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MARCH EVALUATION !
        skills tested: rapping + creativity
Rapping. It’s something Jinri had never even come close to considering for herself. After only a tiny bit of practice, she realized she really can’t pull off the whole tough girl rapper dynamic. However, she can hold a beat fairly well, though she always manages to sound like she’s trying to half-sing, half-speak the words instead of just rapping them.Â
That’s why she ended up on Ed Sheeran. “Don’t,” while being a little overplayed, is a great song that is a healthy mix of rapping and singing. It’s enough rapping to fit the assignment of Jinri’s evaluation, but with enough singing that it not only fits her style, but can be seen as playing to her strengths, as Jae told her.
Plus, it’s extra advantageous since she already knew the words, thanks to the song being so overplayed. So during practice, she worked on making it sound more like rap and less like singing. There’s only so much she could do with that, though, so eventually she enlisted Jae’s help once again and made her own acapella backtrack.Â
It was pretty fun, actually; the two of them (occasionally with the help of Luna or one of the other trainees) sat around in the recording studio every day during independent study for a whole week, just figuring out how to make the different percussive sounds in the song and recording them all. The difficult part was keeping all the files straight on the computer and making sure they were all in the right order on the final track. Even now Jinri still isn’t completely sure they didn’t switch a few things up, but hopefully they’re so small they won’t be noticed, especially since the song will only be played once.Â
The actual evaluation isn’t nearly as nerve-wracking as the Valentine’s one was, which is a little surprising considering that this time she’s stepping a little out of her comfort zone and doing something a bit closer to rapping. However, after a bit of thought it’s not that surprising: what she’s doing actually isn’t too far from singing, and actually probably shouldn’t be called rap at all (but there’s no way she’s gonna admit that until after her eval.) On top of that, this evaluation isn’t also a competition like at Valentine’s. Or at least, Jinri hopes it’s not.
(But if it is, she has to applaud them for doing it this way. Making them unknowingly compete against each other really cuts down on the nerves and will probably improve everyone’s performance.)
((But at the same time, idols have to perform under pressure all the time, so the trainees should probably get used to it--oh wait, she’s getting off track.))
She sits in the evaluation room, watching the other trainees perform and waiting for her turn. When they call her, she goes up and grabs the microphone, smiling and bowing towards the small panel of judges. “Hello, I’ll be rapping Ed Sheeran for you today. My instrumental track is an acapella track I made myself, with a little technical help,” she adds with a small smile towards Jae, who she can see standing at the back of the room.Â
The “ah la” parts are part of the backtrack, something Jinri knew from the beginning she would have to do. They just overlap too much with the lyrics.Â
Jinri loves this song because of the story it tells on top of a regular rhythm and beat. She supposes a lot of rap songs are the same way, but for some reason she can never get into them as much. Maybe she’s just mainstream.Â
Even though Ed always had a bit more singing throughout the song, for the purpose of this eval Jinri makes sure to focus more on rapping during the verses. Then, since the chorus doesn’t sound good as a rap (she knows because she tried), she makes that more singing, more similar to Ed.
Before the third verse, at the point where the original song makes a knocking sound, Jinri claps her hands together three times, along with the clapping sound on the backtrack. She smiles as she “raps,” honestly having fun with the performance.Â
It feels like too soon when the song ends, and she hopes that was enough rapping for the instructors, because she’s not sure what would happen to a trainee who failed the evaluation assignment, and she’s not too excited to find out.


















