I hate that I've drifted from my close friends of last year. I hate feeling that they don't like me anymore. I still go every time they invite me to hang out. But it's not fair that when I ask them to hang out they say no. Like what the heck? And now they're upset I'm not going to homecoming in their group. Why would I go with people who aren't there for me? I don't want to spend the whole night feeling unwanted and unloved. In case you're a part of that group and reading this: that's why I'm going with my church friends. They love me and make an effort to show it and they've been there for me through a tough season of my life. So sorry if I no longer enjoy being around people who act like don't like me. I don't judge you for not having the same faith and religion I do, so why do you judge me for having it? That's not fair and it's not what friends do.
