#ssorrayaa

Can anyone tell me the song?

Got a good nights sleep and went to bed much earlier than lately, made cute notes for my gf to come home to while i ran some errands, i got some jars so we could make a jar full of fun stuff to do whenever we’re feeling a little bored and want to go out, i also noticed a cute tupperware set that was unique and compact and i know my gf takes lunches to work so i thought id get it for her :)

We had a relaxing / nice evening together and went to a dance show tonight at sheldons PAC it was the Mainstage event, its not my 100% cup of tea but i had fun being there with her and we had a good time. In general im drinking more water and my skin is looking healthier and ive been changing some small things up to better my future in regards to health and preparedness.

Following getting home ive been hit with grief, i feel depressed to such a state and im just sad like really sad. After going about it for like 20 min i was reading past birthday and valentines day cards from my gf and holiday cards from my now passed grandparents, which only made me more unstable due to my gf and i’s relationship is not on its best lvl currently and i haven’t really properly grieved for my grandparents, it still seems as though their living in the mountains :(

Went and talked to my mom, told her everything about how im feeling.. everything thats been taxing my mental state for a while now and whats new and asked about their relationship and experience. Im feeling slightly better although id still do anything to be at my girlfriends side sleeping peacefully against or entangled with her. The next day we have together i need to share how im doing and talk about our feelings.. this is important

together, merging their experiences and ideas..