#spectrum asks

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There are so many angsts she can have

The fact her brother disappeared for no reason, she blames herself for it because she thought he just. Got sick of her like her goatdad.

Her entire mental breakdown on earth, and her mental health and self image is at an all time low.

The fact her child, her miracle wriggler, fears her so much for reasons she doesn’t even know about. Just another thing she’s screwed up in her life.

The fact that June, someone she trusted and confided in about her intrusive thought and nightmares, knew everything and didn’t tell her for so long. She knows why Caliborn would hide information from her, and even when she learned that Calliope knew too she couldn’t be too mad at her, but she trusted June. Maybe she just got her hopes up that June actually trusted her too.

And Lumris running out of the house when it learns the truth, cursing out June and Calliope for everything. The most angry she’s ever seen her kid be. And he runs off into the night, where he can’t be contacted or found. It was always too good to be true, a life where she could just be happy. This was what was always going to happen, she just was too stupid to realize all of this would never last.

Calliope is still in contact with her clown mom :o) and also Caliborn, she loves visiting her clown mom when she gets the chance. They also live with their platonic spouse Roxy and they love each other :o)

Calliope has a good relationship with her siblings (aka the Gamzeelings), a lot of them are able to confide in her about their problems and Calliope will always listen with an open mind. I like to think she’s the closest with Lumris, which is good because they desperately need someone to talk to other than their friends.

Calliope, along with Caliborn, remember everything. They don’t know how to tell anyone yet, let alone their mom or younger sibling. How could they even begin to explain? They just have to wait for the right moment, Gamzee and Lumris will understand won’t they?

Aranea is kissing Meenah, again it’s the rules

Aranea’s relationship with her sister used to not be great. I don’t think she was a big fan of her sister paralyzing someone or getting someone to blind themselves. Probably was one of the first people to get her to start bettering herself.

You’d be surprised but her and Cosmos got along rather well. Cosmos is chill as long as you aren’t doing something shitty or annoying it, Aranea can’t help but respect it.

Aranea was also deeply horrified at Morray’s sudden spiral. But she also couldn’t stand how certain trolls were treating the situation (Cronus mainly). She did her best to get through to Morray, but he was already too deep in the lake of his own anger. It was a losing battle from the moment Morray screamed. Morray’s disappearance was rough on her to say the least, and learning about the younger Foarin brother was painful. She’s always wanted to say something to him, to tell Acetia about his unknown older brother. But what good would that bring? He’s already been dealt such a shitty hand, why make it worse by saying “Hey you have an older brother but he’s gone now”?

He likes Garten of BanBan send post

He lives with Dirk and is general shitty to his sister and clown mom. He is very, very petty about what June did. He was so close to winning and that pesky human took the change from him.

The relationship they have with their child Reed is. Not great. Reed is not as susceptible to become a mini human version of Caliborn, and also generally doesn’t take Caliborn seriously. They are fuming while Reed explains Fnaf lore that moon learned from Nova and Pepper.

So the funny thing is I still haven’t decided the orientations of some of the Dancestors (oops) so I can’t drop a full list yet

Oh gog /silly

I think the ones that would be understood the least would be Lumris, Jaime, Diarni, maybe Olikur and Sonara just a little, Silmur, and maybe also Clover.

I’m saving her from the narrative trust

I like to think Meenah was actually not too mean towards Acetia. At least not like, at the level of practically telling this undiagnosed autistic kid he’s fundamentally broken. She’s fed up with Cronus’s shit already so it makes sense

While she doesn’t really understand Feferi’s whole transition at first, she’s still supportive (again she isn’t like Cronus). Feferi probably helped Meenah figure out their girlflux.

Her and Aranea kiss because I say so, it’s the rules.

I think she was actually pretty shaken by the whole Incident™️. She knew Morray for all her life, that scream was something she thought she’d never hear from someone as optimistic and full of joy like him. It made his disappearance even worse, she saw Morray rapidly deteriorate mentally in front of her eyes. She watched as Morray became a completely different person. And then he just… left.