#spcesent

THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY POSITIVITY WEEK- DAY ONE 

( for @spaacemonkey​ ! ) thank you hun for your dedication to luther ! it is so refreshing to see someone one who genuinely cares about him & i love reading your posts. whether it be your musings or your threads, you put so much thought into them. it’s a pleasure writing alongside you. keep up the wonderful work !

( for @spcesent​ ! ) we haven’t interacted yet but you are another presence i love seeing on my dash. there is such gentleness to your luther & the antics you share with the diego’s & klaus’s you write with are a blast to read ! you have wonderful understanding of your muse & i look forward what you continue to bring to him !

ben doesn’t like the assumed implication that he will have to use his power. it’s been years and he’s… torn. on the one hand, this is what they were raised for. wasn’t it? this is why they were brought together. adopted. their purpose.       — on the other, he’d left so he could separate himself from the creatures hidden in his void. he left so they wouldn’t be the end of him. ( he can hear them whispering in his dreams and it scares him still ). he left so he could live.       ❝ i — ❞   he hesitates. some part of his mind fights back. supplies: if you could live your life, why shouldn’t everyone else? it’s selfish. not to take the chance. trading one life for the many. to save the world. and ben always was a people pleaser. ( y’know, up until he’d had enough ).       a sniff. ( he’s giving in ). a sigh. ( resignation ). a shrug.   ❝ so what’s the plan? ❞

@spcesent​​  -   poetry ! ↳   ’ i’m  sorry  if  i  wasn’t  the  child  you  had  in  mind ’

HE  ISN’T  SILLY  FOR  THINKING  THAT  ,   NOT  WHEN  HE’S  SUFFERED  AS  MUCH  AS  THE  REST  OF  THEM  .   even  when  she  was  never  designed  to  make  her  children  want  her  approval  ,   luther  still  stands  in  need  of  it  .   grace  can’t  smile  ,   can’t  even  pretend  this  is  some  kind  of  terrible  joke  .   for  him  ,   it’s  painfully  real  .

i literally don’t remember what meme this is from ( - :

   ❛❛  DON’T DO THAT.  ❜❜  she locks eyes with luther and grabs his arm.  ❛❛  don’t shut me out. whatever it is. i can handle it.  ❜❜ 

/ @spcesent