#specificpersonsuccess

ok so i have a REALLY special story with my sp ! we will call him *captain hook* (pls dont judge the nickname azkezae)

last june, i was seeing drastic imporvement in self concept. i had gotten out of my codependency issues with a guy that never liked me lol and i was at the top of my confidence and i was very very happy with myself and i was sure my life was going to be great.

and for maybe two weeks i started randomly crying, but like, yk, CRYING. like a baby. because there was litteraly a voice in my head saying 'youre going to meet someone this summer and you can't even imagine how long this person's gonna stay in your life'

then beginning of july a random guy we will call captain hook dms me on insta and tells me 'its weird to tell you that bcs i don't know you but i've seen you in *name of the school* two years ago and i've never forgotten your face and it's like i knew deep down myself i was going to see you again'

besides the fact that its a bit corny BRO WTF ?!

after that we instantly clicked and we talked every day like all the time, and litteraly it was freaking me out bcs i've always had a very precise idea of what i want my ideal bf to be and he was corresponding to this idea : desired age, height, sports, voice, hair, eyes, origins, mentality etc EVEN DESIRED BEARD LIKE PLS.

then we had dates and i litteraly manifested him to say 'je taime' which means i love you in french and he litteraly wrote it even if he never says this type of stuff to anyone and i was so soooo happy. and idk it's just... when you know, you know. like i'm SURE that it's the right person.

anyway, he ghosted me for two weeks bcs, in his own words, 'he was afraid of how fast this was going' and i wrote smth in my notes for him to 'hear smth when he was doing his evening prayer telling him that i was his soulmate and that he needed to come back' WHEN I TELL YOU HE TEXTED ME THE NEXT DAY.