68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? āI should probably plug in my phone and make sure the volume is up so I donāt sleep through the alarm...ā guess what happened lol
90: Have you ever trusted someone too much?
good lord, yes. A few times in particular over the last year, when people took it upon themselves to then get involved without being asked or when i asked them please not to get involved in business i probably shouldnāt have trusted them with knowing.
one problem i really have is that my mom hammered into me the idea that i should be TRUTHFUL AT ALL COSTS (and though to her, this only actually applies to being truthful to her, the result is that i canāt lie to save my life, to anyone, and even white lies done with the intent of making things easier for someone kind of eat me alive inside....), so i tend to overshare automatically. this is worse when someone takes on aĀ āmomā role, because i canāt lie to a mom and all moms are good, right? they only want the best for me, right?
iām trying to break myself of that, because it means iām easy to manipulate in some ways iād rather not be... my workplace is particularly cutthroat in general, so even if i donāt want to play the reindeer games, i need to have a better idea of what reindeer shit looks like so I donāt accidentally step in it.
