#spn8x08

cAS IS STILL THERE

how did dean know who was on the phone

HOUSEBOAT VAMPIRATES GODDAMN PLEASE TELL ME WE'RE GETTING A MERMAIDS EPISODE OR SOMETHING

literal cas cries a lot

hE CAN TURN OFF ANGEL RADIO I'M DEAD

2014!CAS COULDN'T HEAR THE ANGELS I'M

HE DOESN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH HEAVEN

why vermont what's in vermont

NEEDS TO HELP PEOPLE IS THAT MORE PENANCE I BET IT IS

THIRD WHEEL FUCK ME

OUR KIND OF THING OUR OUR OUR KIND OF THING

cries a lot no front seat for cas

SCULLY wasn't there a thing about that a few seasons back

SNIFFING SNIFFING and the prophets' names are instinctual knowledge pls i am loving this emphasis that angels aren't humans ok

oh gosh cas all "these humans are so strange how do they work"

i still don't get the timing of this flashback omfg pls

goOD BOY SAM I'M ok no stopping that right now before i even start going there nope

aw poor sammy went to stanford and hE COULDN'T HAVE ANY OF HIS DREAMS GROSS SOBBING ok no other people have done much better meta on this ok moving on

cas pls what """"research""" i'm

listen to sam learn from sam CRIES

cas so blunt i am cas cas is me

dean you lived in the suburbs shhh

CONVENIENTLY PLACE CURSING COVERUP YES YES YES

hahahh poor motherfucker god doesn't care about anyone in the supernatural universe

INSECT-RABBIT HYBRID

omg cas says "it's hilarious" just like dean

OK OK OK OK STOP EVERYTHING RIGHT THE FUCK HERE OK CASTIEL'S INTERPRETATION OF CARTOONS

"ENDLESSLY CHASING THE DIVINE BUT NEVER ABLE TO CATCH HIM"

THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO WAY THAT THAT IS HILARIOUS TO CASTIEL

BECAUSE

DID HE NOT SPEND

SO LONG

CHASING AFTER GOD

ONLY TO FIND OUT

GOD DIDN'T CARE

AND HE COULD NEVER CATCH HIM

AND CAS WAS FUCKIN MESSED UP ABOUT THAT YO

gosh he's just trying to fit in so much i'm cry i'm so cry i am 110% cry all i am is cry

JUST CASUALLY GOING THROUGH THEIR BELONGINGS and no one is like "hey don't touch my stuff" because they're comfortable with him i'm

BRAID SAM'S HAIR NEVER GOING TO BE OVER THAT

I'LL WATCH OVER YOU ANGELS ARE WATCHING OVER YOU CAS WAS WATCHING OVER DEAN IN EARLIER SEASON

cas can pick up every wavelength of everything please tell me this is canon i need it to be canon

cries a lot showing off castiel's superhuman strength gosh i love the "angels aren't humans" things aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

OK I'M LIKE PRETTY SURE THERE WAS SOMETHING EARLIER ABOUT HOW JOHN'S HANDWRITING WAS FUCKING AWFUL but ok no not going to focus on that cas was reading john's journal he never got to meet john omg i'm what are these feels i'm having i don't know what they are heLP

"no chick flick moments" dean said as his life became one huge chick click moment

cries a lot talking about feelings

cAS ISN'T EVEN SUPPOSEDTO HAVE FEELINGS HE WAS "REEDUCATED" FOR SHOWING EVEN A SMALL SIGN OF THEM AND HE STILL WAH

ok there was bbc sherlock meta about how when sherlock doesn't understand something he asks if it's "not good," going back to the simple notions of "good" and "bad"

and then cas "when i was....bad" he can't even say it i'm so done i'm

i'm

he disobeyed and that was bad he disappointed dean and that was bad

is it just the leviathan thing or is it falling in general, too

did it all start with having feelings helping dean letting dean see sam and try to stop him raising lucifer just everything he's done

caN I JUST

"IT TOOK EVERYTHING TO GET ME HERE"

"THANK YOU FOR EVERTHING"

i can'T HANDLE THIS

and then suddenly reminder that cas murdered a fuckload his siblings wow i think i've only really just now grasped the full scope of what that means aw fuck man

so does that mean the angels won't kill cas? inias told hester not to kill him because there are so few left hmmmmm

afRAID HE MIGHT KILL HIMSELF he still hates himself purgatory didn't absolve him of his sins

i'm

so what are his feelings on "it's a punishment resurrection"? does he need it to be worse or is he hoping it might be permanent this time so he can't hurt anyone else

oh man i'm just so

and dean last season and a bit in season 5 too i think was feeling suicidal too hell he's been talking about how he's "so tired" all the time of everything since the really early seasons so he might be able to get cas just a little i mean he probably can't understand murdering your siblings while monsters ride your skin (sam might be able to understand that a little oh shit) but he felt responsible for breaking the first seal and all the deaths that caused he knows what it's like to feel worthless he and cas can identify with each other a bit here and i

i

i

i

i

can't handle this

aW FUCK I PAUSED BEFORE DEAN'S FACE GROSS SOBBING

and they can just move on and do the job because that is just what you DO

i'm cry i am completely cry

aw cas still not understanding all human things

oh cas still doesn't know how to deal with flirting presh bab

OK OK OK YOU KNOW THAT THING IN DOCTOR WHO THE LODGER, I THINK WHERE THE DOCTOR TALKS TO THE CAT THROUGH THE PSYCHIC THING I WANT HIM AND CAS TO DO THAT TOGETHER OR SOMETHING I

sam still remembers all his dad's military things i'm

sam has been through the ultimate meat grinder gross sobbing

i kind of like sam and amelia running together i like her a bit more, now

jesus christ that's young for beer AND SAM JUST "YEAH ME TOO"

"do we kill him" well i mean what DO you do with someone powerful who doesn't know that their powers are causing harm

ngl i thought the cake splatterings were blood

cries because cas doesn't need a flashlight because hE CAN SEE IN THE DARK, I BET

wow having cas is convenient

let us be messes together i i like that

crieS A LOT SAMMY WITH A FAMILY ALMOST

team free will yES

more angels-aren't-humans things  aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA the extra sense i'm

come on cas you could have told sam your plan well actually no probably not sam probably would have been like "nO IT'S TOO DANGEROUS"

best use of a greenscreen eVER

having the environment reflecting fred's mental state aaaaaAAAAAA

THE SCRAWNY ONE PLS MOST BUFF MOOSE

deep sigh does the doctor guy take care of his parents does he know mow much of a physical and emotional drain they can be how they will suck you completely dry and there is literally nothing to do about it to the point where you just want them dead so it all will stop ok stopping that

dEAN PLANNED AHEAD AWW YEAH

CAS AND SAM'S SPEECH I CAS IS RUNNING HIS DREAM IS THE WINCHESTERS HE DESTROYED EVERYTHING AND HE WILL DESTROY EVERYTHING AGAIN NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOO

SHOTGUN shotgun means road head i meAN NOTHING "YOU DONE GOOD" NOT QUITE "GOOD BOY" BUT PRETTY DAMN CLOSE I'LL TAKE IT

nAOMI NO

but he doesn't remEMBER HE'S MAKING THINGS RIGHT 

what do you want to do FREEDOM IS A LENGTH OF ROPE GOD WANTS YOU TO HANG YOURSELF I'M

ngl amelia's dad is a total jerk like wow don't tell embarrassing stories just don't

don is alive PLOT TWIST THREESOME????

yeah i'm going to go with the dean and cas kissed during the flashback headcanon

like dude just said he might kill himself is dean really going to just leAVE HIM naw they figured something out during that flashback and also kissed it's ok

and cas gets to be at peace for a while i'm

aaaaaaa