the frat boyâs boxers - s.m.
 college frat au: part five
warnings: 12.9k words of cursing, flirting hockey players, and being a stealth ninja
College was no joke. It was impending, heavy, and made you question everything about your worth. Stressed and unsure of every decision, balancing your time seemed impossible. You had figured that out quickly as your four other classes started and within two weeks the homework started to pile up. The lectures were long and your notes were messy and barely legible. You had no extra time to redo them and it drove you mad. It was all starting to get to your head and you hadnât even been accepted as a sister yet or moved forward on the black op. mission. If you were already falling apart now, how were you supposed to survive midterms or finals? It might kill you, you were convinced.Â
From studying to talking strategies with Maggie about Beccaâs next planned moves and being an ear for Emily to talk for hours about Geoff, you were easily fried. Maggie wouldnât tolerate any of Emilyâs boyfriend talk, which meant you had to, as your roommate seems too consumed in other things. All having to do with Becca Bradley. You hadnât heard from her in two weeks. Those fourteen days gave Maggie time to prepare as much as she could, listing any possibilities or conjuring ideas of what to do to Becca once you all got in. She was so sure of the fact that she got used to ditching her usual leather ensemble for sweaters and ripped jeans, but she swore as soon as this was all over she was dying her hair again and putting her lip piercing back in.Â
On another note, Emily seemed consumed in her newfound fling with the hockey player. After their first date to a drive-in movie, your friend had easily become smitten. Though you all had been warned about the wandering ways of a Washington hockey player, Deja and Kiara agreed that if she were to be involved with any of them, Geoff was the best option. This was deemed true as he seemed to fall just as fast as she did and they had quickly become the news across campus. âHockey player Geoff Warburton has a thing for freshman sorority pledgeâ was the gossip. He hadnât officially asked her out but it was safe to say he would be soon with how much time they had spent together in the last few weeks. In other words, Geoff Warburton was basically a taken man.Â
The others continued with their fuck boyish ways waving off any idea of a monogamous relationship. As the season was a mere week and a half away, their focus was shifting slightly away from their typical bullshit. They were focused more on early workouts and captain practices. You hadnât even thought about Shawn or seen him in weeks. Only slight glimpses across campus and the looming meeting of the two of you was still up and coming. As for the other jock, you hadnât spoken since the scavenger hunt.Â
Henry seemed uninterested in you at this point and it was like the two of you were stuck in a silent fight, though there was nothing neither of you should be mad about. So he was a part of the hockey team. It wasnât like he was entitled to tell you or needed to mention that he also was in the douchiest fraternity on campus. You werenât even that mad about it. It was more about how he seemed to be angry at you for wanting to rush to become a member of ADPi. Was the idea of you being in a sorority that bad? You werenât sure but you couldnât waste time thinking about that or his lingering stares during the one class you shared.Â
As for Becca herself, after the scavenger hunt, initiation had become stone silent. Becca had not sprung on any of you about the next step of rushing and it left you unsettled and waiting for it every second of every day. Until nowâŠ. That impending call had come. Finally, the next stage of rushing was going to commence and you were just as nervous as the first. Make any sudden movements and you might be kicked out, killing all of your chances of becoming a sister of ADPi which meant kissing those pretty plans of yours goodbye.Â
This morning, you had woken up to find a pretty pink envelope slipped under your door inviting you, Emily, Maggie, and the rest of the pledges to a brunch styled meeting. Set in between two of your classes, your mind was a jumbled mess from the moment you left your dorm all the way to the end of your Psychology class that was well forgotten as you couldnât pay attention.Â
It was set in the middle of campus at the courtyard near the cherry blossom trees and you had never felt so out of place, more so than the pledges dinner and the scavenger hunt. As always the few sorority sisters present were pressed and perfect without a single hair out of place and like a set of copy cats most of the pledges appeared the same. Which as you scanned the few tables was only six, including you. Your teammates from the scavenger hunt all sat among the few chairs, with combed hair and neat makeup, plates filled with food. Deja and Kiara huddled close together and waved once they saw you appear. Hana was basically in her own little world as she stared at her freshly turquoise painted nails.Â
Maggie and Emily sat at another table nearby, whispering with their heads bowed low, still oblivious that you finally were there. The sisters themselves stood off to the side of the two tables in a small huddle, all surrounding Becca, the ruler of all evil, herself. You couldnât help but glance down at your leggings and a three-quarter zip-up hoodie as you saw the Chanel purse in her hand and her blush ruffled skirt. Even Maggie was dressed in a pair of nice jeans and a silk tank top. You sighed, running your fingers through your hair and adjusting any loose pieces before you sneaked over and slipped into the third chair by your friends.Â
Quickly their conversation died as they noticed you and offered smiles but both disappeared as they noticed what you were wearing. âWhatâs going on?âÂ
âDude, what are you wearing?â Maggie gasped, completely ignoring your question, âYou couldnât have changed?âÂ
âI didnât have time.âÂ
Emily patted your arm softly as over your shoulder she found the huddle of sorority gremlins starting to disperse, âIâm sure itâs fine just act natural. Youâll blend right in.âÂ
âEm, there are six of us, they are bound to notice,â Maggie mumbled just as Becca stepped forward, her eyes trained on the six of you, the final pledges.Â
âWait,â you spoke softly, âWhat do you mean there are only six of us? Where are the rest of the pledges?â
âNo idea, but my guess is we are about to find out,â Maggie replied through gritted teeth ending all further comments to form around the table.Â
You were chewing on your lip at this point, fear making itself comfortable in your stomach. Even as you tucked yourself under the table as far as you could, it didnât hide you away from their stares. The hawk-like eyes of the power-hungry and malicious girls that you never had to deal with in high school but instead had the pleasure of meeting now. Who knew after high school, girls couldnât get a pair and grow up. Turns out college was a lot more like high school than you could ever expect, just a much bigger playing field.Â
Becca clapped her hands together gaining not only the attention of the six of you, the pledges, but anyone close enough to eavesdrop. You nervously gulped too as her gaze scanned over the remaining survivors and did a double-take when they found you. She smirked slightly before clearing her throat which only made the tension so much thicker and unbearable.Â
âLadies,â she spoke, putting on that overly fake tone, she only used when she wanted to impress, âItâs so nice to see all of you again. It was longer than I expected our time apart to be but there are reasons for it.âÂ
Pausing, briefly, she snapped her fingers and like a path formed, out from the back of the group, Amanda appeared. Her hair was just as red and bright as it had been weeks ago. She handed a bottle of water over to Becca and silence washed over the courtyard as she unscrewed the cap and went to take a sip. No one else spoke and she didnât continue until the lid was put back on the bottle and she had handed it back to Amanda.Â
âI wanted to congratulate you all on being the final six pledges and making it to the last step of rushing. There was one more thing we had for you to do after the scavenger hunt but since the other six pledges were disqualified we didnât think it would be necessary for you to have to do it.â
Deja suddenly raised her hand, like a student to a teacher, and it was a surprise that anyone would dare interrupt Becca, âIf you donât mind me asking why were the other girls disqualified?âÂ
You noticed at the simple question, Beccaâs jaw lock as she took in a deep breath and answered, âThey cheated their way through the scavenger hunt. Someone from outside of rushing was following you all around and repeating your answers through a walkie-talkie to the other team. I do not tolerate people who take shortcuts to win.âÂ
The answer alone made your fear and worry disappear for a second. And within that second it gave you a chance to bask in all the glory that was Lindsey getting exactly what was coming to her. You werenât even in the sorority yet but already Emilyâs side of the plan was almost complete. She beat out her roommate and now she was only one step away from locking the deal and making Lindsey go clinically insane. There was a chance. A very slim chance that this all could work out in the end. You had doubts, many doubts but it was already headed in the right direction.Â
âAs for the rest of you, your final challenge is here. Individually over the course of this week, randomly and at any point or time each of you will be given one task. They will all be different and something you must complete on your own. If you decide to pussy out and refuse to do it, then clearly you just arenât Alpha Delta Pi material. But if you do do it, then you will have successfully made it through initiation.âÂ
Chloe, Beccaâs most trusted sidekick who stood proudly attached to her hip, leaned forward a playful look on her face, âFrom there we will move you into the house and you can start getting comfortable with how things work and the tasks we as a sorority are in charge of.âÂ
The other girls stood silently behind Becca and Chloe, probably too having gone through such a lengthy and crazy process. You wondered if rushing was like this every year for the pledges or if they came up with new ways to torture the initiates so it was always different. Suddenly though the question seemed irrelevant as your questioning was replaced with hoping above all things that you wouldnât be the first pledge to be given a task. You didnât know if you could handle that especially when you had no ideas of what they could ask. They could make you do anything and it would be less nerve-wracking to have another girl or two go before you.Â
âOkay, so I think thatâs everything,â Becca announced, pulling her purse higher up on her shoulder, âI will be seeing all of you at one point this week.âÂ
âGood luck,â Chloe added.Â
âYeah, theyâll need it,â you heard another sorority sister whisper towards Chloe or tried as it came out far louder than a whisper.
You sighed loudly, hand wiping at the sudden sweat across your forehead as one by one in a line behind Becca they began to leave, not even daring to sit down and eat some of the food. They were all laughing as they left too and you were beginning to think that this was all a scam. That maybe they werenât trying to find new members at all but a group of freshman girls to force into doing stupid stuff to only make fun of them. It was an idea but it wouldnât be proven true until you did such a stupid thing and find out if you were accepted into the sorority or not.Â
Your thoughts and silent worrying quickly came to an abrupt stop as a buzz from a phone on the table filled your ears. Eyes locked onto it, you watched as Emily picked it up with a soft smile on her face not the slightest bit affected by the sisters or Becca. But as fast as the smile appeared it was gone. Her brows furrowed and her lip found a place in between her teeth as she thought deeply. Both you and Maggie had picked up on this and shared a look before your attention solely was put on Emily.Â
âEm, what is it?â you asked.
âItâs me,â she responded, it coming out like a mumble but enough to get the three other girls at the next table to lean closer in anticipation, âI have the first task.âÂ
âWoah, they work fast,â Maggie commented as she leaned over to read the text message over the blondeâs shoulder.
âWhat do you have to do?âÂ
She took in a deep breath before releasing it slowly, âI have to set up a car wash on the edge of campus by myself in only a bikini.âÂ
Maggie chuckled but covered it quickly with a cough, âWell, I can already tell that Geoff is not going to be very happy about that.â
*
âHowâs she doing?âÂ
âOh, Emily, sheâs fine. Geoff on the other hand not doing so well,â your roommate said as she took the extra cup of coffee you handed to her.Â
It was two oâclock in the afternoon and Emily had started the car wash at eleven. She couldnât be done until four. For five hours, she was supposed to be giving out free car washes while dressed in a hot pink triangle bikini. You remembered earlier this morning the look on the girlâs face after the brunch as she was given the ensemble. She had been on the brink of having a small panic attack, but now as you looked at her across the street it seemed she didnât even acknowledge it anymore. After three hours of wearing it, she didnât even notice it or the creepy stares she got from the random old dadâs that stopped as they saw the sign.Â
As soon as it was eleven, Maggie had claimed a picnic table at the edge of campus, close enough that you could see the show from across the street. For the past couple of hours, people have been filtering in and out, between their classes, checking in to see how she was doing. In the morning it had been Maggie and Kiara. Then Deja and Hana stopped while you were stuck in your back to back classes. Now you finally had been able to stop, only to find Geoff and Marcus there as well. Maggie had mentioned that among all the chaos, Becca had stopped earlier.Â
She was with a few of the other girls and at the sight alone she couldnât stop laughing. It took her minutes to calm down before she subtly raised a single eyebrow and gave a nod of approval. The action alone led Maggie to believe that Emily was in and had passed her individual test. Which meant one down, two to go. You werenât going to lie, you gave Emily credit. You didnât know if you would have been able to do that which only worried you. If you were scared about the first task, there was a chance they were only going to get worse from here and yourâs, the one Becca decides to bestow on you, could be ten times worse than doing a car wash by yourself half-naked. There was that greater chance and it left you completely terrified.Â
Geoff sat on top of the picnic table, hands folded over his face like he couldnât even watch. Though he and Em werenât official official, you had noticed in the last few weeks how he felt just by looking at her. He seemed so much different than most of the other hockey players, even his best friend who stood on the other side of him.Â
âGeoff, will you take a fucking breath she is fine,â Maggie snorted as she took a long sip from her iced drink.Â
He shook his head as he sent the smallest glare, like a child who was being scolded, over at Maggie, âI canât, knowing that some of those guys have already gone through the line twice.âÂ
You laughed underneath your breath, it mixing within the sound of Marcusâs. You were only talking to the pair of frat guys because of one sole purpose, Emily. Since she and Geoff got together, the friend groups were mixing more since they hated to be apart for too long. Which was another thing Maggie was not used to⊠sharing Emily. She had become slightly overprotective of both her and you. After hearing everything from both Deja and Kiara, she wasnât ready to trust all of Geoffâs intentions which only led to them bickering like siblings.
âWell, do you blame them? Look at her,â Marcus slapped a hand on his friendâs shoulder, ready to push his buttons further, âShe do be lookinâ fine.âÂ
Geoffâs glare shifted away from Maggie towards Marcus, except this time it deepened. Then all at once, he raised his fist and punched the other boy hard into the shoulder. Marcus flinched grabbing at the sore arm as a loud groan escaped from his lips, âOww. What the fuck?âÂ
âDonât talk about her like that⊠EVER. You got it?âÂ
Marcus backed down, his smile wiped clean from his face, âOkay, okay. I was just kidding anyway. Blame Becca man, not me, and if youâre going to act like this why donât you just ask her out already?âÂ
âYeah, Geoff,â you perked up, sending your own smile over at the guy your friend was crushing on, âWhy donât you ask her out already?âÂ
He shrugged, suddenly becoming a fumbling blushing teenager, âWeâre taking things slow. Weâre just trying to get to know each other first.âÂ
âTaking things slow, mhmm okay. I didnât know we were back in middle school! What, are you going to ask her dadâs permission first too before you take her out on another date?â Marcus mumbled underneath his breath, causing a giggle to slip from your mouth
Across the street, Emily was spraying down a soapy Honda civic with a hose, while soaked from head to toe. Her hair was slicked back into a ponytail and though she was no doubt uncomfortable, she smiled at the customer, who was a man, definitely in his early fifties, like she was having a good time.Â
âI think itâs fine that you guys want to take it slow,â Maggie announced getting a surprised look from Geoff, âBut letâs make one thing clear. If you do anything to hurt her, I will fucking kill you.âÂ
âI would never hurt her. Why would you think that?âÂ
âOh, no reason at all,â she mumbled, not bothering to meet his eye.Â
âNo, what? Because thatâs another thing, why do you always make comments like that? Like Iâm bad news or something?âÂ
At his question alone, both you and Maggie shared a look, long enough that the two other boys saw it and understood that you two had a mutual understanding. Clearing your throat, you leaned against the picnic table in between your roommate and Geoff, your gaze moving back to the car wash. Marcus and Geoff shared a look of their own before zoning in on you and you alone.Â
âWhat was that look about?âÂ
âNone of your business, Marcus,â Maggie barked.
Geoff leaned closer towards you, âY/N?âÂ
You sighed, giving in, âWell... youâre in a fraternity and an athlete. You are pretty popular on campus, and weâve heard some stuff.âÂ
âStuff what kind of stuff? From who?â his eyes narrowed and his mouth dropped as his tone was nothing short of offended.
Maggie raised her head high, stopping you from slipping anything else to the pair of hockey players, âWeâre not allowed to reveal our resources.âÂ
Marcus rolled his eyes, âThatâs code word for my sister and her friends.âÂ
âPfft, is not.â
âY/N, you are a shitty liar,â he grinned, leaning over Geoff to get closer to you.
âI am not.âÂ
âYou are though,â Geoff said, agreeing.
âI am not a shitty liar,â you replied, jaw tensing.
Marcus smirked, âOkay, whatever you say, but answer me this. Has anything that theyâve said about me ruined all chances of us going out?âÂ
âOh, yeah,â you replied, laughter laced into your response. It seemed with Marcus the more you talked, the more flirty he got, and you werenât the only girl he was talking to. It was flattering but you would never go down that road especially with Marcus who you loved turning down daily.Â
âPoint proven,â Maggie pointed over at Marcus as he was shoved off of Geoff back to the other side of the picnic table and away from you.Â
âWhat do you mean by point proven?âÂ
âMarcus, you flirt with every girl you meet like youâll get a prize for each one you can charm into your bed.âÂ
âOkay true,â he admitted, his smirk stretching at his own words, âBut we didnât have to acknowledge it.âÂ
Before Maggie could say anything else to argue because it turned out she liked to argue with both of them and not just Geoff, she bit her tongue as both of your eyes fell back to the boy with long hair. His hands were once again folded in his lap and his icy orbs were focused back on the girl across the street. There was a crinkle in between his eyebrows and his lips were curled up into a pouty look. He was such a puppy dog, you had realized.Â
âAre you sure she is okay? Maybe, I should go over there and make sure everything is fine,â he announced, moving to stand from the table.
Instantly, as fast as he tried to stand, your arm stretched out across his chest halting all sudden movements. Your eyes were wide as you stared at him, practically begging as Maggie turned with another threatening look forming on her sharp features. âDonât you dare move!â
âWhat?â his voice shook and his eyebrows rose to his forehead.
âBecca has eyes everywhere,â Maggie hissed.
âGeoff, if you go over there someone will report back to Becca and theyâll think you tried to help her. Which will kill Emilyâs chances of getting in,â you explained, softly and calmly.Â
Slowly, he relaxed back into his previous position and you retracted your arm that was acting as a seat belt. His shoulders dropped and he went straight back to pouting. You watched his every move carefully, in case he decided to get up and make a run for it. You were prepared to go after him and tackle him to the ground if it meant Emily got a spot in the sorority. Nothing was going to get in the way, especially a love-struck hockey player.Â
âLook on the bright-side there, Warburton,â Marcus said as he patted his friend on the shoulder, âSheâs the first one to go out of the other pledges.âÂ
Geoff sent a cold glare over to his friend, âHow is that supposed to make me feel better?âÂ
âItâs only going to get worse from here. You know how Becca is which means that these two are going to get it far worse than Emily did.âÂ
At his words alone, Geoffâs glare softened and was replaced by the largest grin. He laughed and covered it poorly with a fake cough. You and Maggieâs headâs slowly turned away from your friend to Marcus, the guy who had been testing your patience all day. Your mouth fell open slightly and your brows furrowed, wanting nothing more than to punch him in that moment.Â
His chocolate orbs looked past everyone else once again to you and he smirked proudly, âIâm not making my chances with you any better am I?âÂ
âNo, not in the slightest,â you replied, scrunching your nose at him as your glare only deepened.Â
âShit! Well, I guess there is always tomorrow. Right, sweetheart?â he winked.Â
You were not amused in the slightest, though some days you didnât mind the flirting and on occasion found it funny but right now it was nothing short of annoying. He was entitled and had the biggest ego just because of his athleticism and six pack. Because god forbid, girls actually wanted better for themselves than a fuckboy fraternity brother. You were starting to think finding a boy with an actual personality and a decent bone in his body wasnât possible. Henry was the single exception but now, you were starting to think that the exception didnât exist.Â
Maggie shook her head as she huffed loudly underneath her breath, âMarcus, you are such a fucking dick.âÂ
âThanks,â he smacked his lips as if he were chewing gum, âRight back at ya, Mags.âÂ
âOkay, I should not be associated with him,â Geoff announced raising both of his hands for it to be noted among everyone else, âI am not like my friends when it comes to girls.âÂ
âAlright, you keep telling yourself that man,â Marcus, cackled only for it to fall silent at the buzzing coming from his phone in his pocket. Pulling it out, he let out a noise of approval at what he saw, âWell, look at that. Okay, we gotta go.âÂ
Geoffâs brows furrowed and annoyance dripped from his words, âWhat? Why?âÂ
âShawnâs at the rink and he wants us to come work on some drills with him.âÂ
âAgain why?â his tone deepened with both irritation and sass, âHe has been on our ass nonstop lately. Coach isnât starting official practices until next week and the home opener is still two weeks out.âÂ
Marcus took in a deep breath before letting it out, âDude, chill, you know how he is. He just wants us to do well this season especially since everyone is convinced we are going to win the conference and the Frozen Four tournament again.âÂ
âYeah, fine, whatever,â Geoff grumbled as he peeled himself from the picnic table. He looked over at you and Maggie expectantly, a single brow raised high in the air, âYouâll keep any eye on her until sheâs done?âÂ
You nodded, âYeah, we got her.â
âIn case, you forgot, weâve been taking care of her longer than you have, Warburton,â Maggie waved, fake sweetness sounding almost too sarcastic coming from her tongue.Â
He just rolled his eyes at her comment as he was used to her attitude towards him at this point, âYeah, okay, we'll see you guys later.âÂ
âBye Geoff.âÂ
Expectantly, Marcus turns towards you, his arms raised as if waiting. Sighing, you send him a soft smile, âBye Marcus.âÂ
âSee you, sweetheart, donât miss me too much while Iâm gone.âÂ
âOh, I wonât,â you reassured one last time, knowing it wasnât going to make your feelings any clearer to him. He was a verified flirt and to confirm every thought you have about him, he sent one more wink before he went jogging after his friend and teammate.Â
Once the two of them were finally gone leaving you and your roommate in peace, you visibly relaxed back into the picnic table, elbows leaning against the table top and a sigh left from your parted lips. Maggieâs actions mirrored yours. She shook her head, drawing your attention as she frustratingly ran her fingers through her dark black hair.Â
âWhat did Emily get herself into?â she whispered, eyes once again back on the blonde across the street who herself looked to be getting tired, âYou know we were warned about the hockey players and what does she do? Decides to date one. Then she drags us into having to hang around them.âÂ
You chuckled, now knowing Maggie better than almost anyone else as you had spent the last how many weeks together straight. You knew when she was genuinely pissed off or actually bothered. Though her words were nothing short of being annoyed and angry at Emily, her tone gave away that it was not as serious as it seemed. âTo be fair, I was the one who pushed her on that date with Geoff and letâs be reminded that all of this is only happening because you wanted us to rush.âÂ
âYouâre right,â she groaned, âThis whole thing is on us and we are the sole cause of having to deal with Geoff Warburton and Marcus Jackson.âÂ
âItâs not all that bad. Geoffâs kind of nice and I mean Deja and Kiara said he is the best choice if she were to be with someone from the team.âÂ
âYeah, except I donât trust him. Look, we canât deal with Em getting hurt right now. We have to stay focused on the plan,â Maggie explained.Â
âYeah, I know,â you mumbled out, looking over at Emily to find her waving off the last car in the line. As soon as it was gone, her welcoming over cheery smile was gone and her exhaustion came out for anyone close enough to see.Â
âFuck!âÂ
Your head snapped back over to Maggie as you heard her cuss loudly. She stared down at her phone clutched tightly into her palms. You peered curiously over her shoulder, âWhat? What is it?âÂ
âBecca texted me, Iâm next,â she said as she turned her phone for you to read the text.Â
âTonight at 1, teepee the Gamma Gamma Sigma sorority house.âÂ
*
It was Thursday, the weekend was looming and things were closing in on you. Every single pledge had gotten their task and went through with it. Every single one of the six pledges had gotten a text, gotten through what they were being forced to do and were accepted into the sorority with open arms, except for you. You were the last one standing, the one left waiting for her task. Waiting and worrying about the humiliation that would come with that text and whatever it would say. They only did get worse just like Marcus had said and by Wednesday when you were officially deemed the last pledge he laughed in your face.Â
On the first day, Emily set up a car wash in nothing but a bikini. That night, Maggie tee-peed another less popular sorority house. The next night Deja egged the least liked professorâs car. Then on Wednesday, Hana had to set up a kissing booth. Hours later that night while at a football game, Kiara had to run out on the field and moon the quarterback.Â
It only got worse, which meant what were you going to be made to do. It was Thursday and you were the last one. The week played in your head over and over, all of your friendâs humiliation or almost getting into trouble flying around your mind. How they felt and how they all got in and now were a part of the sorority. It was all bringing anxiety into your life, in a way you hadnât felt in years. You were terrified and beyond scared about a one sentence text you were waiting to get from a college girl.Â
All of this happened to be on your mind as you sat in your Cellular and Molecular Biology class that morning. You needed above all to pay attention if you had any hope of passing the next lab but all you could think about was hockey players, roommates, and horrifying sorority sisters. You were thinking about how stressful it was which only made you more stressed the more you thought about it. It didnât help that you got a text from Kiara in the group chat saying that there were videos and pictures of her pulling her pants down at the game floating around online. Your class no longer was of as importance as your worry trumped it easily.Â
Finally, as the time seemed to pass the professor dismissed the class. Jumping from your seat, you desperately weaved your way through the crowd towards the door. You were running on three hours of sleep and one cup of coffee and were sure that whatever Becca had planned you wouldnât be ready. A jumbled mess, more texts began to flood in. Emily. Maggie. Kiara. Deja. Hana. You needed to get to your dorm room, as it had become your safe haven from the campus and the world. You would calm down as soon as you were in that room and you could unplug from this college massacre.Â
As another text came in from Hana complaining about how her bottom lip had gotten cut from kissing the president of the chess club, you began to pick up your pace into a fast walk. The sun was lingering through the clouds and the wind was hitting you in the face which eased the slight panic attack building in your chest. You were glancing up and down from the sidewalk to your phone as you tried to respond to the texts with your notebooks slipped between your side and elbow.Â
You were not paying attention as your mind was locked onto the phone screen in your hand and each terrifying sentence sent in from your friends. Each getting worse by the second. Suddenly, walking with your phone out seemed just as damaging as out of nowhere you collided straight into someone else like an intersection crash.
Notebooks went flying in the air, loose pieces of paper flew out. They floated slowly down, raining over you as your notebooks slapped against the sidewalk at your feet. Sighing, sadly, you shoved your phone into your pocket and dropped to your knees. Hands dancing for all of your stuff, you were trying desperately to catch your breath.Â
âOh my god, I am so sorry,â you sputtered out as you reached for your scattered notes.Â
The vibrating from your phone had quickly became ignored and every text disappeared from your head-space as the sound of a bag dropping to the ground let out a loud thud, startling you. Glancing over at the black duffel bag, you felt a sudden intake of breath as the person crouched to help pick up your mess. âDonât worry about it. Itâs all good.âÂ
Just like that, other things were thrusted in your line of sight, making your head spin and shake with all new thoughts. You were no longer worried and on the verge of having an all out panic attack. Your breath was cut short for a whole different ray of reasons and as he spoke, it felt like you would never be able to release the breath you were holding.Â
You were frozen, unable to move, or think as he continued to pick up your jumbled and barely legible written notes. His head was tilted down, focused on the task at hand but would spare you a glance here and there which only made your stomach lurch up into your chest. You were already a mess way before and he was not making things better in the slightest. Your head was a mess itself so trying to talk or have a conversation at this point was borderline impossible.Â
The hockey player was dressed in the same white hoodie that he wore weeks ago, his name and number printed on the back. That familiar red flush to his skin was nowhere to be seen like you had seen it at the rink and up close you had to agree with Kiara that he was completely gorgeous. She wasnât wrong and after so long not wanting to admit it, you knew she was right. It was the way, his hair even when it didnât look brushed seemed styled and didnât have a stray of hair out of place. Or how he had a small scar on his cheek that seemed less like a flaw and more like a perfection. Or how the gold chain he wore around his neck and tucked into his shirts was now revealed to be a St. Christopher pendant.Â
There were so many more things you could name in your dizzy state but you were having an issue focusing on saying them as his eyes, his warm almost golden eyes flicker up at you. His long eyelashes brushed his cheeks with each time he looked back down to his hands where he continued to pick up your shit, that you had dropped upon you running into him because you werenât paying attention where you were going⊠again. That single âSâ shaped curl fell across his forehead. Except this time, it appeared a little shorter making you wonder if he got a haircut.
You were staring and it was evident as he had picked up the last of your notebooks and met your gaze. He wasnât even surprised to find you already looking at him and as his warm brown orbs found yours, that aching knee-weakening smile appeared on his face. The kind that will make your body tingle every single time and your brain to malfunction and turn to mush. As you saw that smile, up close, in person, and directed at you, it snapped you back into reality. This was Shawn Mendes.Â
He wasnât just some cute guy on campus you stumbled across. He wasnât a nobody. He was the guy. A somebody. His face was littered across campus on every poster and sign you saw. He was the star who scored the winning goal at the Frozen Four last year. His figure alone demanded attention. He was the frat boy at the party who had all the girlsâ attention and usually took one home at the end of the night. He was known as Becca Bradleyâs main hookup and forever dream man. He wasnât just a normal guy as much as you wished he was. And above all things, he was the only man on campus you wished and dreaded to eventually meet because you knew like everyone else you would fall for him and that damn smile.Â
Blinking, you snapped yourself out of the impending staring contest and lingering silence. You stood up from the ground, clearing your throat and wiping the dirt from your leggings. At the sight, you internally groaned because on this certain day you wore a pair of leggings and an oversized hoodie. Your hair was tangled and falling out of the makeshift bun you made quickly this morning at the back of your head. You couldnât bother with makeup or a mint after your coffee and knowing that the guy was in front of you, you felt very self-conscious.Â
Shawn grabbed a pen that had fallen out from your notebook and handed you the materials as he stood up. You visibly gulped as you noticed him now looming over you. He was tall, so much taller than you expected, now that he was in front of you.Â
âThanks,â you mumbled, glancing around the two of you to see so many people staring at the interaction.Â
All of a sudden you became very aware of how many eyes were on you. As Shawn Mendes, captain of the hockey team, was seen talking to some girl who wasnât either Becca or anyone remotely known around here. A freshman instead. It seemed whatever these people were doing, whether it was walking, or sitting and studying or just minding their own business became a thing of the past. They were focused on you, now. Waiting and watching to see if anything happens because god forbid they miss Shawn have a conversation with any girl on campus.Â
âYeah, you okay?âÂ
He looked you over carefully from your scattered appearance to your wandering gaze at everyone around you. The anxiety in your eyes had heightened to a whole other level and he could see it. Taking a step forward, he bent forward enough until your gaze snapped back into his direction. Once his golden orbs became what you focused on, you relaxed slightly but not enough to ignore the scratching stares on your back.Â
You cleared your throat, your next sentence coming out small and quiet, âUh, yeah. Iâm okay.âÂ
He was still smiling as he bent over and picked up the duffel bag from the ground. He swung it over his shoulder, eyes never leaving you. Hugging the books to your chest, you were squeezing them so tight, your knuckles were turning white. Your head was pulsing and it suddenly felt like two worlds colliding that shouldnât be.Â
âIâm Shawn, by the way,â he grinned as he scratched at the back of his neck, that pink tint returning to his cheeks suddenly, taking you by surprise, âI didnât know if you knew that or not but uh yeah.âÂ
For once, since the week had started a giggle had slipped from your lips and from all of the people it was because of him. It still couldnât process in your mind that after weeks you were finally talking to him and that you were officially meeting him. It just seemed so weird because he had always been in arms length but you could never reach each other. The timing was never right and now by chance you had just ran into him. The world worked mysteriously and quietly and you werenât entirely sure with how you felt about this action they pulled.Â
âI knew,â you nodded, that smile seeming to be permanently imprinted on your lips in front of him, âIâm Y/N.âÂ
âYouâre a pledge right? For ADPi? Iâve seen you around,â as soon as he began he became a stuttering mess and you were confused if this was actually the legendary hockey golden boy of campus or someone else, âNot that Iâve been actively looking for you or anything. That would just be creepy.â
You laughed again, âRight, uh yeah I am a pledge.âÂ
âHowâs that going? I mean itâs Becca soâŠâ he trailed off, shrugging and careful of his words because if you knew who he was, he knew you were probably aware of his involvement with the president of your hopefully soon to be sorority.
âYeah, itâs uhhhâŠâ just as you went to answer with whatever came to your mind first, your words stopped altogether at the vibrating from your phone in your pocket. It had gone quiet for a while but now it was picking up again as the girls never knew to shut up. You sent him an apologetic smile as you reached into your pocket and took it out.Â
How the universe liked to pick their moments, you thought. As you stared at that screen, you realized that your bad luck and not been all dished out yet and that God was still saving some to give to you at random. It was convenient that was the only thing you could think as you stared at that text message. Your demeanor had gone back to worried and anxious and a physical mess. That smile, that soft smile you had been unable to get rid of and suddenly seemed reserved for the frat boy in front of you was gone. Your reality had been kicked straight back into your face and you wished that you could go back to sleep in a place where Shawn Mendes was nervous around you and Becca Bradley did not exist.Â
âY/N?âÂ
You couldnât look away from the message and your throat had suddenly become very dry. Your mouth parted slightly and you were convinced the world was ending and that there was no way you could pull this off. âI uh, Iâm sorry but I have to go.âÂ
Even as you were on the verge from running away from him, he still smiled that damn large beautiful smile and it made your stomach clench all at once with one look. Suddenly, that shy college guy had turned back into, with the flick of a magic wand, what you expected him to be. He smirked that signature arrogant look and he casually slipped his hands into his pockets. âNo, you go. I get it. Becca calls and you run. Itâs the drill.âÂ
Silently, you sent him a look of gratitude though you didnât appreciate his cocky response whatsoever but you couldnât worry about it at that moment. Just as you slipped past him though, your name once again echoed into your ears, and it was coming from his lips. âY/N!âÂ
You looked shyly over your shoulder, still consumed with worry and doubt to face that smirk and those gorgeous eyes. He nodded softly and in a single look that smirk dropped into the softest smile you had ever seen, âIâll see you around.â
The only thing you could muster was your own smile as your heart had been pushed from your chest into your throat making you unable to speak. You shared one more look before you turned and continued to make your way to your destination; your dorm. Even though you could barely fathom that you had finally met Shawn Mendes it did not compare to what you were feeling now as that one sentence alone was now going through your head on repeat.Â
STEAL sophomore hockey captain Shawn Mendesâ boxers without getting caughtâŠ
*
âY/N, just take a few deep breaths for me, okay. Everything is going to be fine. Right Mags?âÂ
Emily looked desperately to Maggie for help as they stood in the doorway of the closet to find you sat underneath the clothing rack, your head put in between your legs. Your breathing was scattered and uneven and they werenât sure how long you had been in there as they had found you when they walked in.
âY/N, youâre going to be fine. This is nothing we canât handle,â Maggie said, staring down at you intently.
You sniffled and lifted your head to face your two friends. Emilyâs eyes screamed worry as Maggie waited patiently. Tears filled your waterline as finally after weeks from being away from home, everything was finally setting in and you were beyond overwhelmed. You shook your head wiping the water from your eyes before they could fall down your face.Â
âNothing, we canât handle, youâre joking right?â you laughed sadly, âHow am I supposed to steal his boxers? Anyone have any ideas because I am the clumsiest and loudest person. Nothing about me screams stealth ninja. Which means, Iâll get caught and he is going to think I am some weirdo and tell all of his friends. I will then become the laughing stock of the whole school.âÂ
âAt least, weâll all be getting laughed at together,â Maggie shrugged.Â
You stared at her silently, a small glare evident in your eyes. Emily glanced between the two of you before she dropped to her knees and rubbed your arm softly and comfortingly, âWhat she is trying to say is that none of what any of us had to do was easy. We were all forced to do these things we didnât want to do and we all are getting made fun of because of it.âÂ
âYeah, in case, you forgot Emily was basically naked and cleaning strangers cars. And Kiara showed her butt to the quarterback in front of most of the school and Hana kissed all the guys from the chess team twice. Weâre all embarrassed and weâre all getting laughed at,â Maggie tried again, sinking down to sit on your other side, her back leaning against the closet door, âAnd this is all because of Becca which means we havenât gone this far for you to back out and ruin everything. I almost got in serious trouble for this so letâs stand up and pull ourselves together and do this because I know that you can.âÂ
Taking in a deep breath, you closed your eyes and sniffled one more time, letting for the first time all day your anxiety slip away. When your eyes fluttered back open, you nodded with a soft smile which brought one on each of your friendsâ faces. Maggieâs quickly grew into a huge grin, one where her eyes squinted and her dimples showed. You had yet to have seen one so big.Â
Sending you a wink, she clapped her hands together, âOkay, so now that we have that settled we need to get you ready. If you are going to be going on a black op. mission, that means you also need to dress the part.âÂ
âOh god, what do you have in mind?â
She didnât respond but only wiggled her eyebrows up and down.Â
Hours later, at dark, the three of you found yourself making your way back over to the sorority house as Becca demanded to see you beforehand which was different from what she had done with the other five pledges. After all, you were the last one though. You were feeling better since earlier that day when you previously had gotten the text. Once Maggie and Emily had given you a pep talk, you realized that you couldnât go into this thinking you couldnât do it or that you werenât going to be able to do it. You had to go into this being positive and doing everything you can to make it possible to steal those boxers.Â
Your confidence had come on quickly and as promised Maggie wanted you to look the part. Putting on a pair of black leggings and black long sleeve shirt, you suddenly felt like you looked the part. Your hair was pulled tightly into a sleek high ponytail and there were two smeared lines of eye black under your eyes, reminding you of the softball days. At first you protested, knowing that Becca was going to make fun of you but as you left you decided to not give a shit because all that mattered was that you proved her wrong and got through this final task of initiation.Â
Entering into the house, you found the girls littered out into the living room, no doubt waiting for you. Stepping in, you stiffened up. You crossed your arms over your chest and stood with your head held high. Maggie and Emily stood off to the side from you grinning like two proud parents. As for the other three pledges, they were busy getting their stuff ready to move into the house and once you told Maggie that Becca had texted you, it was getting sent out into the group chat ASAP. They were sending wishes of luck and love your way from across campus.Â
The sorority girlsâ attention finally fell to you and their phones and boring conversations had quickly been forgotten. Some of them laughed, unable to control themselves while others whispered. Becca appeared from down the hallway, dressed in her typical attire. Short skirt and cropped shirt. Heels on her feet, clicking against the tiled floor, though there was no one there besides her sisters to judge on what shoes were on her feet.Â
As soon as her eyes fell on you though, a loud laugh bursted from her mouth, âOh wow, this is too good. I knew I had given you the right task. Love the outfit.âÂ
Taking in a deep breath, you let it out as your arms fall slowly to your sides, âOkay, so what else is there?âÂ
Her head tilted to the side innocently as her manicured fingers folded together over her stomach, âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âWell, you called me here so I have to believe there is more to this than just having to steal Shawn Mendesâ boxers. So what is it?âÂ
âOh, honey, no,â she waved you off as another icy giggle made its way from her lips into the air, âI just wanted to come with and watch. Each pledge gave me some sort of show and secretly this has been the one I have been waiting for. I wanted to make sure I didnât miss it.âÂ
*
It was late, dark, and the sun was no longer looming over campus. Your pulse quickened and your palms were dripping in sweat as you stared up at the three story house. The window was left cracked open and you watched as the breeze swayed the white curtains from side to side. This was insane and beyond anything you had ever done but you knew it was unavoidable. If you wanted to get into Alpha Delta Pi, it had to be done.Â
You could feel the lingering eyes of the sorority girls as they crouched behind a line of bushes and you internally cursed. Emily had to set up a car wash by herself, Maggie had to teepee another sorority house, and those both sounded better than this; standing in front of frat boy central, forced to steal sophomore and hockey player Shawn Mendesâ boxers
You almost couldnât breathe properly and everything was hitting you at once as you finally had a minute to process the whole thing. Even then as you stared up at the brick house and the lights that illuminated from inside, you knew you could do this. You werenât sure but you were pretty sure. After all, what was this? Really? How much of this was going to decide your future or even matter in the next five years. The answer was nothing. It would mean nothing. Instead, it all just felt like a game, a shrivel in time that seemed completely irrelevant against the bigger and more important moments in life.Â
There was no way you werenât going to do it. You knew it as you stared up at the slightly cracked window and were aware of your two friends behind you. It was maybe not going to matter in a year or maybe even now but that wasnât going to stop you. Not even the exhaustion or the emotional wreckage would keep you from getting inside that house. Almost a month into the semester and you were drowning yourself.Â
Shaking your head to rid all of your thundering thoughts, you squeezed your fists together and decided to say fuck it! Taking a deep breath, you darted forward without so much as looking behind you at the girls hidden in the bushes. Tiptoeing forward along the side of the house, you hopped up and over the short fencing that led to the backyard. You landed softly in the grass on the other side and suddenly, you were on high alert. Hugging the wall as you walked, your eyes were darting everywhere from the backyard to behind you as you now felt like you were on the verge of being caught.Â
The large backyard was empty besides the trash cans full of beer cans, the white fold out table used for ping pong, and the bonfire pit. No, Pi Kappa Alpha boy was in sight and it eased your worries somewhat. Sliding around the corner, the back of the house came in view exactly with one sliding door and three possibly unlocked windows. You took a risk and headed for the glass sliding door and peered in. The basement was carpeted with leather couches, a bar, and a pool table. As for the large room, there wasnât a person in sight. Grabbing at the outside handle, you sighed with relief as it gave away when you pulled and it opened slowly. Once the opening was large enough, you slid in and pulled it shut behind you as quietly as you could.Â
You looked left and right before you began to make your way slowly across the lit room to the staircase and walked up them. The door at the top of the steps was left open and ajared. Leaning forward, you stuck your head out to again be met with a silent hallway, lights all on and not a voice or other person heard.Â
Your nerves had returned and the hair was sticking up straight on the back of your neck as you stepped into the hallway. It was short as on one side led to a kitchen where there were uncleaned counters and the sink was full with dirty plates. On the other side there was a bathroom and a bedroom or two. Checking once more that those rooms were clear and didnât appear to be the hockey captainâs, you walked forward and the hallway brought you straight out into the front living room which was the first thing seen when you entered through the front door.Â
Just like the basement it was littered with a few nice but slightly torn up couches and a big screen TV. Empty cans and cups were left scattered across the coffee table and there were random articles of clothing tossed around the room. Your nose scrunched up in the air as you finally took notice of the musty and suffocating smell that appeared when a bunch of boys decided to live together in a barely cleaned house. Another staircase caught your eye right next to the front door that led upwards to not doubt the third and final floor of the house and where the remainder of the bedrooms were. You cracked out a smile as you made your move for them.Â
Before you could even make it to the first step though, the front door opened. Panic appeared on your face and your eyes widened like saucers as two voices filled the otherwise quiet room. Just as it swung open, you dropped to the floor behind a large L-shaped black couch.Â
âDude, why did Mendes have to schedule another evening practice? We already had three this week,â the first guy said, the voice unrecognizable to you.
The other one responded quickly as the sound of two bags being dropped onto the hardwood floor echoed in the room, âI donât know because whatever captain says it goes. At least itâs over and weâre the first oneâs home because I want a shower.âÂ
âI want a pizza, should I order one?â the first one asked.Â
âFuck yeah.âÂ
Crawling to the right end of the couch, you peeked from behind it to see the two hockey players' backs as they headed for the back hallway you had come from initially. They were sweaty and practically limping showing just how exhausted they were from being pushed day in and day out by their team captain a week before official practices were set to start. Once they disappeared from sight, you glanced back at the front door to see no other hockey players appear and knew this was your chance. Standing, you darted for the stairs and climbed them quickly and as you hit the top step you heard the door fly open again and a chorus of more voices filled the house.Â
A loud gasp ripped through your throat as you heard a few pairs of footsteps following you up the stairs. Your head began to snap back and forth at each doorway you saw on either side struggling to pick one to go through. You stumbled down the hallway until you grabbed at the knob of the last door on the left. With one push on the door, you were falling into the dark room so out of breath as the voices only seemed to get closer from the staircase. You couldnât recognize who the players were and werenât worried about it as you were solely focused on running and not getting caught.Â
Peering through the dark, you were able to piece together the room from the large queen sized unmade bed to the desk pushed against the opposite wall and an additional door to the roomâs very own bathroom. Stepping forward your foot suddenly caught on something sending you tumbling to the ground. You mentally cursed as a loud thud sounded in the room meaning whoever stood on the other side of the door and in the hallway would have heard. Face smooshed into the carpet, your fingers touched lazily at the object you tripped over which happened to be a small pile of laundry. Through the dark, your fingers traced over what appeared to be a t-shirt and as you squinted, you were able to see the familiar number eight and Mendes written across the back of it.Â
By chance you had stumbled into the right room and then of course tripped and fell, but at least you were in the right room. Then with the amount of clothes scattered along the floor that meant there had to have been a pair of boxers somewhere. You freeze though as fast as you had fallen, the fabric of the t-shirt threaded in between your fingers as the sound of the door handle being turned set off an alarm in your head. Then when the light clicked on, you crawled and crawled for dear life until you were under the bed.Â
The shirt was still clutched tightly in your fist and you were holding your breath as the voice you had heard hours ago for the first time once again filled your ears. âI think that was a good practice. Do you think that was a good practice?âÂ
The second voice turned out to be just as familiar as the first and you couldnât help but smile knowing exactly who it was. Geoff. âYeah, except for the fact half of the guys almost passed out on the ice.âÂ
âOkay, my bad,â Shawn sighed as that duffel bag he had been carrying earlier was dropped onto the ground right next to the bed. Your eyes followed it before they went back to the two pairs of feet in the room. âMan, I just want to have a good season. I donât mean to be THAT captain but I just-âÂ
âNo, no I get it. You donât have to explain. I want to have a good season too.âÂ
âThanks, Geoff. So...â Shawn clapped his hands together before changing the subject all together, âHowâs things going with Emily?âÂ
You swear you could hear the smile in Geoffâs voice when he talked which gave away truly how crazy he was over your friend, âGreat, amazing, I donât know. Dude, sheâs just... I donât know. I really like her.âÂ
âIâm happy for you, man! You deserve it.âÂ
âThanks, except I might have to have a word with Becca though. I mean what she made Em do was crazy and humiliating,â Geoff snapped his voice rising slightly at the end.
The hockey captain chuckled slightly, âWell what did you expect? It was the same way last year for the pledges and she will do it again to the ones next year. Thatâs just how she is.âÂ
âYeah, but still Emily just isn't like Becca or the other girls. Neither is Y/N or Maggie. I just donât get why any of them wanted to rush.âÂ
âSpeaking of, I met Y/N today.âÂ
At the mere mention of your name, your eyes widened and your hand clasped even tighter around the shirt. Your mouth parted slightly, waiting and completely on edge wanting to know what this drop dead gorgeous guy was about to say about you.Â
âShawn!â Geoff warned.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âI know that look on your face and donât!âÂ
âDonât what,â Shawn said, laughter heard in the simple two words he said.Â
âDo what you always do. Okay, sheâs not like every other girl you get involved with,â Geoff explained and in that moment there was nothing you wished more than to see the look on either of their faces as they spoke, âY/N is nice and one of Emilyâs best friends, so stay out of her pants.âÂ
Was Geoff seriously being protective of you? It sounded like it and suddenly everything you had thought about him; being a hockey player and frat boy meant he couldnât be boyfriend material. Or that he was just using Emily. Or that he was built like all of his friends. All of that disappeared because in that sole moment you knew that he was a good one. Geoff Warburton was a good guy and deep down more than anything you hoped that Shawn Mendes was too.Â
âYeah, Geoff I know Y/N is different and youâre so right. Even with just meeting her I realized she isnât anything like Becca or any of those other girls. I donât know there is just something about her-âÂ
Your breath was stolen and you knew this was a position you never expected to find yourself in; hiding under the hockey starâs bed as he gushed about you to his best friend and teammate.Â
âWhich is why you should stay away from her. I have enough to deal with keeping Marcus away from her and I canât be in charge of you either.âÂ
âOkay, but honestly, we both know I would be a better option for her over Marcus any day,â he joked.Â
âShawn!âÂ
âOkay, fine, alright. Iâll stay away from her since you asked me too.âÂ
Geoffâs feet stepped for the door and a moment of silence passed between them and you were starting to worry that maybe they saw you or they finally remembered the thud they had heard earlier. You were toast. Thatâs what you thought, but when you thought you were going to be pulled from under the bed with all chances of becoming a sorority member of ADPi being ripped from existence, it never did happen. âOkay, now that we are on the same page. I am going to shower because I need to meet Emily and she wonât like it if Iâm late.âÂ
âHave fun!â Shawn called out as Geoff stepped out of the room and into the hallway, âDo you need any condoms? Itâs better to be safe than sorry.âÂ
âGoodnight Mendes.âÂ
Shawn laughed, one of those belly laughs that instantly could make anyone else in the room smile and happy. You were trying to hide your own smile from under the bed as his previous words about you were being repeated over and over in your mind. Suddenly, though the task at hand became your focus once again as you heard the door shut and then lock. He walked forward towards the bathroom and the sound of the shower being turned on made you tense up all over again. This was it, you decided as you found no pairs of boxers slipped under the bed or on the floor. Music filled the bathroom, Drakeâs voice filing out into the next room. The hockey player spit the words of the song underneath his breath as he kicked off the shoes on his feet. Each one being placed at the bottom of the bed and then one by one his socks.Â
The process was painfully slow and you were close to sneezing from the amount of dust bunnies tickling at your nose. You also knew deep down that if you werenât hidden underneath his bed and you were there able to watch the show, it would be less painful. Instead, you had to imagine what each sight was when a new article of clothing was stripped off. When the sight of his sweaty practice t-shirt hit the ground, you had to fight a groan from slipping out because of how much you wanted to peek your head out and look.Â
It became even harder as that shirt was joined by his sweatpants. You were starting to count the seconds of how long it took him just to slip off those boxers and by the time you got to five they were at his ankles. He kicked them off his feet and the black Calvin Klein boxers were left near the rest of his discarded clothes.Â
A small smile lifted at the corners of your mouth because of how close you were to pulling this off. That smile dropped quickly though and your jaw hit the floor as he moved away from the bed to the bathroom where you were able to see his full backside. His curls were fluffed up and at each step, you could see the way his back muscles rippled and tightened. Not to mention his ass, oh god, you swear you were close to drooling. Athletes and guys who worked out really did have the best butts.Â
As he pulled back the shower curtain and stepped in, you turned your eyes back to the prize sat right before you. Shawn Mendesâ boxers. This was it, you decided. Sliding out from beneath the bed, you hopped to your feet and snatched up the black thin fabric. Bunching it into your hands, you made a beeline for the partially cracked window in his room, knowing you wouldnât be able to face trying to go back downstairs to the sliding door. Plus, you remembered seeing a ladder leaned up against the side of the house up to the roof. Your escape plan was now put into motion. Glancing back over your shoulder one more time to make sure he was still safely in the shower, you slowly pulled up the window enough for you to climb out.Â
You stepped out onto the roof and moved slowly towards the side where you remember where the ladder was sat. Except when you peered over to where it was initially standing you found it nowhere to be seen. You looked over to where the girls had been standing before behind the line of bushes to see they were no longer there. Not even Maggie or Emily was there. You knew that Becca must have taken the ladder because there was no way it had just disappeared. She wanted to make this as hard as possible for you and was set on you failing which only made you determined in the end.Â
Taking in a breath to resettle yourself, you began to move around the top of the roof to try and find a second escape route. You didnât know how long you had been up there for but as you tried to sneak past Shawnâs window again, you jumped as you found him standing in his room, towel hung low around his hips and staring at his phone. You suddenly couldnât move, unable to run as you stared at him, water dripping down his chest and curls pushed back out of his face. He was a daydream and a drop of heaven and you had his boxers in your hands.
You were snapped back into reality as he moved towards the window and he lifted his head. Without thinking you dropped to your stomach but as soon as you landed on the roof you began to roll. Unable to grab onto any of the shingles, you rolled right off the roof and in mere seconds of falling off the three story house into the yard, your hands caught the very edge.Â
You hissed as the material scratched at your fingers and your feet swung back and forth. Looking forward, you found yourself hanging right in front of a window on the second level of the kitchen. You peered down to see that ground still seemed so far away, but it became your best bet quickly as one of the boys moved past the window. It was Marcus, and just as he went to look out of it, you let go and dropped. It felt endless and like you were going to die for sure before out of nowhere your feet meet the ground. Your knees bent slightly and from the harsh pressure, your left ankle rolled from under you.Â
Collapsing to the ground, pain shot up from the area and you cursed loudly. Your hands reached at the skin feeling it pulsing and already starting to swell. Of course. Bad luck. This was stupid. Stupid. Why did you sign up for this and why would you go through with it?
Rolling your eyes, you took a minute or so before you picked up the pair of boxers on the ground next to you and slowly pulled yourself up. Walking was brutal and you had acquired a limp as pain shot up from your ankle with each step you took. You had risked something so much worse for a pair of boxers and what could only resemble a DARE. If you didnât get in, you were going to kill Becca for sure.Â
The whole walk back to the house felt horrifying and like your foot was being ripped from itâs socket. As you limped up the front sidewalk, you found your two most trusted companions sat on the outside step completely silent. They waited for you, worry shown on their faces. Maggie tapped her foot against the concrete ground while Emily chewed relentlessly on her nails. Both of their heads lifted from their gaze on the ground at the sound of your dragging steps.Â
They jumped from their spots on the step as they quickly noticed you struggling to move. Rushing over, Maggie grabbed you by your arm while Emily stared down at your wrecked ankle. âOh my god, what happened?âÂ
âEm, Iâm okay. Iâm fine, I just took a small fall.âÂ
âA small fall,â Maggie scoffed, âYou can barely walk.âÂ
âOkay,â you half smiled, âIt was kind of a big fall.âÂ
âLook,â Emily started her brows furrowed in that way they did when she was scared, âWe wanted to stay until you came out but Becca forced us all to come back and when we tried to stay she said she would automatically just end your rushing process.âÂ
âNo, no, itâs all good, but Iâm guessing she was the one who moved the ladder that was on the side of the house.âÂ
âUh, yeah,â Emily cringed, âWeâre sorry.âÂ
âNo, seriously, Em itâs okay I understand.âÂ
Maggie rolled her eyes and butted in once she knew you were alright, âWell?âÂ
âWell,â you repeated her word, putting on your best poker face.Â
âDid you get them?âÂ
A large smile tugged at your lips revealing your teeth as a small giggle slipped out, âDamn straight, I got them.âÂ
Revealing the pair of boxers you were hiding from behind your back the other two girls squealed and pulled into a bone crushing hug. You had done it. All three of you had successfully faced and passed the god-awful tests that came with Becca Bradley and you were oozing with pride for yourself. High school you would have never been able to do something like that. You would have blushed, denied such an offer, and gone back to reading your books. Here you were though, even with a swollen ankle you were smiling and genuinely happy.Â
After a few minutes, Maggie and Emily pulled away from the hug and helped you up the front steps and into the house. Laughter echoed from the living room and as you slowly made your way into the full room, it all became silent. Becca was sitting in a white chair facing the doorway and when her eyes met yours, she quirked an eyebrow curiously. Her slow gaze scanned you from head to toe. From the grass sticking to your knees to the way your leg buckled from simply standing.Â
âOh, youâre back,â she smiled, it was fake.Â
âYeah, thanks for waiting by the way,â you replied, unable to hide your annoyance or glare.Â
âWell, we werenât going to wait all night for you. Which reminds me so?âÂ
Unfolding the black boxers in your hand, you held them up to her and sent a proud smirk her way, âIâve got your boxers.â
Glancing to Maggie and then Emily on either side of you, you found them looking at you the same way. Excitement gnawing on them on the inside as they tried to hide it with their smiles aimed towards you. Your attention though was brought back to the sorority president though as she tutted softly.Â
âMhmm, thereâs just one thing though.âÂ
âOne thing?â you asked, a frown lacing over your lips.Â
âWhereâs your proof?â she raised a hand and a few of the other sorority girls nodded in agreement as they found amusement in the current situation, âI mean, how do I know these arenât from one of the other playerâs? How do I know you didnât just pick up a random pair once you walked in. Whereâs your proof that these are actually Shawn Mendesâ boxers.âÂ
You clicked your tongue along the roof of your mouth, trying to hide the feeling of wanting to run her over with a bus. Instead, you pulled a sickening grin on your face and aimed the back seam on the boxers towards her. You had her right where you wanted her and this time you were destined to win. It made it so much sweeter that her face screamed success.Â
Like she had outsmarted you as she had done to so many others but under all that confidence you knew she was scared. There was a crack seen behind her smirk and her entitlement. She was actually worried that you had come out on top of her. Letting a second pass as the tension prickled at your skin, you hummed and thrusted the piece of clothing in her direction. And at your next sentence, her facade crumpled to pieces.Â
âHow about the fact that there is a number eight written on the back tag in sharpie.âÂ
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