#sorry vent

i'm not fricking nonbinary!!! I'm genderfluid!!! Dammnit get it right!! Stop acting weird when i like girls!!! I've liked guys until now i like a girl why are you acting different!!! Act the same as if i had a guy crush!! Waht the fuck!!! And I know genderfluid is under the non binary umbrella but you say non-binary as if i'm the secret third option who goes exclusively by they/them!!! NO!!! NOT ALL ENBIES GO BY THEY THEM!!! I AM NOT SIMPLY NON BINARY!! I'M GENDERFLUID!!! GET IT RIGHT!!!

get that drama shit outta my dash Tumblr I'm not here to get angry I'm here for art stop it with this shit

it's literally a humiliation ritual to be emotional because of my period because I don't want anyone thinking I'm emotional due to my period because then it's just an excuse for everyone to be condescending and misogynistic and so I feel like I have to be calm and happy when all I wanna do is cry but I can't cry because then I'm just an emotional fucking woman. it's just the most invalidating dehumanizing thing fucking ever and I hate it I hate it I can't just be emotional or in pain without it being because I'm a woman nobody will ask me if I'm okay they'll just go "that time of the month" I hate it so fucking much

and it's weird because like my parents aren't objectively bad. they do things for me. we talk about things and have fun. but my dad also does weird things. and my mom screams sometimes and then comes in 20 min later like it makes it better. my dad's not bad but he's not good. and it's weird because technically the good outweighs the bad but- agh

I’m about to lose it google earth fucking won’t let me see the old dates from early 2010s of my grandmas old house it used to let me it only goes back to 2018 I know damn well that shit went back further and the icing on the cake is they’ve recently went by the house so now I can only look back to see her house cause they fucking demolished it and but some eyesore in its place I don’t know who to be angry at this for maybe life itself or maybe just greedy developers idk fuck

the people who say they’re my friends have made it clear i’m not worthy of accomodation

““autism is destigmatised”” the recommended therapy for autistic people in many areas is still literally conversion therapy. they put children through it. like damn yeah the neurodivergent community is often overcentric on autistic people but that doesn’t make them at all destigmatised outside of niche online communities. people like us still get murdered by caretakers and society sympathises with the CARETAKERS. there are “treatment” centres where children fucking die because they’re abused so bad. it is not that autism is destigmatised it’s horribly stigmatised it’s just the stigma on a lot of mental illness is somehow even worse because society hates disabled people that much.

Actually Boston is just a greedy, greedy team! Admittedly our beloved Penguins need help with tidying up the roster and to tie up loose ends, but! Did a team, who is number one in the nhl right now, really need to call a (failed) coach’s challenge? And then score on past that! Like you could have at least taken us to overtime and then killed us, you still would have gotten your win, hat trick, and glory; and we could have least got a point out of it.