It happened rarely, and the dreams bounced between who was controlling him— Mojo or Cortex— and who he was killing. That varied, too, though to greater variety.
There was a lot to choose from, in terms of who was dead. Julio, of course, and then Longshot, Forrest, and then people like Tabitha or Joshua. Those he swore to protect or had bonded with, all of them dead from his hand or Mojo’s.
With those dreams, he’d fight the blankets, the pillows, the couch before waking up with a strangled sound and feeling overheated, looking around like he had no idea where he was. Because Shatterstar didn’t— for a few long, dragging minutes, after he shouted in Cadre, after he jerked his shoulders away or kicked off the blanket like it was smothering him.
“Feckt— jageran ca— Forrest?” Shatterstar ran his hands over his face, looking at the wreckage of the room—magazines upended, pillows thrownm half the cushions off, and the coffee table shoved several inches away. It was a miracle nothing had broken.
"I’m sorry, I didn’t mean— just a dream. Just a dream."