needed this hug more than i realized, i guess. really couldn't tell you what happened here, guys. (i honestly never black out but i got really excited and elevated before this.) all i remember is i was wearing that feather necklace and then jared pulled his out of his shirt and we were hugging. words were exchanged but they've gone poof from my brain. but fave photo op of all time, i think ?? i owe chris schmelke my life. anyways.

we were all hugging and jared was just going, "tighter! tighter!" at us lmao

i adore ruth <3 she is the coolest and the sweetest every time. literally mother. i can't remember if it was during this or in the solo i had with him after this but, jared kept touching my necklace. he was really touched that i was wearing it.

told him to pick 🙃 would it be a successful con if i wasn't getting teased for being short? no, i really don't think so. not knowing what was happening after this bc he just went dead weight with his leg on me while everyone was yelling, "backdrop! backdrop!" and trying to move around with my glasses off was the most chaotic minute of the entire con 🤣 i was like, "you motherfucker," to him and he was like, "what?! i love you, i love you."