#sselfie

I'm sitting here in James's  apartment. He's baking cookies. I'm so glad he is back. I made him clean his apartment because it was gross and now it's much nicer in here.

Today was a really restful day. I slept in. Woke up only when my dad called me.i was a bit delirious and when he said he wanted to come see me this afternoon I was like. Wha. No. Sleepy. So we kept our Tuesday date and I kept laying there.

I smashed my foot on the closet door getting out of bed and while James says it is not broken it sure feels like it. Like my whole leg still hurts. So I was very distressed. But I tried to pull it together. I got a shower and got dressed. Very cozy.

While I was making myself lunch I got an email from the bmi with my schedule and of course I'm working on Tuesday so I texted dad to let him know. After I was done eating he called and were scheduled for Monday instead but then I got upset because he asked if I was cold and I said yes, that my living room was 47degrees when I wokeup. And when he said I should have the heat on I got really upset because. Yeah. I have the heat on. But not in the living room when I'm asleep in a different room. And even when the heat is on I can barely get the ceiling temp to 65. And started crying cause I felt like I was being called dumb when really I just have he'll ceiling, drafty windows, and heat rises. I'm trying my best! Dad apologized for upsetting me and we said goodbye and I decided when to do with my day. 

I wanted to work on my art but I didn't want to be in the basement. So I brought my watercolor stuff upstairs and worked for a while. I illustrated 3 sets of flowers and 2 wreaths. Very pleased. I ordered paper so that should be here soon and I can start the full sized pieces.

I mostly napped and snacked today. I slept until like 5.And James was getting back to town about then. He said to give him an hour so I did. Fed sweetp. Packed  a bag. And at 6 headed out.

I biked over here. We hung out a bit. Went to Chipotle. Saw a guy get a bowl made and then left without paying and the girl got so upset. Apparently it was because they were out of lettuce. Which is something they told us when we got in. And they had signs. Very odd.

We came  back here and James cleaned and I organized. We've been listening to podcast and he backed some cookies. It has been a good night.

Tomorrow we are supposed to have some Christmas activities and maybe go see a play. I'm just really looking forward to spending time with my favorite boy.