Star Stable Elizabeth Sunbeam February 27, 2019 3 years ago,we lost our pixel character, Elizabeth sunbeam I made this post to honor the anniversary of her death 🖤

Beth -Beth couldn't swallow past the abundance of emotions choking her throat. @SmartassV had been and gone to her chammbers, quickly telling her @King_Wrath was injured in the PT suite. Fighting with @Payne_Manello What the hell?! Out at some abandoned warehouse?! She shook her head, not able to reason any of it. Wrath had told her to relax with a bath, a movie, that he was busy with paperwork, and he'd be up to their chambers soon. She would have remembered him mentioning going out to fight in the open with his brothers sister. Dragging on jeans,hair still wet, Beth jogged down the stairs her heart beating wild as a drum not knowing what state she'd find him in She passed #Butch in the tunnels "go easy on him" She shook her head and continued on, giving the door a push leading into the PT suite seeing him laid still, quiet, she sucked in a breath- Wrath? @King_Wrath Wrath -BETH my mind screamed when her voice filled the tiny room. I dreamed of her since the moment V left, her soft touch her @BethR_Queen comfort. The pain, furry, weariness, all filled my mind. Keeping my body still, the pain was still harsh next to my spine > @BethR_Queen not knowing where to start but somewhere, someplace- Let me explain, please. @BethR_Queen -I just needed her to listen, if she would- Beth @King_Wrath -Her teeth held tight together she approached her eyes taking in all the injuries @smartassV had informed her he'd sustained @King_Wrath from both @Payne_Manello and Lessers. So bad she wanted to cradle him up, yet the blatant fact he'd lied tonight and @King_Wrath what other night stuck in her throat rendering her emotionless, her voice cool replied- There's time for explanations. @King_Wrath You need blood first. -She sank fangs into her own wrist and brought it to his mouth before he could speak- Wrath -Reluctantly taking pulls from her wrist. I could even taste the pain she felt, the deceit. How couldn't I even begin to @BethR_Queen admit the things I kept from her. Knowing she. Retracts my fangs from her wrist- Thank you. -attempting to sit up @BethR_Queen to make things right- I'm sorry. @BethR_Queen Beth @King_Wrath -Arms folded she watched him, trying to make sense of everything- now you can explain. And it better be damn good Wrath Wrath -A hand rubbed across my face. My forefinger and thumb tightened to the bridge of my nose- Elizabeth, you met me as a warrior @BethR_Queen I AM a warrior. I might be blind now, but warrior blood is what runs through my veins. The veins you feed from. -Lips @BethR_Queen tightened to a frown, I never intended to hurt her- I've been stuck behind that desk for years. My job title may have @BethR_Queen changed to be the King of our race. But a warrior is what I will always be Elizabeth. -needing her to understand- @BethR_Queen Beth @King_Wrath -Her cool reserve was fast being replaced with a burning fury listening to him- That's BS Wrath! -she paced forward @King_Wrath - you think me stupid? you think i don't understand how you hate being stuck behind a desk, a desk i am behind with you @King_Wrath i might add! and not in the field with your brothers. -Fingers grasped at the bed he lay on- you LIED to me, @King_Wrath so pretty it up however you want to make it okay, it doesn't change that fact, Wrath Wrath -The urge to want to see her even when mad was unbearable- Elizabeth, I don't sugarcoat it. It's the truth. I lied @BethR_Queen I didn't do it to hurt you. -My hands ached to touch her- @BethR_Queen Beth @King_Wrath I want to know when you lied to me, how many times -bracing back against the wall, Beth listened to him reel off details @King_Wrath of secret rendevouz spar sessions with @Payne_Manello how they'd been caught and warned by @Brother_Zsadist- @King_Wrath Hold IT! you sparred with weapons? -oh there went her fury again bubbling loud- Wrath -Sitting up ignoring the wound in my back as the stitches popped open, I'd fix it myself- My daggers are extensions of @BethR_Queen my own hands. I insisted they be used. @BethR_Queen Beth @King_Wrath I guess i can count myself lucky then i wasn't told you had a dagger through the heart and not your back... Wrath -Stumbles to stand and walk towards her- I lied Beth, I thought it was the right thing to do. To keep you shielded @BethR_Queen Even when you shouldn't have been. @BethR_Queen Beth @King_Wrath -Her hand came out, pressed to his chest halting him- Again you pretty it up, Wrath. Im not a child that needs shielding .  @King_Wrath you broke something that was sacred between us. Trust. -With a shake of her head, Beth kept tears at bay placing her @King_Wrath hand on the door- All you had to do was tell me. Lay down Wrath -she watched him sway- you need to rest up before your @King_Wrath next secret tryst -pain was etched on her face- Don't wait up. -without a backward glance she left him there, thoughts so @King_Wrath tumbled she was at the front door before she realized and walked out into the sun, to drive, she didn't know where, needing @King_Wrath time to think by herself. He saw it as no big deal making his lies hurt more. She drove fast, needing to get - - Beth @King_Wrath away needing time from him and the mansion or the confrontation with @Payne_Manello would be explosive right now...- Wrath -Her pain laced with my own. The deceit she felt, should have never been felt because of something I had done. I could not justify my actions. No she was not a child, she was a woman, My woman. She expected me to tell her I couldn't bear sitting behind that desk day after day, someone else reading to me. I needed to be in control and fighting had done that. It allowed me to be in control even in the condition I was in now I still controlled a part of it. Not wanting to stay in this room any longer I left. I needed to find her to some how fix what I had done. Stumbling as I walk through the tunnel until reaching the door under the staircase. #Fritz stood there his emotions controlled and calm as always. "Sire, she has left"- LEFT? -Pacing to the front entrance until the realization I could not Follow hit me. She left to where I could not go. Rage tore through my chest.-