#somethinglikelove

Whats this new feeling

Boiling pot in my chest

With some familiar warmth

Why am I scared?

Why does this feeling feel so safe

Yet so deadly

Its so good

Too good

It cant be true can it?

What if the boiling water overflows

What if it burns

What happens when I get hurt

Because its not a matter of if

Its a matter of when

Even if I know it will end

But I'm exactly where I want to be.

and I am immensely happy.

It's been some time since I've felt so.

Here's to hoping things don't change too much too soon.

 I am in an even stronger flux between happy and angry, stressed and relaxed. But at least I'm starting to understand how to feel these things. Happy and Relaxed were not feelings I had gotten a chance to feel in quite some time. Still don't have much -time- for those things, but it certainly makes the rest of my days easier knowing that I am still capable of such.