while, their eyes filled with a million questions, and her heart this intense amount of guilt. She quickly looked away, the quilt eating her up, she had Sam, how can she feel like this towards a stranger. Deanâs voice snapping her back to reality.
Holding out his hand âCome on Amy, let's go homeâ his green eyes were filled with hope, as she took his hand, smiling her voice was soft âThank youâ.
He pulled her closer to him, glancing in her eyes, he was tempted to kiss her right then and there, but he didnât, instead he said âyou are one hell of a doctor Amyâ she tried to still her racing heart, being this close to him, she smiled âand you⊠has gotten us out of thisâÂ
The earth underneath their feet shook, he instantly wrapped his arms around her, there were this loud rushing piercing sound coming from the other tunnels, the feeling of pressure of the sound waves were getting louder and louder as the thousand gallons water came flooding towards them, their face was fear stricken, their breaths was short and rapid, their hearts pounding. They had nowhere to go, they clung to each other, knowing this could be the end, Then the gallons of water came, hitting their bodies like, tremendous hammer blows, with every drop it tried tearing them apart, the water came crashing down on them from all directions, knocking them off their feet, they were tossed around like ragdolls, with no sense of direction or control or a way out.
A/N: Wow y'all this one is intense, and a few surprises awaits. Hold on to your seats, its a messy ride đ
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Warnings: Hospital, blood, angst, fear, anything else you know what to do.đ
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Yank her even more towards his chest, clenching the knife, his knuckles white, as he pushed the knife towards the crook of her neck, piercing the skin even more, she whimpers, as the blade, goes deeper, the man's loud voice as he warns ''do not come closer, or... or the doc gets it'' almost deafening her.Â
The security guard , putting his hands in the air, as he retreats, not wanting to upset the distressed man any further. ''Good! Get back'' the man warned
While the man, was franticly going on about someone saving his brother, he didn't catch a glimpse of an older man, charging towards him and the doctor, knocking the two of them to the floor. Its the smell of cigarettes and bourbon , coming from the old guy that hits Amy first, then all of the sudden she feels the lukewarm red liquid running down her neck, towards her collar bone. The security guard, comes running closer, quickly taking ahold of his arms, making sure his tied up, he radio's dispatch, letting them know there's been an incident.
Nurse Brown, comes closer towards their position, she gasps as she sees her best friend sitting up, pain evident on her delicate face, her skin color paler than normal. The knife, wedged into her the side of her neck. Her voice shaky ''Amy''
Looking at her best friend, puzzled, shuddering ''I'm Okay''Â
The older man, gets up, glancing over at the woman, he just rescued. Panicked ''I'm so sorry''
Nurse Brown orders a porter, to run and find Dr. Lafitte the surgeon ''Quickly Dammit'' she shouted.
One of the other nurses, walks closer towards Amy, trying to assist with the situation, some padding already in hand. Amy looks up at the nurse. ''LEAVE IT!'' she warns. knowing one wrong move, and it could worsen the situation. Not moving a muscle she just sits there, her eyes widen ''Ada!''
''Yes sweetie''
Her voice steady, not revealing, how she really feels deep inside, afraid, in pain, distraught and on edge. ''The man who saved me, is he okay?''
In Shock ''what, your worried about him?'' realizing what she just said, glancing towards him ''I'm.. so sorry, I didn't mean it that way''
Gesturing with his hands, that its okay, he walks toward the injured, brave woman. His gruff voice, filled with compassion. ''Hey! Looks like we both had a terrible day,''
A half-smile forms on her heart shaped lips. ''Yeah I guess so, what's your name, and thank you''
''You can call me John'' he smiled showing the lines across his face
''Hi, John I'm Amy, what brings you here today?'' she mumbledÂ
''Need to come in for dialysis, my freaking kidneys gave in a while back, but hey I'm not complaining'' his forehead creased
Her eyes feeling heavy, speech starting too slur ''Shit, sorry''
The man kneels down to her side, seeing she's loosing consciousness, his calloused hands gripping her shoulders tightly, holding her in an upright position.Â
The last thing she sees, are the concerned brown eyes of the older man, as her eyelids closed.
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Sitting in the theatre hallway, waiting on some news, not really sure if his heart is still beating, it kind of stopped, when he got the call from Ada, that Amy was rushed into surgery, it's all been one big haze, hell he's not even sure, how he got here. His hands are still shaking, from adrenaline, maybe anger, probably both. If he gets ahold of the bastard, he would... biting his lower lip, trying not to go there. Underneath his breath, he lets out a silent whisper ''Please be okay baby, I can't loose you, your the only family I have''
His long fingers, playing with the watch, as he keeps an eye on that door, waiting for news, hoping and praying for the best, but fearing the worst. Feeling a slender hand on his shoulder, noticing it's Ada, ''Hi'' is all he could let out, her green eyes, bloodshot, devastated look on her face, her voice shaky ''Hi Sam, so sorry about Amy''
Stunned he glares at her, his voice barely audible ''Is...Is she?''
''No, no I don't have any news, I'm just sorry about what happened''Â
Just nodding his head and mouthing a ''thank you'' he focusses all his attention on the door again, waiting for news. It feels like hours when Doctor Lafitte finally comes out, Sam searches his face for any evidence about how the operation went, but nothing, is it a special gift they have, he strides closer to meet the man halfway,Â
His voice husky ''we were able to repair the damage and close the wound, in the removal of the blade, it nicked an artery, so we had to repair that as well, but she'll make a full recovery, without any foreseen complications.''
Dragging his hands over his tired face, a half-smile on his lips ''Thank you, really, when can I see her?''
''They are just taking her to the ICU, so we can keep an eye on her, but you can go in too see her, Ada will show you the way''Â
''Thank you, once again'' Sam says passing by him, following Ada.Â
Stopping in his tracks, observing, her laying there, machines and cables and tubes everywhere. Dragging himself over to her, pulling a chair closer, feeling like his legs, aren't able to carry his weight, he plunges down, grabbing a hold of her hand, his eyes welled up, distress evident in his smoky voice, ''Sweetie, I'm here'' his lips brushing her fingers before he covers her hand in his.
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He walked closer, to were they said Amy's room was, he needs to check in on her, make sure she's okay for himself, and after today he needs a little good news, shaking his head as he allows his thoughts to wander to a earlier conversation with his eldest son ''you know what dad, your upset because I left? You left the day mom died, you were suppose to be our father, instead I was the father.'' he heard the slurring in his son's voice, knowing all too well, how that sounds, trying to warn him about drinking to much, didn't really go well. ''Dammit dad, your one to preach, about drinking! Where do you think I got it from? The only thing I ever got from you is my bad habits, because I sure as hell didn't get any fatherly love, you were so caught up in your own damn world, you forgot you had children'' It's not like his son was wrong, but he hoped, they could build a bond, when he called, with the time he had left he'd wanted to make up, for being so screwed up that, he hoped, maybe his son's would forgive him, but the possibility looked bleak. Shrugging up his shoulders, ''At least I did one good thing, saving a woman, I couldn't save my wife, nor can I save my relationships with my sons, but at least, I weren't completely useless'' he whispered underneath his breath.
Before entering the room, his sees her lying there, as he observes the room, he sees a man with brown, mid-length hair, sitting at her bedside, something about this hunched over man seemed familiar, the man lifts up his head towards her, his face strong, a little bit of stubble covering his chin, towards the side of his jaw, it feels like his heart rejoices and sinks at the same time, yes! it's him, his a lot older, he isn't the boy that went to college, but a man, a fully grown man, shaking his head in disbelief, ''How is this even possible?'' it's him, his youngest son, Sam Winchester, unsure of what to do next, he questions himself ''does he go in, or walk away'' Stepping one foot forward, and then realizing, seeing him, now, there, might be the last thing Sam needs right now, he turns around, walking into the hallway, trying to get away from there as fast as he can, he sees the exit, walking into the dead of night, eyeballing the dark skies, letting out a sigh, somehow he always found comfort in the darkness, as he strides further into the night, he can't wonder if his son's will ever be able to forgive him.Â