#squeakerdee

Her name’s Margaret, but she usually goes by Margo. She’s p quiet for the most part, and honestly she’s very awkward and kind of slow. But she’s a sweetie uwu

Hello!!Listen, for me it’s like the best money spent IN MY LIFE. (except for sushi).The change from a tablet to a cintiq is huge, and I can assure you that you’ll be able to get used to it so quick! And you’ll be like “how the hell have I lived since today without this thing in my life”.Ok, the size is great for me: i personally don’t make any digital “painting” (like, don’t know, canvas things or other very very big stuff), I’m not a professional colorist or a graphic designer so the size is great to me: is basically an horizontal A4, and for comics and casual drawing is awsome.And also it’s so comfy, and it’s small enough to be carried away if you need to work in another room or place!So, my review is: AWSOMENESS. è^è

AND CONGRATULATIONS ON UR VISA FRIEND

I wanted to talk about them first cause them just existing helped me come to understand something I've been struggling with since I was a wee child. that being my gender. Though I've been a little timid about talking to them about it, just seeing the way they've both handled it over the few short years I've seen them on social media(ah yes my deviantart years) gave me the confidence boost to act upon how I felt about my gender. I especially owe Pan a lot. Like, more then they might understand. for a while I identified as transgendered and thought being a guy was what I wanted, I had no idea there were other genders, and when I saw those "there are more then two gender posts" I uses to get upset because it wasn't something I understood, it wasn't something I was educated on. I realized I have slight disphoria with my body and so I kept telling myself I must want to be a guy. I was wrong. neither gender has ever felt right, in fact it was something I refused to even think about. Then I saw the word nonbinary. I was super confused, but for some reason the word clicked. but I was still hesitant. I wanted to make sure. I went to Pan and asked them about binders(I'd seen them repost a lot of stuff about them) and they offered me theirs. I was super happy, and when it came in I was ecstatic. I didn't wear it much though outside of the house because I was still trying to adjust to it. sadly I may have gotten a little bigger and it no longer fits me. but that was when I realized I didn't really feel like I was a boy either. I did research and finally decided yes, I am nonbinary. and since accepting that fact I've felt so much better about myself. not only has them just existing helped me understand who I am, and brought awareness to me what nonbinary was, they are both quite the pleasure talk to. I admit I talk to Addi more then Pan because yes I think Pan is awesome but I am slightly intimidated by them but I still think they are amazing. Addi is great to talk to, and they are so open minded and I've had conversations with them that just put a smile on my face because they listen and its great and talking to them just makes my day honestly. I wish the two of you a bright future and happiness, you two really deserve it. :)

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if i try to yell at them i will cry :’ i left a note asking whoever goes to the shop next to get black bin bas (bc i didnt realise we only had one left when i went this morning) and if no one does my next note is just gonna be smth like ‘i spent £10 on shit to clean this kitchen with can someone e l s e get bin bags’ they will just get progressively more angry i can be angry in writing but not in speech pffff

i am cryin tbh