#srysry

feels bad for mass posting but my sleep schedule is fucked n not many ppl on here rn anyways

my face si superpuffy and I tooksome benadryl but it’smaking me verysleepy so if I don’t get a post up bfeore I remove this queeue that’s why

Being a server and being anxious is such a bad combo sometimes

uggghhhhhhh i feel so weird and listless right now.  I wanna do something and talk to people but I cant bring myself to do anything.  and i want to go back to school but im scared. i sleep too much when I’m at home and feel so droopy  and I can’t sleep much at school and everything feels so intense and i was such a mess by the end of last semester. and i don’t want to feel so fragile again but i don’t even know what made me feel so fragile. i just felt like thin water and thin breaking glass  with rough edges all slightly grinding up on each other and its gross.. and i think i was also shitty at paying attention to other people. hhhhhhhh  oh well ill probably feel intensely happy in like an hour because ~~~mood swings~~~

omg i fucking cut my nails to being relatively short after having them super lonf for months and TYPING IS SO MUCH EASIER AND FASTER NOW OH MY GOD its so sad i want to have this speed all the fucking time but i also love having rly long nails #problems

(PSA: Sorry if I misgender your characters I'm sorry sorry lol....)