#source feels

hey dude. im going on a lil adventure tomorrow. buying craft supplies and maybe checking out clothes stores or other trinket shit. im inviting you. if.. if you can come, that would be fucking awesome. we can drink juice and eat snacks. or fries. or whatever.

i miss you dude. come along, okay? you better fucking be there.

i know niko is a cool guy too, but i want to hang out with *you*, dude. so be there or be square.

trying to make bracelets for the both of us. but no idea i come up with is good enough. just like in source, i feel if its not good enough i shouldnt do it.

"kris slash theory" got me messed up.

it. seems very likely / reasonable too. it seems very in line with the weird shit they're pulling, overall.

the only thing we dont know is the why, why the fuck is kris working against us, what do they know about the roaring knight and why wont they tell us. why wont they tell me .

i know ralsei is like. basically tied to the prophecy so it makes sense, but. why wont they tell me.

and. how could they just betray me like that. ...god. i hate this stupid game, cuz it messes with my head. im not actually susie. kris isnt real. and yet. and yet i cant fucking shake these feelings.

i thought maybe they'd spawn, and we'd stuff our face with fries and laugh and point at ugly things and say omg look its you.

i miss kris. i miss gerson.