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alya portrait bc I've been neglecting my girl

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heads up seven up
thanks @megarywrites for the tag!
and guess what? new Fear Me content out of left field!!! bet nobody saw that coming
Kirsta is standing beside me on the deck when I look around, even though I never saw her come up. She leans against the railing, watching our fate approach with an unreadable expression, the wind playing at the fine pieces of hair that donât stay in her braid. The sun brings out the green in her eyes, not at all the green of the sea but something warm and alive, like new leaves in spring.  I sidestep closer, rest my elbows on the rail beside hers. Itâs not as if Iâm never going to see her again, but I know somehow that after today it will never be the same between us. And for a terrible moment I am glad for it, I must confessânot that you were stolen from me, but that we were apart so I could have this time, so that I could have them for myself, all to myself. That I have been a me and not an us. But thatâs a secret Iâll try to keep from you.Â
(no pressure) tagging @thesunwrites @goldfinchwrites @klywrites @jamieanovels @idontwantrobyntodie
@jules-m-scribbles and @fayeiswriting
For the WIP Word Guessing Game: home
From Fear Me:
Someone was indeed at the apartment. I was almost completely packed, and someone has done a fine job of making it look like Iâve barely started. âIs it bad?â you ask from the doorway. âOur stuff is everywhere, but I donât think they moved any furniture. And thereâs not really anything on the floor. Youâre good.â I pick up Sarefâs pack from in front of your feet before you trip over it. Well. Itâs one thing to know someoneâs looking for you, like a vague awareness on the horizon, and itâs another thing to have them come into your home and rifle through your things.Â
five lines tag
thanks @illarian-rambling for tagging me!
Prompts: A line about the weather, A line about a secret, A line said sincerely, A line about a house, A line about water
I'm going to use Fear Me for these, since they seem particularly on theme for that one
A line about the weather:
The rain batters the roof in varying waves of intensity, and Jathanâs rigidness ever-so-gradually washes away. I want to ask him what he thinks is going to happenâbut thatâs not right. I want to ask him something, but I donât know what. No, I donât want to talk about any of it. I just donât want to be alone.
A line about a secret:
A small rectangle of leatherâperhaps a wallet? No, the leather is wrapped around something else. Breathless at my own audacity, I inch the package out of its pocket. To extricate it fully, I have to bend my wrist at the most unnatural of angles. Korâs arm pushes back at me when I twist against it, the message of âStay still, you idiot!â coming through as clearly as if he were smearing it into my mind like you would.Â
A line said sincerely:
âIâve been waiting so long for the moment when I finally get to take you home with me,â says Adira, squeezing my hand. âDid you know I even have room ready just for you?â How could I, when I for most of my life I didn't even know she existed? I wasnât even sure if she would know that I existed. If only Saref were still alive so I could shake him by the shoulders until everything he didnât tell us fell out of his mouth. The image of his wrecked corpse flailing loose-jointed at my violent hands rises unbidden to my mind, and I have to cling to her hand to avoid stumbling. Room. A room just for me. âHow did you know I was coming?â I ask.Â
A line about a house:
Home is shining golden in the purple dusk, the prettiest house on the street, leaking warm light from every window. She points it out to me casually as we approach. I imagine our cousinâwhat was his name? Jathan?âgrowing up in such a pretty house, staying in one lovely, familiar place all the years of his life.Â
A line about water:
Itâs snow-runoff cold, and Iâm aching and numb in a moment, but I stay put, rubbing at my arm and watching the blood bloom out pink into the clear water. My clothes feel heavy and pull me off balance in the current, so I stumble back and strip them off and throw them onto my rock. This time I wade out free and dip my head all the way under. The tips of my ears throb with the cold of it. When I surface I am very awake, so awake itâs dreamlike.Â
tagging @thewriteflame @tragicheirs @cc-writes-stuff @the-orangeauthor @akindofmagictoo
Your mission, should you choose to accept it:
A line about the sky
A line said in anger
A line about earth/dirt/mud etc.
A line about a surprise
A line containing foreshadowing
finally finally successfully got Alya to her aunt's house and introduced the racist grandparents and oily cousin. now we can start laying groundwork for the murder mystery plotline :) very optimistic about this next stretch of the draft because I think I actually know what's going on? also continuing to pull banger lines from my previous draft which is always a nice feeling

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I fear the time has finally come to give my Fear Me characters surnames
fun fact: I usually write Fear Me styled as a regular title (when I don't just reference "starlightverse" and keep everyone confused) but in my head it's always been styled in all caps, so every time I go to reference it on this blog I accidentally write FEAR ME and then I have to rewrite it so it doesn't read like I'm yellin lol
Hello I want to know about uhhh all of your characters in the poll please do expand on some???? :)???
hi :):) don't mind me treasuring up this ask all day (and maybe finishing 1 1/2 drawings so I could have portraits of all of them that I don't hate)
but yes here we go!
Alya (psychic propaganda) is the main character of my wip Fear Me (which belongs to the larger starlightverse [read: a planned trilogy]). She has "mind powers" including a telepathic connection with her brother and, importantly, the ability to basically beam emotions and basic ideas into other people's brains without their knowledge. Before she knows she has this ability, she kind of uses it accidentally, and chalks it up to just being naturally good at talking her way into things. But, as you can imagine, that power has a lot of potential for political uses and literal propaganda, making her a coveted pawn in, well, the plot.
Eli (plagued by "visions") is Alya's aforementioned brother. He is also a coveted pawn, mainly because he has the power of...knowing things (terms and conditions apply). This is not fun for him, in case you were wondering. If I go with the current plan he is the mc of the third book.
Mar (necromancer on a revenge quest) is also from starlightverse (mc of the second book I think?), but her connection to the other two is a secret. But. um. she comes from a group whose culture and language has been mostly erased in an attempt to also erase their magic system, which involves blood magic teleportation and ancestor necromancy. She starts out on a quest to avenge her father's death, and it gets worse.
Pasha (magic rock) is from my wip Deep and Dark, Beautiful and Bright (DaDBaB). I haven't talked about her a ton yet, because there are two timelines to the wip (past and present) and I've mostly been writing the past and she belongs to the present. But basically she has a...seeing stone, if you will, which mostly helps her to find things. When we meet her, she is being exploited by a group of treasure hunters...or maybe she is exploiting them.
Lya (unkillable amnesiac) is one of DaDBaB's two pov characters. A lot to unpack here. She's a zombie but she's still alive. Possessed by an evil entity but also she's the one in charge. Dies a lot but comes back every time. She can pass through gates between realms. There's maybe more than one version of her running around at once? She gains and loses different parts of her memory. In the past timeline she was this religious chosen one figure in a really weird political/social/religious position. She triggered the apocalypse but also she was right?
Trip (magic battery) is the other pov character from DaDBaB. He's also an amnesiac but there were too many other words in his description. He regains his memory more linearly though. Um...as part of the apocalypse a lot of their tech and zombie-destroying weapons stopped working, and he's the only one that can power/use them...for secret reasons. Saddest guy in the world but doesn't remember why. In the past he was pretending to be a Chosen One mostly to stay out of prison, and then things got complicated.
Anyway these are some of my Little Guys⢠and I hope y'all like them!