#somefancyname

i am so sorry i apologise to everyone i tagged in this i got tagged by @weshalleat let us do this Rules: Tag ten people you want to get to know better (i’m BREAKING THIS RULE SORRY)

Countries I’ve lived in: England

Favourite fandom: Star Wars and Star Trek equally… although my love for the Star Wars comes first.

Languages you speak: English, French and German

Favourite film of 2015: kingsman?? Star Wars?? spectre?? can’t decide

Last article you read: Greg Bryant

Shuffle your song library and put the first three titles here:

Blitzkrieg Bob - Ramones

Under Pressure - Queen/David Bowie

Janie’s Got A Gun - Aerosmith

Last thing you bought online: Coach Brand Wallet for my mum

Last person you dreamed of: I dreamed of myself in a very odd way which I don’t want to talk about because it’s private.

How would your enemies describe you:  An ugly person who doesn’t know shit at all.(which is true to an extent)

If you had money to spare, what would you buy first: Take a trip with my mum on the new Titanic ship that was or is being built.

“This is a story of two young boys who discovered each other in the most unlikely of circumstances and events, and together became the brightest and strongest boys there ever could be. Here is their tale:

In the beginning, the two boys lived separate lives, separated by 1,000 miles of land. They both were very young and both were looking for a certain excitement in their lives.

The first boy’s name was Michael, and he lived in the rural area of New Mexico. He lived a simple life, where connection to the rest of the world was his favorite. Michael was a very handsome, strong, genuine, and respectful boy. He was the very prime example of royalty with his perfect smile and lovely eyes that stunned the world. He is very intelligent and witty, and could certainly be a loving individual. He enjoys social interactions and is amazing to speak with, but he had a difficult time finding others to socialize with in school, so he became a very well known figure in the virtual world. He formed his strong identity and became perfection. His accomplishments were very profound and he achieved success wherever he went. He discovered himself more and more throughout his growth, but was still looking for something else..

The second boy’s name was Orlando, and he lived in the busy area of California. He lived a simple life as well, finding smiles and laughter within himself and family. He did not connect so often with the rest of the world as Michael, but slowly began to find interest in it. Orlando was decently handsome, comical, energetic, and kind. He did not have so much confidence within himself, which hindered his own thoughts of himself. He tried his best to be like others, both in beauty and personality, but struggled to maintain a solid stance. He connected well with most at school by being the life of energy. He had little accomplishments, but strived to pursue greater ones in his future. Yet, as he grew, he was also looking for something else..</p> <p>As these two boys spent time looking for that certain exciting-factor in their lives, they both formed another identity to socialize with many more people in the world. They each had their own representations of themselves, but little did they know that something extraordinary would happen. They both spent some time going along and meeting people, and suddenly, they came across each other. The moment they saw eachother, they both began to engage in a lovely conversation. They finally discovered what they were looking for: each other.

As time went on, they both communicated more and more; sharing stories about their lives, laughing about jokes and witty comments, smiling about the connection they had with one another. They were so invested into each other that no one could ever distract or stop them. They had very special moments such as hearing each other’s voice for the very first time across 1,000 miles. They both instantly fell into a deeper connection: they fell in love.

Every day was a perfect day for the boys. They began to devote more and more time into one another. The boys spent endless hours on their phones making long calls, sending long and loving messages, taking adorable photos of silly faces. They took each other everywhere they went from the store to an office, to a relative’s home to their own schools. Their phones were their most valuable possessions. Without them, they would lose the connection and lose each other. So, they never stopped communicating since their bond was so strong. They loved, cared, worried, comforted each other. They imagined and planned to meet each other one day. They were sincerely dedicated to one another. They loved each other.

As time continued to pass, a certain event arose that would change their lives forever.

One day, Michael and Orlando were having a nice and loveable conversation, when Michael then decided to ask Orlando something. Orlando was eager to listen and answer his question, so he encouraged Michael, who was already regretting his question, to ask. Michael chose to then ask the question through writing it on paper, since he was too shy and afraid to ask plainly. As Orlando waited, his mind was filled with amazing ideas and fun questions. Then, Michael sent the photograph of the paper, saying:

“Will you attempt and succeed at a long distance relationship with me? :)“

Orlando was immediately filled with such happiness and excitement. His mind rushed with thousands of beautiful images and experiences with Michael. He had quickly said yes and they both celebrated their happiness in the best way that they could. The boys sent each other loving messages and photos of happiness about the new exciting adventure they would have now. They would become the greatest they ever could be, together. They finally found what they were truly in search of.

After their celebration, there was a bit of a disruption in the peace. This would affect the future of the journey.

Orlando had suddenly began to think about things even further. He did not wish to deny Michael, but in his mind, new questions arose from accepting the request, and this made him very afraid:

“Whether or not Michael truly will stay with me forever? Whether or not Michael truly finds me attractive? Whether or not I will be overshadowed by Michael’s perfection?”

Orlando’s mind began to think about these questions and asked Michael if he would be able to wait for a few minutes to reconsider. This was the first time Michael was hurt and it was devastating for Orlando to see. Orlando solely wanted to be happy alongside Michael, and then completely accepted to be his partner for the future of their journey. Michael became overjoyed over Orlando and they both were committed to see what the future holds in store.

The boys continued to create irreplaceable and unforgettable memories of one another. They continued to spend time with one another over long phone calls, day and night, and have never been so powerful together. They are proud and happy to be able to have one another, despite the distance.

As the months continued, the boys have now experienced new emotions and feelings. They exprience both adundant happiness and sadness from being so distant from one another. Still, the thoughts that reside in Orlando’s mind are still present, and have had a great affect on the bond of the boys. Orlando and Michael still remained strong for eachother and helped to grow the happiness whenever they could. They ensured each other that their promises would never be broken. They were perfect for one another.

The level of greatness between them was so amazing. Although there were difficulties, the boys still remained dedicated and optimistic about each other. The sacrifices and actions done between them is competely unique. Orlando’s thoughts have had trouble staying at low-to-nothing levels, but soon later, Michael crossed over the 1,000 miles in order to finally be with the one person he loved. He devoted so much to Orlando, and Orlando tried to give him the same. He cared for Michael in his home where they finally were together. There was no longer any distance, any screen, or any obstacle that kept them apart. They were finally together and loved one another so much. There are many great events that occured which include great detail that the boys have shared towards the maintinence of their happiness: such as going to dinner and sharing gifts with another when they couldn’t before, taking trips to places such as the Aquarium and New Mexico to create new memories and adventures, going on dates to simple places when they never could have before. They loved each other and felt so warm with each other’s presence. They were truly happy.

Some time later, the boys continue to share with each other the happiness and love they have. Michael’s constant reassurance aided Orlando’s thoughts so much when he was feeling wrong about himself. The boys still told each other that they must continue to progress and try their hardest to maintain the love and peace they grew with. Michael and Orlando both shared cries and smiles over what was happening, but always kept faith in one another to make them happy and become truly amazing for their upcoming chapter.

Many plans arose between them about the future. Orlando and Michael had set plans to pursue their education and family together once they are settled. They were extremely excited about moving into a new home. Together. Forever. They spoke about the home they desired, what type of style they wanted to adopt, and how to live their lives together. There was little fears coming from Orlando, since he felt so much peace about finally being Michael’s true partner in their own home, but suddenly, there was a spike in activity within his mind.

The thoughts towards Michael and Orlando have become very aggressive since before, due to Orlando’s continuous worry and fear of not being enough. Orlando desperately tried to alieviate them by asking Michael for assurance. But he also continued to do wrong by denying the truth Michael told him about his love for him and seeking it in wrong places. Michael remained strong for Orlando and Orlando wanted to do the same for Michael. The control over his mind was very difficult, and devastated Orlando because he knew that he did not want to continue to hurt Michael at all. The mind’s thoughts continued to grow and grow for some odd reason..

The struggle continued for some time, leading to a final downfall.

Orlando’s mind had inflicted a great amount of pain to Michael’s heart. The thoughts overcame Orlando, causing him to construct wall against Michael since he felt unloved. Michael’s heart was then completely shattered. He suffered so much from Orlando, that he decided that there was no longer any chance to be the boys they once were, full of strong, compassionate, unwaverring love. Michael proceeded to construct his own walls afterwards.

Orlando later on realized how inhuman and unjust his mind was towards himself and towards Michael. He took his mind and began to work on it in order to improve his own future with Michael. Orlando worked and worked on his thought, banishing them and replacing them with the ideas he always had suppressed about Michael.

Although Orlando was fixing himself for the final time, Michael had already contructed his walls. From working so intensely away from Michael, Orlando forget to tell Michael about his progress. He did not tell him to give him time in order to wait for him. He would have completed himself and the plans would have continued. The boys would have been as bright, if not, brighter as before when they first departed on their journey. Their promises would have been renewed and overflowing happiness would come again.

Orlando continued his work and was nearly complete, but Michael had already believed in the falseness of the thoughts. Michael was torn apart from Orlando’s actions and decided to go on and search once more for the special something in the beginning. Michael connected himself to the world and encountered a new person who helped him feel happy again. The new person took over for Orlando and left him to be alone.

The boy’s bond was damaged and had been abandonded by both. The unique and perfect union was separated and may or may not be put back together…

Now, the reconstruction and elimination of the horrid thought was complete. Rushing towards Michael, Orlando was happy to finally show him, but he encountered Michael already with the new person.

The boy’s loss of perfection had destroyed Orlando’s heart and mind, eliminating all of his work. Regardless, Orlando continued to rush to Michael, exclaiming that he is now free from the control and desires to become each other’s again. Michael’s response was not in agreement to what Orlando pleaded for, and left him to continue to be alone..

Loneliness and sadness overflowed from Orlando, feeling so distraught and torn about hurting Michael in the most damaging way possible. But, he still does not give up goes to fight. He fights for the promises. He fights for the happiness. He fights for the memories. ln hopes of his efforts resulting in Michael to remember him once again..

They could be the strongest boys.

They could be the loveliest boys.

They could be the unbreakable boys.

Once again: they could still be the boys from afar.“

tumblr is a stinky head and didn’t tell me that i had mail. sorry dearest! i wasn’t ignoring your ask, i promise <3

five things I like about myself… hmm…

1) i like my hair right now. i’ve achieved khaleesi levels of blondeness and it looks pretty damn good. also on a side note my eyebrows are no longer too light

2) i like my eyes. 

3) my sense of humor. very few people get it, but the ones that do make me so happy.

4) this one is kind of weird, but i’ve never been okay with my body because I have hidradenitis and it always made me feel so ugly. but i’m starting to be happy with the lot in life i was given.

5) i like my evil laugh.

and ten of my favorites? that’s hard because i love all of my followers. i mean you put up with me and my recent bethyl obsession.

 so i’m just going to go through and choose randomly. 

somefancyname

thisphonyworld

serahgalahad

drinkingloadsoftea (because by law i’m required to choose you all the time lol)

agj1993

paperstarsandglasshouses

targaryenwhore

youhadonejobfrodo

you-hiddlestun-me

thatcommongirl