It still hurts me so much that even up till the end when Stan is being surrounded by blue flames he STILL think so little about himself. He smiles and says the he finally was good for something after all this time and wasn't a screw up— Ow... ow ow My heart, Stan, baby why! I keep having to remind myself that Stan is OKAY, that he's fine and he has his memories back and that Ford is always going to be there for him and love him and that he got what he always wanted his brother back. It hurts tho
I know, my friend. I mean, I also remind myself that it’s a cartoon, and everyone’s fine, but dammit. He felt like this for almost his whole life, but he still tried his best to be there for his family, and he almost literally died for them in the end. And we never see if his self esteem got any better after he got his memories back, all we see is that he receives and accepts love from his family, and he’s obviously still cautious with Ford. He doesn’t look excited right away when Ford asks him to go sailing. Like he’s thinking “Oh, I see you need someone to sail with you. Alright, I don’t mind if it’s not me, I mean why would it be me?”. And when he looks surprised when Ford puts his hand on his shoulder at the bus stop? There’s still a lot of work to be done there. But as you said, THIS time it will be ok, and Ford will never leave him.
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Aftermath. Just a teaser of some angsty sketches I am doing today. Will try to finish most of them then post them as a batch. Continuation of the last post "Sweet Dreams Stano".
After college I kind of want to get into acting, like I'm shooting for the entertainment industry anyway but I would love to act for a little bit, maybe write a perfect script for Beyoncé to get a Oscar in 😂
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OH BOY >:) Dipper and Stan for “It’s all right. You’ll be fine.” and/or “It’s okay to cry.” Just because I want more interactions with these two...
First prompt:
Stan tried his best to be gentle as he took the shivering boy in his arms. His frown deepened when he felt the heat coming from the boy. He tucked Dipper’s head under his chin and with a gentle voice he whispered, “It’s alright kid. You’ll be fine…”
Second Prompt:
Dipper thought he was hearing things but as he walked closer to his grunkle’s room he couldn’t deny the quiet sobs he could hear through the gap between the door and its frame. He cautiously peeked inside and he felt sad when he saw the old, grouchy man he knew was obviously in pain and sorrow with his face buried in his palms.
The boy quietly entered the room, he shouldn’t be here but he was compelled to comfort the old man. He stopped in front of Stan, and rubbed his arm awkwardly, “Grunkle Stan?”
Stan jumped, the bed creaked under his weight. He blinked his eyes rapidly, “D-Dipper?! Uhh…” Dipper watched him quickly wipe away the tears and his face hardened. Stan cleared his throat and combed a hand through his hair in a nervous gesture, “W-what do you need kid?”
Dipper shuffled his feet and bit his bottom lip, “What’s wrong?”
Stan’s brows furrowed in confusion before they shot up in realization. His eyes narrowed, “Nothing. Now buzz off if you got nothing you want from me.”
Dipper frowned and pursed his lips. He suddenly reached forward to wipe the tearmarks from Stan’s face. He watched in slight awe when the man flinched and moved away from his hand. He stepped forward and Stan raised a hand to grab his wrist but Dipper held it back with his other hand in a gentle but firm grip, “Grunkle Stan…”
Stan froze and stared at him with wide eyes. Dipper could see his mask was cracking. There was panic, fear, pain and sorrow he could see swirling in those old tired eyes. Dipper gently squeezed at the hand in his grip, “It’s okay to cry Grunkle Stan.”
And that was it. It was as if Stan needed a permission. The pieces fell along with the first tear that streamed down Stan’s cheek. Dipper smiled sadly, “It’s okay to cry. I won’t tell anyone.”
He could see Stan struggling, resisting the release of emotions he needed. The pain he has kept bottled and hidden for who knows how long. Dipper threw himself forward and hugged him. He felt Stan tensed for a few moments before relaxing. His large arms slowly, tentatively encircling the boy and pulled him close, crushing him against his chest. Dipper would’ve complain about how it kinda hurts but right now he’s okay with it. His body shook as Stan sobbed against the top of his head. He felt he has achieved something amazing by being the support his grunkle needed. He hugged Stan tighter, “It’s okay, everything will be alright… you got me and Mabel. You got Soos and Wendy. We’re here if you need us. I’ll be here. I promise.”
Blaaargh!!! My feels! Oh this is so good! Yes! Will start on the next requests!
So I am in my room, reading Gravity Falls theories and screen caps from Not What He Seems, and generally having Stan-feels. To help with these Stan-feels, I go downstairs to get some ice cream. It’s cliche, I know, but I really wanted it.
Anyways I’m down there and it’s all dark, because it’s midnight right now, and I don’t want to wake up my mom, so I quietly open the freezer and all stealthy like get my ice cream pop. I turn around, ready to head back upstairs and I hear a hissing sound.
I’m just “hmm that sounds suspicious......” and I turn the kitchen light on, and look at the stove. One of the gas burners is turned almost all the way up and it’s not lit! We had dinner like 5 hours ago! I noticed that the kitchen was smelling off too, but I quickly shut it off and come back upstairs to my room.
So um, yeah
I think I just kind of saved our lives a little bit....
“I can bring your brother back if you’re willing to sell your soul.”
It’s done! But I feel something is off! FIXED!! (; A ;) The colours on PC screen and my Samsung Galaxy Note are different! Argh! Anyways, this is sort of based on when Sam died in season 2 which lead to Dean making a deal with a crossroad demon.
Yes, Supernatural Falls AU must have deaths! The feels are necessary as much as the Winchester brothers give me the feels! I’m still thinking if Bill should be a crossroad demon or a dream demon. He’s gonna be competing with Crowley to be King of Hell. So to do that each demon tries to get one of the Pines to ally with them… (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧
