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Thanks! have a wonderful day >^ • • ^<

We found out around beginning of high school, but had been in denial for a while before then. Our actual suspicions started back in 7th grade before COVID when we used to be obsessed with watching animation story time videos. We came across one about someone with bipolar disorder (it was terrible, didnt even describe bipolar disorder accurately), but the video described the person as having “multiple personalities” so we googled it and accidentally stumbled upon DID.

We did a bit of research but then later just decided to leave it cuz we didn’t think that we could possibly have such a rare disorder or anything

Fast forward to summer of Grade 10 (a year or so after lockdown was lifted), we were playing Minecraft with a friend on our favourite server and our friend witnessed us switch between Vince and Ennie (apparently during middle school our old host and I were frontstuck, and since me and the host were so similar we were basically one functional side system at that time)

At that time we thought it was OSDD-1b, because we didn’t think our amnesia was bad enough (it was, it was just really hard to tell because we dont get blackout switches often)

There were other signs that we kinda ignored, like how we would talk about ourselves like there were “different sides” of us and we also drew ourselves as 2 or 4 people, not to mention the amount of disconnect we felt towards the body at random times.

We started going for a diagnosis after we got sent to the ER not even two months after discovering our system. Its been a really slow process, feels like we’re going backwards because of how shitty doctors have been treating us (its gotten to the point where going to the doctor triggers our anxiety and dissociation).

Im not.

Just because im not anti endo doesn’t mean I suddenly believe in endogenic plurality. Im just fed up with the anti endo community spewing misinformation that has put me through literal turmoil and pain. You clearly have not read a word of what i said in my recent post.

I don’t use a label anymore. But it doesn’t mean im suddenly pro endo. If that bothers you then I don’t know what else to tell you. I’m just done with the stupid syscourse shit and would rather spend my time being nice to everyone and learn about their experiences instead of trying to explain why endogenic plurality is wrong without knowing a damn thing about what I am talking about.

My beliefs are still mostly aligned towards anti endo, I just don’t want to associate myself with any specific side of syscourse. The only thing I want to do is not be a dick to people even if they don’t share my beliefs or ideas.

Oh and wanna know something? Ive had literal pro endos and non traumagenics COMFORT ME during some of my hardest times. Ive had pro endos correct me more often than anti endos. They have shown me respect and took the time to correct me while anti endos reblogged my misinformation that I was spoonfed by other anti endos who I also would reblog.

My anti endo friends are super nice, im not denying that. But pro endos have also been nice and informative to me. Sure I have had bad experiences from them, but ive also had bad experiences with anti endos. I literally had someone tell me to screw off for trying to justify why bullying endogenics is wrong.

If your respect and admiration simply came from the fact that I was anti endo, then thats shallow. Im more than a fucking syscourse stance. Im more than just a CDD system. I’m a person. A living, breathing, complex person with backstories, hobbies, friends, family. And if you can’t see past my syscourse stance, then your previous respect for us was shallow to begin with.

Gonna make it clear one last time:

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