#sperek

Oh my dear, I feel like even if for obvious reasons I don't receive as many notifications or engagement in the past years as I did in my most active years, I still owe you and everyone who followed me an explanation (albeit very much overdue). Unfortunately I open this app once every 3 months just out of curiosity nowadays... I think actively sticking to a fandom forever is impossible, although seeing all my favorite creators go through that in the past made me think "I'm never gonna be that person!!", but, you know, life happens (and in my case, not in a good way).

Being a fan of a show/movie/book etc. and producing content about it it's something that's meant to come and go, in fact I'm pretty sure none of the biggest creators that were active back when I was are on this app anymore or stuck to the Criminal Minds fandom either. Even though Moreid will always be in my heart and remain in my top 3 ships of all time, I'm afraid I've been out of that "phase" for a few years now.

Unfortunately I also noticed I'm out of practice with writing and I'm not capable of writing in english to that level anymore. I hope that I have produced enough content in the past that people who are still in the fandom/new to it can enjoy it for quite a while, and I'm forever sorry that I never got to finish my most ambitious project.

I genuinely hope that there's a new "me" or new "us" (= Moreid content creators) that keep the ship/fandom alive, even after years that the show has been over.

Headcanon post from my insta that I thought I'd share here too bc I think more people might care. If you would like more, tell me :] if people want it enough, I'll make a more detailed post.

Morgan: *remembers one time when he and spencer went to lunch and the waitress put the check down in front of spencer*

Here's a small breakdown of this entire scene I did just because....

This is THEE (tm) moreid scene. Honestly there's some that come close (i.e. the scene where Derek leaves and tells Spence about his kid, the joke war etc) but THIS is the moreid scene. period. When you break it down like... ohmygod Derek is usually calm and collected but one second Reid was right there and the next he's gone... They're dealing with an airborne killer right now and there's nothing Derek wants more than Reid in his line of sight... but he's not there and Morgan starts booking it because where the fuck is Reid?

He wants to know what the fucking deal is and Spencer is like nope nope I'm not letting you get exposed either and then it's just downhill from there . But the acting is god tier

Shemar and Matthew poured their souls into this small scene but it created such an incredible impact.

Which is why THIS is such a good scene. You can see how worried Derek is. He rarely wears his emotions on his sleeve but Reid was HIS responsibility and he just potentially got exposed. and he's so fucking HURT because he should have been there the entire time. It should have been him.

AND WHAT DOES REID RESPOND WITH ???? HE SAYS HE'S SORRY BECAUSE HE KNOWS DEREK. HE KNOWS DEREK WOULD WANT TO TRADE PLACES WITH HIM IN A FUCKING HEARTBEAT. HE KNOWS DEREK WANTS HIM OUT OF THERE. HE KNOWS IT AND HE KNOWS HE CANT CHANGE ANYTHING SO HE'S FUCKING SORRY

I just really love that Reid says he's sorry. It's such an incredible end to the scene because they're both so emotionally bare and it's all happening so fast but Reid is like I gotta tell him this. If I do nothing else, then I have to tell him this.

CBS

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+Bonus *clueless boyfriend Derek*