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started and completed the living world totally

mistakes corrected ✔️

SSraii should study

୨୧/୦୨ made to get this cutie pie today 💚

& yes you may know or may not know but I'm coming here everyday to edit to let you know that I was alive today with your prayers & Lord's blessings and I'm studying , preparing 🦩. for betterment.... ..... 🌸

୯ ମାର୍ଚ୍ଚ ବୁଧବାର

GOC 1-9 lecture complete, reproductive health, plant anatomy, chemical control and coordination, (lect. pw yt), locomotion half

୧୦ ମାର୍ଚ୍ଚ ଗୁରୁବାର -୧୧ ମାର୍ଚ୍ଚ ଶୁକ୍ରବାର

ray optics, redox reac'n, digestion, tissue, locomotion (lec.,

I'm preparing studying whenever I'm getting any free time 😊

Divide into smaller divisions and try to complete, you'll feel easier this way, like don't we like to share small pieces of our food instead of taking the whole bowl alone. That's the trick

Now I've realised I've gotten a way to my dream. Preparing for neet with mobile now feels easier than my university degree and all, I hope I'll be successful oneday

bahut diya gyaan now seen what amount of gyaan I've listened or studied

It's Holi in my village so I'm getting bit free time ,

Holi holyday

୧୯-୨୦ ମାର୍ଚ୍ଚ

rotation ୧/୧୦, human reproduction ୧/୨, s, d blocks, botany whole lec'r (TS)

୨୧ ମାର୍ଚ୍ଚ - ୫ ଏପ୍ରିଲ

A long half month of days and a lot of problems here , I'm unable to study anything regularly like completing a specific chapter or something no just messed up whole last year a lot of problems, they continued early this year also but I thought I'll get some peace now and study still no so fate less I'm that no change again big big problems but I've studied like parts portions of books randomly whenever I got time, I've studied the theories of some chapters of physics but have not practiced any problems likewise I've read some random chapters of biology and chemistry, I don't think I can remember anything, but I'll hope the Lord will bless me with some stability in this daily hell life so that I'll be able to study in peace. 5/4/22

Also one thing I want to write/ mention here that there may be many people in your life with whom you're just living without any choices who just blame you for everything, bad mouth at you shout at you for like little or no reason, ruin lives then blame everything on God or moreover on you or the little phone which you just use for study without any choices, just ignore all these their words like we've a pair of ears so just listen in one ear inattentively and remove via the other ear, there are hardly anything in life which contribute , inspire us positively still we know ourselves what we do stay honest with yourself, your career as none cares ' here everyone is selfish, all just trying to take out my life anyways happy studying,, I'll update tomorrow I wish I'll be able to study here instead of crying and dying , 🦩🚶‍♀️❤️

୬ ଏପ୍ରିଲ

Dearest Lord Jagannath, please bless me 🙇‍♀️

sometimes I feel no now from somedays always that I must have done some severe penance no I've done maha maha maha paaps in previous life so now the punishment this rat race is taking out life out of me just wake up to work walk run , one real warning this govt jobs never ever do a very very very low pay govt teacher job, you'll suffer only and so your family no ijjat, no money nothing we're no reserved just pain and sufferings like never going to over in this life this is the reality one feet got injured no rest no care just run to work and now what my other feet also got injured in pressure and still I can't sit other than mere six hours time left to sleep in the end of the day I've no time for anything for myself and money it's not even enough to get a tution often I wander why so much work for this little amount of money even day labourers in my locality which was probably the previous profession of family men they earn atleast two folds more than this amount of money and it's sucking out life of us still we can't leave, not possible probably what to do now it's upto me only wheather I'll sleep in the last six hours of the day sleep or do whatever I wish and I choose to not it's not possible to sleep now without bringing a change into this hell life and to do that now I've only that much time available and I'll use that time passionately not like a machine and I hope I'll succeed oneday, this much of my part of real story today, just can't afford to keep holding the load this burden anymore

'studied a lot of chapters of phy chem bio randomly, I hope I'll complete some packages of theory left randomly today'

It has been ten days and I didn't know about this feature before, today I'm here again to update

୧୬ ଏପ୍ରିଲ

⑅ study to save lives

so I'll say if you're reading this and you got to study free like no work just study and personal care things no other responsibilities then you're fortunate। Yes you're I feel atleast just utilise your time properly, you'll succeed, here I'm just struggling to make time out of the whole day, no time to sit and I'm so tired to concentrate and study, still I'll just refresh my mind out of burden and got to read , it's high time now, form fillup I've not filled yet, I'll, about study I've just studied randomly and i feel it's not a big help in such like the best exam in country, so from today I'm thinking, I'm trying to study like not randomly bit like regularly completing and revising chapters, God bless me।

_ chem (modl.s)୨, ୨୧,୨୦ pap sol.n pract., bio.(Theo.finsh), phy(lec.s,q.s), umd(yt) & if i got to stdy sth adtnl I'll updt._

灬study to save lives灬˖⑅

galaxy lec.s

phy ☄️ ୧୩ blks, ୫-୭ times full revision

sunday, ୧୭, ସତର ଏପ୍ରିଲ,

Three months to the exam date, please bless me

Today was a very very disturbing and super busy day😒 morning was good then work relative came what to do what to think, just wake up to work make food so is it that life of a boy is easier than a girl!? I've no idea no need to know either, everyone has responsibilities but this much burden I'm dying how to balance my Lord? okay I hope I'll get to study in peace then rest in peace 😭

୧୮ ଏପ୍ରିଲ

-- ୫ ମେ

I'm feeling hell again I'm broken none to give suggestions I'm just trying to sort out everything myself and I'm tired and this healthy

What a busy useless life

will I ever succeed no idea but it's not time to cry I'm here to work whenever I've time, pray , refresh, work

my Lord! All glories to you please bless me

What I've studied

I've no idea how much I've covered

but I'm so I'll sleep now then waking up then work then study and I hope I'll be able to sort out something good before our family ceremony and it's just less than ten days now

We both are sad and crying and avoiding she's so sad what a shame I'm

am the worst child 😭 but what to do

I'm working whay more can I do

Please help me Lord 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

୬ ମେ

busy day well not a busy study day though

୧୦୦+୧୦୦+୨୫୦=୪୫୦ by mid ମେ ' - target -

Qns+theories '

NCERT

Mocks, qns, revision।

୧୫୦+୧୫୦+୩୫୦=୬୫୦

my love for the pink 🌸🦩💕

well I'm so fortunate 😒

Think different than the mass, than the most of us,

http://raiiatrims.blogspot.com/2022/05/im-alive-happy-its-already-may.html

literally everything went downhill after coming back from ceremony, I've no idea what I'm doing what's happening anyway everything is out of my control but guarantee in these last months since one month from then I've the best of food I can say it's a lot of mangoes and jackfruits

13/6

and from tomorrow mic will start here rip study

I'll fail for sure but I'm still in love with this blogging

😋 khata pani (pickle water) , we made puchka and chat at our home today after so long| ltasty prasadam for lifel raii

from now on

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It's already ninth and I'm still in dream floating in the first weak of this year, but one weak is already down , yesterday now it's the second day

No more procrastination ,,, bye byee procrastination, not forever but atleast for sometime,, see you later:))

to those who are gone I'm missing you and will continue to miss you till I live, I'll continue to pray for your better post life🌸

31 days , now 21 days so instead of the first thirty series I'll start do for twenty one days raii challenge (to me) thanks to the specis who denied to follow me back criticising for my content empty tiny thumb blog😒all glories 2 only you

a last chance to bring a change in these 21days left to end this month

some of me

˙❥˙many of us can easily be influenced by others, and the other group take advantage of us.

˙❥˙in my next school journey, I'll be careful to neither be friendly nor enemity with anyone: the journey will be peaceful then hopefully.

˙❥˙be careful to not ruin your whole career for some temporary pleasure

˙❥˙secret: I stopped her from seeing the death news of her favourite actor but I can't stop seeing myself. rip Mihir Dash sir.

˙❥˙some glorious people, legend in real life , sadly we come to know about them after their demise; sometimes we don't even got to know and not able to deliver a final salute to them

˙❥˙someones b'day, someone's death day, someone's celebrating, some are mourning.

˙❥˙its a cricketer's b'day, guess what's focused and unluckily three of our heroes died, I'm one of the crap who even doesn't know the name of one of them😔

˙❥˙what a starting month: each day we're losing some significant people who has had an impact in our life

I was fascinated by karate since childhood but no facilities , I'm a village born, I just knew, now internet I got to know about black belt etc and I know can't do in this birth, but I'll see ,, be happy with whatever you've got

Okay I, we everyone got it🦩🌸🦩🌸

but procrastination sucks everything out of my diary

understood??? better understood 🌸

I got it??!!

•ᴗ• democracy is not possible for everyone because most of us vote according to emotions, money, facilities not without bias, so if voting is wrong leader will also be wrong

•ᴗ•when God opens a door for you nobody else can close the door for you

•ᴗ•the Lord is more concerned for us than anybody else, today morning I was so worried of finding out a right mark and just by His blessings I got to see it at a totally unexpected place

no need to say or explain more, just happy republic day 🇮🇳

May with blssings of Lord our Bharat prosper more & more

A Vaishnava is non envious

fortunate to get to see Srila Gour Govinda Swami Maharaj's this beautiful quote on Maa's whatsapp group today.

Not exactly today, some days age I shared on pinterest

“Every day people ask me, "Tell me something fresh." I tell them, "Open your heart. Hear from me with an open heart.” His Divine Grace Sri Srīla Bhaktivedanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaja 💞 [ March 07, 2004, India ]

"Even after my departure from this world, you can ask me any question and I will inspire you in your heart.” His Divine Grace Sri Srīla Bhaktivedanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaja 💞 [ January 28, 2009, Johor Bahru ]

O' Gurudev! You're so far yet the closest to my heart 🙏🙏🙏🙇‍♀️

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all glories to Srila Prabhupada 🙇‍♀️

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“Guru-devatatma. First, we must think that guru is our atma. Being totally surrendered to him, we must depend solely on him.” His Divine Grace Sri Srīla Bhaktivedanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaja 💞 [ December 03, 2002, Not mentioned ] ❍❍❍ I'm taking lessons from all our gauḍīya gurus, acharyas, mahājanas to serve my spiritual master; my sole aim.

Every day we should read the very beautiful book Teachings of Queen Kuntī by Bhaktivedānta Svāmī Mahārāja and follow the instructions therein. These are the instructions of our Gosvāmis and previous ācāryas, which are being repeated here.

......A Krishna-bhakta is very rare.

"It is not what we chant that purifies us, what purifies is the hearing we got from what we are chanting. How much we hear that sound - That is Japa!" .

Gentle Clean Hearts "Many say with their mouth, 'I will leave my material life!' but you must get there to feel with all your being, all your heart that your family (your material life) is trifling. You must make so that all material desires become insignificant. May only attachment and devotion to the Lord come to you." -Srila Acharya Maharaj

I am great:(((((

💞"Quote of the day"💞 If someone thinks Śrī Guru as an ordinary human being, he commits nāmaparadha. His surrender is only from the lips, not real surrender. If he thinks his Guru/ Śrī Guru as an ordinary human being then where is the question of surrender? Just great nāmaparadha, therefore such fall downs are there. [USA '92 Śrīla Gour Govinda Swāmī Mahārāja]

💞"QUOTE OF THE DAY"💞 "Rādhārānī is madanakhya- mahabhava-mayi. Nobody relishes such loving conjugal mellow constantly and completely as Rādhārānī therefore Rādhārāni's name is kascit. In this world Sukadeva very skilfully utters the name of Rādhā indirectly. Only the rasikas can understand. Those who are rascals, they cannot understand such nectar!" Bhubaneswar, 28/9/1995 💫Śrīla Gour Govinda Swāmī Mahārāja💫

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"It is not an easy thing to become Guru. Guru means very, very heavy responsibility, not easy thing, no, not at all. He should have such potency to digest the karmas, the sinful reactions coming. Disciples, in so many lacs of lives, have so many sins are accumulated. Giving shelter means all these things will come to Guru. Guru is in the front, he gives shelter, all right, stay. I'll face. Guru is facing. So if he's not so potentially powerful, how can he face this? No." 💎Bhubaneswar, 4 July

hrishikesh

Hare Krishna: the greatest hymn

glories to Guru and the Great Hymn.

Gurudev is waiting for us!

💞"Quote of the day"💞 “Because in kali-yuga we are forgetful, memory is bad therefore books are there. You have heard and you have forgotten; so when you read, that help you to remember. That helps you! In other yugas no books are required, books were not there. Once heard, you remember. Yes! Therefore in kali-yuga Vyasāvatara, Vyasadeva came and wrote books. The Supreme Lord came and wrote books, "Veda." ✨Bhubaneswar✨ *08 January 1994* 💫Śrīla Gour Govinda Swāmī Mahārāja💫

Lord knows everything👼

my story

my sadness

my struggles

I'll be very happy

even if ill be able to cover

just one percent of things here

I hope I'll find some peace

I'm healing through it

only Your blessings

her prayers

your wishes are my assets

please continue to bless me

or else I'll ommit offtime

It could be me

SSraii's was born today

…………….then Krsna will be so pleased and come and take our hearts.

“If someone attains the mercy of Krsna, then certainly He will take their heart. If we are especially eager, wondering in our minds, “When will I be able to see the beautiful form of Sri Krsna?”, then Krsna will be so pleased and come and take our hearts.” His Divine Grace Sri Srīla Bhaktivedanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaja 💞 [ Nectar of Govinda-lila ]

 🎧 "If you want to cry, Kṛṣṇa is the only asset. Kṛṣṇa is invaluable, Kṛṣṇa-prema is invaluable, wealth, dhana. Kṛṣṇa is the most beloved. Kṛṣṇa is the object of love. If you lose Kṛṣṇa, then cry, “Oh! I lost the most valuable asset. I lost my most beloved, I lost Kṛṣṇa.” Isn’t it? Cry for that, cry for Kṛṣṇa. Why are you crying for this material son, wife?"

“Try first to control krodha-vegam, jihva-vegam, and udaropastha-vegam. You should try to do this.”

His Divine Grace Sri Srīla Bhaktivedanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaja 💞

[ May 27, 2001, Alachua ]

 “It is by our soul that we can see the effect of the holy name – not by this body, not by these eyes, and not by mental speculation.”

His Divine Grace Sri Srīla Bhaktivedanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaja 💞

[ June 07, 2001, Holland ]

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So last month I had this challenge of twenty posts for twenty one days to myself, so today I completed it just the day before to the day I'll be 20th '- big girl, though I don't want to grow, I can't even stop aging so, okay I'm old now

Why I grew up maa

Happy Saraswati puja 🌼 *in adv

୨୩, What can be a good start to this month of my birthday and love ofcourse!?