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so can I get one (1) more follower so I can get back to 4k

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So I withdrew from school this past semester for mental health reasons and I keep telling my parents and my therapist that I'm gonna go back next spring but honestly I don't know what I want. I don't know if I want to go back to school. I have no idea what to do and it scares the everliving shit out of me
*insert void screamin here*
i! dont! feel! connected! to! reality!
i dont feel like bein alive right now and i just want to talk about it but there nobody i feel like i can talk to because i dont want to bother ppl with my downwards spiral but like
i just have had really bad depression in the past couple months and the only thing keepin me from doing the crazy things are 1) the knowledge that they are Not Good Thoughts that i should ignore and mostly 2) LACK OF ABILITY TO DO THEM which is bad because neither of those things stop the thought s and i just want to die legit want to die so bad i
i just wanna die and i cant and i cant feel aliv3e either and its like
i know theres such a thing as actively suicidal vut is there anything called passively suicidal bc iif so im there ndkjn bid
i have 0 confidence this is so fucking annoying i feel so terrible
It's funny how much can change in a year
Like a year ago I was in such a terrible place, and hardly anyone knew what was going on. But I surrounded myself with the wrong people, I was with those who selfishly put themselves before me when I needed them most. I was in no position to handle other people’s problems but it seemed like whenever I went to anybody with mine it was always “well this is why I have it worse than you.” It was like it was a competition on whose life was worse and I didn’t need competition I needed comfort. I had the wrong people in my life and this year has been a complete 360. I am happy now, not because I sat on my ass and waited for things to happen, but because I took the initiative to bring the positive people back into my life. I currently have a boyfriend, a job, good grades, and most importantly, happiness. You can’t just sit around and expect things to happen in your life if you don’t take the initiative. Having a positive outlook on life really changed things for me, instead of being so negative and focusing on other people. Nothing will happen if you don’t TRY.

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i'm good. i'm gone.
so it's 02:02 and i've just come from Dave's. also there was Dan. we were talking and drinking tea. all together again. like in good old days. whaaaat learning from my own mistakes? nah not my style I'm such an idiot gooooosh
My anxiety has been so fucking bad lately and I'm really upset about it. All I want to do is sit in a dark room and sleep.