full name: Santana Maria Lopez age: 17 Grade: Senior gender identity: Female Pronouns: She/Her sexual & romantic orientation: Closeted Lesbian family members of importance: Dr. Benjamin Lopez (father), Maribel Lopez (mother), Alma Lopez (grandmother) clubs/teams (if any): cheerleading, glee club, positive traits: honest, protective, ambitious, passionate, intelligent negative traits: insecure, judgmental, oversensitive, impulsive, jealous
biography
As an only child, Santana grew up thinking she could run the world around her. She was showered with attention and love, always being given what she wanted. This was only magnified when she was 12 and her parents divorced. Her mom moved out to live with her abuela in Lima Heights Adjacent and it wasnât like she was even given a choice. She was packed up and moved with her, leaving behind the house and life she had always known. Since her father was always working and didnât seem to have time to spend with her, he just showered her with gifts and money. She began to use that to her advantage as she was angry all the time at her parents and the messiness that was involved in the divorce - as is seen by the fact that she convinced her father to pay for her breast implants the summer before junior year. She found that she had always had crushes - her first unofficial boyfriend being in kindergarten when she kissed a boy behind the slide on the playground. She was 13 when she had her first kiss with a girl and it was like the sky opened up and heaven rained down. She had already been dealing with the idea of having a crush on the other girl but when they kissed at a birthday party, it just felt right. Nothing came of anything with that kiss but it made her realize over the next year that those secret feelings she had been holding mean something. That was the beginning of the biggest secret she had ever held. Her family would never approve of her sexuality and she knew that if she were to ever come out, it would cause hell. When she started high school, she immediately gravitated to the Cheerios. Her mother had been cheerleading captain in high school and she just always wanted to make her parents proud of her. Being on the Cheerios and at the top of the social ladder meant it was easier to hide behind a sneer and the pompoms than show her thoughts. It also meant that when it came to her sexuality, she could hide behind the parties because hooking up with girls while drunk didnât actually mean she was a lesbian - or she pretends to believe.
Being told she was constantly special combined with the parental issues definitely impacted the way she saw the world around and how she treated people. What sheâd never tell people is that she was constantly second guessing herself and her decisions. She just wanted to be able to be open with the world but she was scared that it would never happen. It was one of the reasons she secretly loved the Glee club because when she was in that music room with those people, she didnât always feel like she didnât belong. She knew she could be happy without anyone judging her - even if she did tend to be judgmental of them. She was never the nicest person, always throwing an insult before a compliment. It was easier to make other people feel bad about themselves before they could make her feel bad about herself.















