#soulessness

In any case, I think it’s noteworthy that Shadow!Self!Cas doesn’t seem to be immune to Castiel’s pain when being subjected to all of his memories. At least from the looks of it, he did feel all of it to to some extent. And in that regard I think it’s important to look at the ending scene with Castiel waking up in a field. Tbh if this is really “just” Cas than they could have spared us the entire Empty stuff including Castiel’s death, because frankly it would be boring as hell, that is why I think even if Castiel may be the true Castiel to come back (though the looking up into the sun and waking up, etc. could also perfectly be Other!Cas - then again that also would be too easy imo), his Shadow!Self has hitched a ride inside of him and is more of a part of him than it was prior - they could tie it all back to a “soul” in the end. I personally definitely felt like one needs to see Castiel’s expierences in the Empty in relation to Jack confessing to Mia that he “says he feels bad, but that he actually doesn’t feel anything”, because it works nicely with and calls back to S12 where the boys for a brief period of time had tried to extract the angelic part from Jack leaving him “only” with a soul. At the very least this line - even if Jack isn’t comparable to Soulless!Sam at all in all other departments - feels very similar to how Soulless!Sam tried to operate once Dean was with him. But given how hard it was for him to pretend, it remains to be seen if Jack will hit a similar wall at some point as well. I sure don’t hope so, but without any ups and downs his arc would be too boring, I suppose.

[ When the soulless wage war it is part of this perverted drive to build a monument to themselves. When war goes badly, as it is going in Iran, the soulless, unable to read reality, demand greater levels of violence and destruction. The more they fail, the more they are convinced everyone has betrayed them, the more they descend into a tyrannical rage. ]

No, and I’m not a child abuser, a racist, a fascist or a Lee County or Sullivan County Judge and, I also don’t watch U.S. Shitstream Media.

End tag soulessness, as it derive’s out of that of person being loyal to themselves as looks are rated, as currency often stands in way of the fear of poorism, as money to them makes authority, and not care’ing in such that leads to the loss of thought and that of feeling in such the careless man or woman can easyly subdo that of there feeling by pressure’ing there mind cause of need for something, As respect is only there if the feeling stays the course as person whom do’s feel knows that of no feeling back the person of themselves, as that of person whom claims to care and enjoy, with that of doubt can easy be swayed to that of another person once looks or currency or status, is removed from being stable as the heighten Aphorick feeling is claimed to be lost, from that of person whom enjoys the feeling and pleasure, as these tend to make person instable in that of person, as the person whom that is and supplies, the feeling is often with the graditud’nal loose of that of not being good enough, in such that person whom seeks that of pleasure, enjoyment, stability whom equates that of love to be needed in there mind and need for it to be said no longer if they could express it in there mind or body and if control is not rendered to them of such of person supply such of that in that of saying to supply it or that of there life and love and care’ing in such of only there company they will walk out on person in such whom may have enjoyed all such things of pleasure but honestly in themselves, new there was that one or two things missing in life, were tears and crying can’t make up for Reveneful person and Vengnecy by that of hurting someone else to fake care for a person. or lie about themselves.

SO NOW THAT SOME DUMB CUNT DECIDED TO STEAL MY FUCKING CAMERA i must resort to drawing again! thus, my creative spring hath run somewhat dry...pls give me some ideas. it can be like anything. some luke or his characters related. something dark. something fluffy. even a poem that evokes strong imagery. just something ughghhghhhhhhhHGHHHHHHH