#spacey-avelyn

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

“Another of my sweet students and a friend I have known for a very long time. You still attempt to sneak up on me and catch me unawares and at times--I wonder if you have seen the change in me from shy, sweet bookworm to a woman conscious of her worth and demanding of her rights.”  

Hang in there, okay? If you need to, DM me on discord if you just want to vent to someone - we're in the same DA server.

I appreciate it. Without anyone nearby to at least help me get my mind off things for a while, it can get pretty bad.

Oh goodness. I hope she pulls through! I'm sending good vibes.

Please don't give up, dearie. I know things are hard, but please continue to fight.

Thank you. It’s a huge pain in the ass but dragging myself along is about the best I can do right now, even though telling myself it’ll be okay starts to have less and less of an effect as time goes on and things just get steadily worse. Usually it comes and goes, I feel mostly okay right now.

elidoo replied to your post “So it’s been like two weeks and I just can’t shake the constant,...”

Try not to die. I would notice you were gone. <3

I skip class for this very reason so my answer would be yes

Meanwhile the first thing on my mind was "oh god was it me, did I reblog the Ship You Do Not Like" If I did I can totally tag it for you; I usually do but I may have slipped up somewhere

Nooo no it wasn’t you don’t worry, I wasn’t trying to single anyone out or anything since this is something that’s mostly my own personal issue. It’s not exactly unreasonable to assume nobody would have an issue with a ship that’s widely accepted and even considered canon by some fans, so I don’t fault anyone for not tagging these things.