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JHEJWGWKWHSKA YES. YES YES LITERALLY IM OBSESSED.

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH HES INFESTED MY BRAIN AND HAS NOT LEFT ONCE PLEASE *HOLDS HIM IN MY HANDS* JUST LOOK AT HIM

ATHFFHGHHAG

K-2SO

That is all 💘

〜☆♪K2SO !☆♪

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(CLARIFYING ONLY TALKING ABOUT HIS WONDERFUL MUSIC)

YESYESYESYES I LOVE HIS MUSIC.. I PRAISE HIS MUSIC.. I LIVE HIS MUSIC.. I BREATHE HIS MUSIC... I EXIST IN HIS MUSIC.. I ADORE HIS MUSIC.. SOME OF MY FAVORITE SONGS EVER AND SELF-ISH IS ONE OF MY FAV ALBUMS .. I DESIRE TO ONE DAY GO TO A CONCERT OF HIS AND SCREAM MY HEAD OFF AND THEN BE TOO SHY TO TALK TO HIM BUT HAVE A GOOD TIME ! I KINDA WANNA MAKE A WILL WOOD SHRINE FOR HIS MUSIC LOL AAAAAHH OF ANYONES RECORDS OR ALBUMS TO ACTUALLY BUY I WOULD BUY HIS!! BUT YES HIS MUSIC IS VERY GOOD ABSOLUTE VIBES AND LOVE THE LYRICS AND EVERYTHINGGG

AMAZING QUESTION MY KIND LOVELY SIRE💘💝💘💝

☆I LOVE RAIN SOO MUCH BECAUSE WHENEVER IT IS RAINING THINGS ARE DIFFERENT AND EXCITING.. LIKE WHEN IT FLOODED WHERE I LIVED WHEN I WAS IN 4TH GRADE AND WE PLAYED GAMES AND DID FUN THINGS AT SCHOOL IN THE LIBRARY ON THE UPPER FLOORS INSTEAD!

A SIMILAR FEELING IS PRESENTED IN TV SHOWS OR ANIME WHEN IT RAINS.. ITS SO EXCITING.. LIKE PONYO!

TO ME THE SUN HAS ALWAYS BEEN WAY TOO BRIGHT AND LEFT ME WITH EMPTY FEELINGS

BUT THE SKY IS EXCITING AND BEAUTIFUL WHEN ITS RAINING WITH ALL THE COLORED CLOUDS! WHENEVER ITS RAINING I FEEL HAPPIER- THE DAY SEEMS BETTER

AND BECAUSE THE SKY IS DARKER IT MAKES TAKING PICTURES OF EVERYTHING PRETTIER AND CLEARER.. I LOVE THE AESTHETIC OF RAIN AND ANYTHING IN RAIN! RAINCOATS, UMBRELLAS, RAIN BOOTS, AND ANY PICTURE OF A PLACE BUT ITS RAINING I LOVE! I LOVE THE CITY IN RAIN TOO..

AND ALSO I LIKE TO GO OUT IN IT AND HAVE FUN IN IT! LIGHTING AND THUDER IS SCARY BUT ITS ALSO EXHILARATING AND I LOVE IT!! IT MAKES ME WANNA BE A STORM CHASER AT SOME POINT!

I ALSO HAVE A STORY OF HOW WHEN I WAS MAYBE LIKE 7 OR SOMETHING THERE WAS A LIGHTNING STORM AND MY DAD WANTED TO GO ON THE PORCH AND WATCH BUT I WAS SCARED BUT EVENTUALLY I CAME OUT AND THEN SOON JUST RAN AROUND IN THE RAIN! AND THAT WAS AN INFLUENCE IN WANTING TO BE OUTSIDE IN IT! MY DAD ALSO SAID THAT THE STUFF LIGHTNING LEAVES IN THE AIR IS GOOD FOR YOU— LIKE THE ELECTRICAL PARTICLES— BUT IM NOT SPEAKING FROM KNOWING THAT AS A FACT THOUGH BUT THATS NEAT!

I THINK FOR ME IT ALSO SPEAKS TO ME ALWAYS LIKING “ABNORMAL” THINGS —LOLL QUIRKY!!1— BUT THE NORMAL sOCiEtY AND MUNDANE GENUINELY FILL ME WITH ANGUISH — RAIN IS ALWAYS ASSOCIATED WITH SADNESS AND PEOPLE USUALLY DONT LIKE IT

SO IN CONCLUSION RAIN TO ME IS JUST SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING, BEAUTIFUL, FUN, EXCITING, INTRIGUING, AND ARTISTIC THAN ANY OTHER WEATHER!!☆

Ive been doing art my whole life but the past few years have gone down hill and I feel uninterested unexcited and uncreative

But I’ve really been trying to feel good again..

I also have a bad need to impress people aughg ,,,,,,,

I’ve been waiting for this point in my life for so long , to finally be able to do what I want.. make art all the time.. but bad ways of thinking and brain worms came at the worst time💔

Art was the one thing I knew I was the best at and I felt confidence in and was my whole identity, and multitudes of bad relationships, traditional school, and comparison knocked it all out of me I guess.. it just feels foggy and it really hurts, I keep looking for that flow again.. things used to be so cool to me and I hope I can find that again. I was so naturally excitable- I guess I still am, but it’s just different.. it has a weird uncomfy layer of hyper awareness.

I think the college environment may help me get there again I hope. Just , nervous and worried , excited too, but.. I don’t want to feel awful man hsbsjs