#sproxy speaks

So... yeah.

I got laid off.  

I’m currently looking hard for work.  I’ve sent out a ton of applications, and I’m hoping to hear back from some!  :)

In the mean time, I’ve cleaned my house, (The bedroom is still a mess, I’ll be getting that together this week)

I’ve begun writing again, and I’m trying to get back into drawing again.  It’s not been easy!  But, I want to get back into drawing FNAF again!  

I’ve got a story I still want to tell.  I’d love to also have the FNAF characters answer your questions.  It’s been a little while, but I would LOVE an ask or two to get me started.  Anyone want to take me up on this?  :)

Springtrap - His vision is VERY BAD.  He’s almost blind, as the suit doesn’t work very well for him visually.  He has quick access to an internal map of the fright, but everything else appears in that crappy green LED screen that we used to see on computer monitors.  It doesn’t load in very quickly at all, and in order to get an accurate current picture of his surroundings he has to pause, and sort of stare for a little bit.  Once it loads in, he can see he’s not going to trip on anything...because the puppet loves to leave stuff in his path so he trips over it.  

Over all - They all do have their own souls in them!  They know something is going down, and they also have to protect the children from the murderer.  The murderer is a night guard, and they just need to get a good look at the guard and run their face against the national database. There’s something weird about the database, but they just need to be able to do that...

Toy Freddy - He loves arcade games!  He will cheerfully use fistfulls of Faz coins to play the video games on nights that they’re not stalking the hallways.  His idea of a perfect night is playing table hockey with Toy Bonnie.

Toy Bonnie - Super flirty!  He flirts with anyone who even looks his direction.  Including the Night Guard if he’s wearing the mask.  He legitimately cannot tell that it’s not Original Freddy.  He’ll sometimes sit on the desk and chat with the poor guard until he’s called away by actual Original Freddy.  This cognitive dissonance doesn’t bother his little processor at all.

Toy Chica - She follows along with Original Chica’s love of cooking.  She’s however much better at it and will spend a lot of time in the kitchen with Original Chica learning how to make a wide variety of pizzas and cupcakes.  Unfortunately, she doesn’t retain anything that she’s learned the previous night, so you can literally teach her how to make chocolate muffins every night, and she thinks she’s learned something new. 

Five foot long poster of your husbands art of your AU Springtrap on the wall?

You bet!!

I have not ye!

Over all - All of the animatronics know they are animatronics.  They know that they need to protect the children from the Night Guard, for...some reason...  They know that adults in the building after hours aren’t good, and they’re frustrated that no one can understand why.  They know that something BAD will happen on the weekend if they don’t kill the guard before he does...whatever...it is he’s going to do, so they try harder and harder each night to end him, and hide him in a spare Freddy suit.  That always seems to work...

Freddy - The leader, they’ll differ to him.  He doesn’t like coming off the stage, because he knows that Bonnie and Chica are usually very efficient in what they’re doing.  He knows they get distracted though, so sometimes he has to come down and do the dirty work.

Bonnie - Freddy’s Right Hand.  He’s very much a people pleaser, he wants Freddy to approve of him, and he seems to think that, someday, he will inherit the position of leader.  He calls Freddy “Boss” a lot and likes to try to upstage him.  He’s easily distracted, and tends to forget what he’s doing when he’s down the hall.  He typically remembers when he sees Freddy.  Oh!  Right!  Kill the night guard.  Right.  Ooh!  is this a new cleaning solution?

Chica - She’s less interested in killing the night guard and more interested in food and cooking!  She likes to think that she’s a great cook, but she can really only cook a very limited number of things.  She has good days and bad days, sometimes she makes a pizza, other days she just makes a mess.  The staff has all kinds of theories about what’s going on in the kitchen, but since they never replace the camera there, they think it’s a poulterghiest...rather than a poultry-ghiest.

So, I read this a day or two ago at one of my lowest points.  I’ve just been laid off thanks to the Virus, and as someone who derives a lot of their worth through their job, this means a lot to me.

Thank you so very much for reaching out.  Apart from my lovely husband, FNAF is the other thing I define myself on.  I want to be seen as a nice person, and I hope that, with my newfound free time, I’ll be able to get more of that art out that folks seem to enjoy!  

And thank you so much for the kind words, they were so perfectly timed, exactly what I needed to hear, and it warmed my heart!

Trying to get back into Tumblr after a bit of a distance, and I love it, and love the fandom!

I’m working very hard on getting myself together, while so much else falls apart.  

I’m struggling.  I am.  But I’ve got reasons to keep fighting.  To keep going.  

I’ll be back to my fullest one day.  As soon as I can get enough sleep, and get my house to a state I can live in it in.  It’s not there yet, but it will be.  :)