Oh my God! What have I done! Lupin drank the champagne. The loan shark next to him was sucking his dick. You know the thing about boys? They never lie! The mother begged for mercy as the gangster put a bullet through her head. Oh my God! You killed my mother! Porgon started crying. His tears were salty. Lupin looked at him in a maniacal manner. You see what I do? I’m a demon! Porgon was so furious. He lunged at Lupin but was held back by the gangsters. I’ll kill you Lupin! She was my Mom! She treated me the best! I’m going to kill you Lupin! Lupin started laughing. Are you blind poor Porgon!? He went inside to eat the fried chicken on the table. It tasted like oil and skin mixed with ink. She was lucid and full of dreams. The communal dance went on into the deep nights. Starry skies and milk drinks. Boba and white lights. Dreams of life and wonder. Beauty and life fused together like a world spinning out of control. The words split on the beams of wonder and destiny. Time fused together like a spinning dream with pizza and salad. The words of time left scars and ink on skin. Life was like a wonderful maze of time and life. Dreams hit hard like heroin. Past lovers appeared at doorsteps of life and time. Dragons and mazes encircled the dreams of music and life. Where are we Ella? Oh, Jack I love you so much! I feel so light and amazing. I can see her in my visions. She’s an angel. Feathers and life. Time and madness. A worrying sight for sore eyes. She was like that. Beautiful and damned to the world. A treat for the masses. I look at the sky. The roses turn pitch black. The ashes fall on the floor. Houses burn down with crispy skin flaking off. Time begins to slow down. The metal twists and turns. It's madness outside. We celebrate a time of love and wonder. Tinashe looked at the magazine. A man in a suit was taking photos. Kanye took her hand gently and placed it on his heart. Sunlight hits the skin and caresses the surface of air and time. Glass rips the grass. The shards of light and cracked glass collide with the angles of her face. Hair and time. Green jelly and white willows. The time was alive. The grass turned red. Magical realms of stupidity and disrespect. A woman’s annoyance at the world. A woman’s disrespect for her man. A man destined for a life of blood and labor. I screamed at the world filled with despair and a reckoning for revenge. I didn’t know what to do. Just paralyzed in sleep and soaked in blue light. Destiny hit hard. It hit so hard I lost the girl of my life. It would amount to nothing.  I looked at the sky. I breathed in the air. Time melted away. Glass hits the floor. The blades of medicine hit my skin. She drinks the poison and fades away. Everything liquid solidified to gold and glass.. Do you feel it my boy? Do you hear the cries of the weak and broken as they clamor for relief and care? What do you have to say for yourself? All the damage you’ve caused. Don’t you know who you are? Don’t you know that your mother is fake? It’s all an illusion boy. It’s all a fake dream that you haven’t woken up from. What the hell? You want more? Isn’t that enough!?  It’s reality! It’s metal strands of thread designed to slice all illusions of existence. You know how these chips work. You know how the lights hit the brain. It twists the mind and desecrates everything sacred within the soul.

I don’t look back. The record blares opera and red roses. You are to be married! She’s a nice Chinese girl! I start sweating. I feel angry. I order a plate of sausages. The man looks at me angry and mean. He stares at me hard. A man with a powdered face starts cleaning my feet. Again, a plate of strawberries is on the table. I’m angry. I can’t express anything. I’m moody. The girl walks in. Say hello, Xiong Zhi. Her name is Ming Li. The girl is beautiful. Her face is plump like a peach. Her breasts are all round and milky. She’s skinny at the legs. Her mother starts yelling at Xiong Zhi, my daughter! Ming Li, “My father is General of the Central Plains. He says you are a fine gentleman.” Xiong Zhi, “I am at a loss for words. Your beauty is like the great mountains. I look forward to our future together.”  

composed mostly of Facebook comments from his friends Baruch Atah Adonai Eloheinu,Ruach Haolam, Dayan Ha’Emet Blessed are you, Creator,Breath of the Universe, Judge in Truth Thank you for this day of profound mourningWe are devastatedOur dear brother Elliot has passed from this worldSuch a beautiful soulA kind, good soul Sweet and caring, deep and loving Such a warm, open person Inclusive, gracious, present A generous spirit with a beautiful glow that lit us all and a silent bright stare of acknowledgment with his classic head nod That big warm smile that hugs you without touching The kindest person we know Couldn’t ask for a nicer guy A loyal friend and calming presence A deep thinker, joyful, heart-centered A true mensch, and a solid musician with strong peaceful energy Our neighbor, our brother A friend to all, taken too soon What a shocking and horrible thing Heartbreaking Unbelievable A tragedy There are no words Such a tremendous loss for so many Our hearts are so full of grief Holy shit This is so sad We can’t believe this This can’t be true We just talked to him a few days ago We were just hanging with him at the Blue Jay We were just together singing on Thursday at the Picnic We just saw him at services We just saw him Sunday morning We just had a string of synchronistic connections with him in the past months We still owe him a meal at the taco truck We had just been texting this week We had a message from him we hadn’t replied to yet asking what next week looked like to find time to go pear picking We saw him at the Steel Pulse concert We saw him at the beach We just spent a holiday with him this past year (We even spoke about you, and how talented you are That is what reminded us to reach out) We were just thinking of him the other day We wish we would have reached out more Such a painful reminder of how quickly life can change Can someone who gets how shockingly devastating this is please call right now? We can’t believe this tragic news, too much of a loss to bear We are in shock, breathing into sudden grief We remember, though our tears, so many good times He came to our cacao ceremonies and made such an impact on our hearts He was so wonderful and so supportive of our farm concerts He was one of the first friends we made when we moved to Rogers Park He was a Day One We met him through the Dog Beach Drummers We met him through community organizing with ONE Northside We met him through the campaign for the police accountability ordinance (which passed) We met him where art, music, poetry, justice, and liberation were centeredHe was fully committed to the movement yet also knew when to step back to make space for others Always warm, curious and empathetic He made a point to seek conversations with us about what was happening in the world He listened carefully and thoughtfully We felt seen and understood by him even when we disagreed We went to meditation retreats, Jewish and spiritual

I’ll never let you go

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